Nah, I got it. Cheers, man. All good.
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Chicago heroin thread v. blowin for blows
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Nah, I got it. Cheers, man. All good. 
cicerogrinds
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man this thread has gone to shit over the yrs.. come on you junkies say something exciting (or at least worth my time reading) i need my fix over here lol
So I shit you not. For the first time in years neither of my two solid connects were around saturday. They each went out of town forgetting to tell me so I was pretty much assed out.
First, came the impending doom, then the frustration of having money and not knowing where to get something without contacting people I havent talked to in YEARS which pretty much isnt an option for me. Id rather sit there and wait (crazy I know) then play the game I havent played in years. So I accepted the doom that was going to come upon me, and decided to get as much as I could done while I still had the bit of energy to do so.
One of my tasks was to go drop off some paperwork at the guys house who does my parents taxes. So I do this, hesistently..but I go and he invites me into his office to talk taxes. As we are talking I get slightly more and more uncomfortable. He asks if I was okay and I told him " I apologize, keep going..I am listening. Im prescribed certain medications that have withdrawal side effects and my insurance is holding up all my perscriptions at the moment, so I am beginning to feel a bit uncomfortable".
This middle aged white male Account looks at me, shakes his head and says thats a shame, what is it that you take? I know what that can be like, I have had 3 back surgeries and have had to deal with the very thing you are dealing with right now, thats terrible.
I told him im also in opiate meds, and he proceeds to open up his desk drawer and he gave me 3 perc 30s and asked if that would hold me.
Now, I read these stories all the time of people finding drugs, or getting drugs in weird or random events and that shit never ever happens to me. Ever. But it did the other day. Like wow, to think exactly what I needed was sitting in a drawer a foot from me.
I took the 3, told him it was more then generous and thanked him. He even got me glass of water.
I swallowed one in front him and saved the other 2 for later at night when I usually like to take my best shot.
I did take him to be a person in legitimate pain with legitimate reasons and perscriptions and im not a scum bag so I didnt want to exploite him or ask for more. He gave me more then enough to hold me till the next day.
Hes my parents new tax guy so I left it at that. I can't believe that happened.
The fact that im a cleancut educated young girl and he was a middle aged divorcee prob aided. Oh god, I hope he doesnt start calling my parents house number asking for me or something. I wouldnt think so based on our interaction but ive had crazier happen. Its hard for me to picture men doing me favors without a sexual motive behind it. And im not generalizing all men because I know not all are like that, ive just had my share of experiences with that turning out to be the motive.
Without going to far off topic and I am geniunly curious (not trying to get a male dominated board thinking about sex for entertainment purposes) but I know the norm is to have dope usually kill your sex drive. Does D increase it for anyone besides me?Dayum, lucky! Id love for someone to hand me some 30s (plural)!
Nothing exciting over here... Something lame though: my gf got pissed at me cuz I got ready for bed without her! Said we are growing apart! What,the hell. Relationships often times seem to be more annoying than rewarding.
Speaking of relationships and in response to the above post... I HAVE found it to be true, regarding H and helping sex drive. At least during the last run I had with heroin. I can vividly remember my girlfriend and I up for hours upon hours bumping that bed. The guys in the surrounding apartments gave me shit about it the next day, we kept them up! (i bet;-))
itchyscratchy
Bluelighter
Doesn't diminish the sex drive for me, just stops becoming a priority.
Then again, I'm in a long term relationship so the allnigters are not really that common anymore.
ChiCityLEGEND
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This is a big topic of discussion amongst my girlfriend and I. So, generally I don't lose my sex drive, but I won't be able to cum. Or it's hard for me to cum. I used to not be able to keep an erection, but that problem went away. Today I did dope at like 10 am, picked my girl up at about 4 and we had some quality time. I had an orgasm, i gave her a couple orgasms. She was holding out on me for a while, but that made it that much better.
I did have a good junkie update, but I didn't post it and closed my browser and I don't wanna type that shit out again. Til next time nod squad...jjones0207
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^ LMAO
Yeah people from Chicago are on the rougher side and tend to lay it on ppl more than other places lol... I had a busy week and I've been watching the thread but havent had time to post. Whats Good Though???
Yeah D makes it hard to cum if not impossible if your really high. But I still get aroused while on opiates ect. w/d kills the libido but then it comes back with a surge lol.
@ChiCityLegend you had me laughing hard as hell with that 'nod team special forces' lol. Shidd I should already be on the special forces, I just did a half a gram of some fire raw in two days. smh guna shoot my tolerance through the roof!
Mann I wanna hear about this junkie update, type it again! lol
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itchyscratchy
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A prime example of a hypocritical asshole that's holier than thou just cause he takes methadone now, and not dope and talking about dicks and buttplugs and pillows shaped like dicks in social. ...Or whatever the fuck the sick thread this gross fucker was discussing his homo fantasies in. Check out this dildo's last posts.
I guarantee you're gonna feel like YOU are gonna need a shower after reading that homogenized exchange. ...Nasty fuckers. I would say its funny but it's just fucking gross.Hahaha memphis... Sorry to tell you buddy but coming off of metbadone is going to be 100x worse than coming off of dope or dillies. Methadone seems to be harder on the body as the constipation is intense as fuck. Oh, and you realize you're still on dope right??? I mean, just because you swallow it instead of shooting it doesn't mean it ain't dope. Get off your high horse and realize that just because you're on something that comes from a clonic and "allows you to function" doesn't mean you arent still on dope!jjones0207
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Hate to say it but this is true. Substitution is a solution for some, but I would seek complete independence from the holds of a substance, eventually. I can only imagine the difficulty quitting if your ROA was shooting. I just snort and the junkie lifestyle is addictive & will burn you out over time. I'm a pretty young user compared to most users in Chicago. I've thought and analyzed this lifestyle and the effects of these drugs on our consciences. Opiates are opiates, but if it is the only way for a normal life then use methadone by all means. From what I hear, the shear length of methadone w/d's would cause most ppl to crack and relapse.
In no way am I judging your use of Methadone, just commenting my two cents![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
pill_billy
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how bout yesterday im just chillin and my phone starts ringin n it was a pittsburgh number... it was my old dude i hadnt seen in damn near a year... my ex gave him my number couple days ago for some reason...
neways details aside... neone else ever feel kinda racist when you kinda think alot of blk ppl look alot alike? i pull up to meet him n give the classic whats up nod to the wrong blk guy lol... granted it was his cousin so they really did look alot alike and it wasnt too too embarassing since he apprently remebered meeting me before but still not the first time its happened...
itchyscratchy
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...I couldn't pick my guy out of a line up. Probably because the transaction takes place so fast. ...But that's the way I like it. ...Fuck that. I wish those transactions didn't even take place. Wtf am I even talking about...They are trying to find their identity by immulating Whites by straightening their hair and getting blue contact lenses while "keepin it reel n shit" Otherwise, they all look the same. "feel kind of racist"...
Anti-racist=Anti-White.
And Jones, as far as the "young Chicago users" go. I was served by and witnessed children as young as 12 participating in either selling or using either crack or dope. More so with serving. Not saying I would "party" with kids, just saying there were times when I would be cold-copping and would have to wait in a dope house till the dope man comes and on more than one occasion, I've seen that.
Reflecting back on what Pizza said the other day about Northside and I neglected to touch down on (because of the loon), I have nothing but immense respect for the man. I only wish I could relate to his situation better(he has kids, I don't)so I could be more of a support system for him.
It's starting to get nice out ppl. Get out and get rid of that dope tan. I find that when I use heavy, I start looking fucking whiteish/grey. I think that just happens when you use opioids heavy.Last edited:Seen someone asking if there's any females around, I am. I don't post really. I read about the 5g's guy. My PC had one of his guys go down in Dupage County a week and a half ago. Car was bugged, same with phone. I live near all these spots and know everyone rather well. There was a bust right before then from my benzo guy.jjones0207
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All these damn computers and microphones man.... NEVER TALK TO COPS. Like at all, they will twist it to incriminate you. It's quite pathetic really. I really hope they implement those video cameras/microphones on every officer so every engagement with law enforcement will be recorded. Rights against stop and searches are being routinely broken, and it happens to be one of our most important rights. The right against unreasonable and/or extraordinary searches ensures the cops'/the dicks need to get a warrant to come in your home or stop&search you. If your walking or in a car in a bad or hot neighborhood they search so fast even for basic traffic stops like the law doesn't even exist.
Anywayz....
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itchyscratchy
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I was sparring with a pig on jewgle one time, on the subject of body cameras and he was convinced that pig unions won't let that happen but I'm not so convinced.
The civil rating of police has dramatically declined. ...The days of 9/11 are long gone where cops were revered as heroes. The general public distrusts the police.
Of course there are a few patriotic sheep....Pizza king
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The Chicago police follow none of those laws. I try to tell friends and coworkers to put your shit in the truck because I requires a warrant to search. Otherwise they can and will use the "in plan sight" or "smelled burnt cannibus" bs to search your car and unless you have to cash to lawyer up It will most likely hold up in court. This could help you in the suburbs. In the city these civil liberties just don't seem to exist. The jump out boys will rip your fucking car apart after they throw your ass ruthlessly to the cement and find something even remotely reselmbling drug use and basically steal your car. I mean if you have a car worth 7 grand and you are a heroin addict and it is gonna cost you $3600 to get your car back then chances are you are not going to go and get your car back. Your case will get thrown out and you still have to pay that much to get your car back. They print money, the cities will do what ever it takes to make sure body cams aren't used. It's gonna take a shitload of unarmed black people getting shot to death by cops for it to come true.
itchyscratchy
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Yeah, I can see how that can apply. They can't see in the trunk. But while they are tossing your car, can't they casually go into the trunk and say you gave them permission? What am I saying, of course they can. Like you said laws don't apply in the ghetto.
I can't remember, it's been a while since I had my car tossed.
Later brother.
pill_billy
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honestly prob gna take a few unarmed white guys to get shot before theres a real push for body cameras... never understood what their case for not wanting them would be... aside from they want to keep fukin ppl over and dont know how to police without abusing their power...
shit the laws only as good as the cop enforcing it... dont matter where ya at if a cop says he seen ya do whatever or caught ya w watever its gona be hard to proove your innocent...- Status
