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Chicago heroin thread v. blowin for blows

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Contacting... Or, calling.

I feel like im corresponding w some adults who were bullied horribly as children and now because theyre behind a screen and not face to face become the bully for some form of catharsis or vegence.

Not replying to you specifically (chicitylegend), primarily mr itchy.

To shooter...yeah, Im glad im clean, or just taking sub, because my life is far less hectic. I just take it one day at a time, as they say in the program. ;) I can actually look ppl in the eyes. I do it for me, my parents and siblings, my nephew... Ive already confirmed I cant do this for someone else bcuz that someone may not always be around.

Kayaking time... Nod on.
 
Chicitylegend, for a reason I cant explain you come across as a decent human being. I see your posts here and there and generally you are kind, helpful and genuine. May your days be prosperous, lol. ;)
 
Actually I sit in front of a phone and talk tough because my computer got too many viruses from looking at porn. I have walked around the westside of Chicago after dark countless times from spot to spot trying to find someone still out selling blows instead of just rocks (all my own fault, I ran out quicker than I thought I would) but never in my life would I eeeevveerr have the balls to voice my opinion to who I assume is a nice young white lady in person. Look you are all cool, forget about it. Pill bill I like you too, just giving you shit. Be safe everyone
 
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I can't speak for itchy, but the shit I say here I would most likely also say in person.
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i second that... no ones on here sayin they gna fuck someone up or nething along those lines... IMO its just ppl callin bull shit, which def happens w the ppl i hang out with...

moe dont forget your not talkin to a bunch of females... guys break balls and always seems like women let little shit get under their skin...

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my computer got too many viruses from looking at porn.
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lol... funny shit... and i didnt take nething ya said ne type of way... its all good
 
Swim copped some today, not sure if swim isn't high because they have been doing a lot of opiates. What do you guys find the best way to smoke? Swim has been using it as nose candy.
 
@pizza I don't know what's worse brother, full blown drunk or full blown junkie...I can only speak for myself when I was a full time drunk, I have made SO many mistakes in my life that its fucking incomprehensible that you can fuck up so much and not be dead or in prison(not jail). When I was a fulltime junkie, with the help of my girl, I was always able to approach things with a degree of reason vs. fuck it all and let the chips land where they may. I have done plenty of ridiculously stupid shit when my main priority was junk but those instances just don't seem so raw. You know what I mean...? I still drink. Usually just on my days of, probably, just because my schedule doesn't allow for more. ...And the fucking hangovers i just can't tolerate, man. My whole personality changes. When I use dope nowadays, I keep it compressed to two days.
Once again, dude. There are a few people on here that are not going to offend me no matter what they say. You are one of them.
Later bro, be good.
...just don't drink and drive.
@mori. Lol mori, we already know that swim is you. We don't use swim here. :) ...but mori will be mori, I guess.
Mori, I don't smoke my dope so I really don't know. I think people put it on weed or whatever. Weren't you the one that was giving ideas on how to smoke it last time?
Later, be careful.
Oh yeah, @Motive, I would have absolutely no reserve about telling you the same thing in person if the same subject came up. Why would you think otherwise?
Unless you are some diesel dike bulldogging butch...
Bottom line. Don't say shit, if you don't want a response.
 
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Itchy - thank you for cracking me up. Seriously. I was thinking about everything you said, so you at least spoke my mind as well.

The thing is... The Chicago thread is really kind of a small community. There's group of us who have been posting here a while and I'd bet most of us have at least one other persons contact information.

There's obviously people on here who are going to tell it like it is. When I posted about my DUI over the summer itchy definitely let me have it but he put some perspective on it that I hadnt thought about. Like... Maybe my situation wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it was? Sure, I was salty for being called out.... But that's whatever. You can't hate on somebody just for telling it how it is. That's what keeps this thread real.

Every so often... Actually pretty often indeed, somebody comes on here - a green lighter - and talks jive like they've been here forever and then gets butt hurt when somebody lays it into them. That's historically been Chinky, but whatever it doesn't matter.

That's you, woamotive. Don't put yourself out there talking all this bible Jesus Moses Gaybraham shit if you don't want people's feedback.

And people can say "oh it should be all guys"... But Gwen was cool as fuck. It matters what you say. So how about you just shut the fuck up before you post, Woamotive. Wait 24 hours and if you still want to post whatever it was then go ahead.

Lol @ just like a woman... "Deal? Deal."
 
NP, dude, I don't even remember what I said to you about your DUI.
If it was during the summer, it might have coincided with my poss. house arrest, when I was getting hammered basically every hour of the day, playing for team "shitface" and going stir crazy around the house. That's when I finally started posting opposed to just reading.
If I said something that offended you, I apologize. Maybe because I didn't know you to the extent that I do and a fucking DUI is so near and dear to my heart, considering I have two of them. ...In the same six months. I was still going to court on my first one, thinking 'lightning doesn't strike twice in one spot'
Yeah, fuck drinking and driving.
Apart from the financial ramifications, there's a moral issue if you kill somebody.
Just like I was just telling pizza, about the stupid things that I used to do when I was a full blown drunk.
That was just one one of them.
But I'm sorry if I said something out of line. Jesus Moses Gabraham...hehehe...
The comment that someone made a while back regarding this thread "now it's the new boys on the block" running this shit kind of made me chuckle. Yeah, the "New boys" will be associating with the boys. I personally have no time for boys/kids etc.
"Deal? Deal." Yeah, typical.
So you getting ready for your job?
Later man.
 
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Word.

But if youre gonna call ppl on their shit make sure you know what youre talking about. Typical GUY thing to skim over sentences and fuck up the meaning. For example, I do not have children... I help care for a friends child, I do not attend a church on sundays, & never read the bible in my spare time.

Also, im no greenlighter. Ive been using this site for like 5-6yrs, I dont remember. What I do know is that Im gonna smoke this cig, brush my teeth, do a sad shot of sub and go to sleep.

Peace, bitches. ;)
 
Nah itchy. No need to apologize. I was talking about how my parents are lawyers and how at least I didn't have to pay legal fees and you let me know that it could have been a lot worse. Sometimes we all just like to feel like whatever problem we have is the end of the world... But it put shit in perspective. I believe you mentioned that you had to pay all the fees yourself, and I think you said you had a CDL or something and fucked that up.

But yeah, DUIs suck. And I don't start work yet... Soon though. In about a week. honestly im actually excited to be able to give my parents money instead of asking for something, to be able to be self sufficient 100% of the way. Not there yet, but it's a big self esteem booster.

But honestly... I feel like this Chicago community on here is pretty dope, no pun intended. I mean, in "real" life people are going to say shit you don't like and not everybody is gonna get along 100% of the time. You gotta respect that though, and be able to take a good ball busting too.

I still want to know what happened to that guy who went out west and never posted an update. I'm still going with "the guy had to go get it and would be right back."

I always laugh when people at NA say "one is too many and a thousand is never enough" because one is not enough and a thousand is good for a month!
 
"There are more days, like today... When I wake up, grab my little baby (~9mos) out of his Momma's bed, watch him learn and grow..." Sends a different message, you dim wit.
...Amongst other shit you said that completely contradict themselves. This one is just one that sticks out but I can look some more. ...And that's why you are getting fucked with. Cool shot of sub...You are the coolest. "Bitches"???... Where? All I see is one cunt.
Fuck off you silly cunt. Do a "cool shot of sub" and smoke in bed. I'm gonna stop feeding into you, attention whore.

 
NewPhone said:
I always laugh when people at NA say "one is too many and a thousand is never enough" because one is not enough and a thousand is good for a month!
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LOL. Spoken like a true member of the Nod team special forces.

Woa, I'm trying to be as nice to you as I can be and you are right about those 3 things you mentioned. At the same time, ur kinda making urself a target. It has nothing to do with you being a female, but it's how you talk and what you're saying. This is Chicago baby, it's a rough city. People are always gonna call you out on bullshit and others are going to be straight up assholes. Just shit you gotta deal with on the regular. Not attending church and/or refusing to read the bible isn't something you should be proud of. I understand going through a month of intensive bible study and how that could make someone absolutely hate church, but overall seeking spiritual guidance is a very good thing for a person. You should never knock that.

Itchy- you def. tell it like it is and I love that about you. Being an alcoholic impairs your judgment more than a junkie with certain things. When you're hammered drunk, I believe a person makes way more irrational choices and is a much bigger threat to society and themselves as opposed to being slammed on dope. If ur really fucked up on dope, ur just gonna be drooling and kinda struggling to stay alive in a way. When ur hammered and blacked out, at least for me, I can still walk around, talk somewhat coherently and do shit. I've had my days of being retarded drunk and doing shit that i would never normally do.

I'll give y'all a good junkie update tomorrow hopefully. I've been getting small quantities and just staving off D sickness for now. The only story worth mentioning for now is how I called my dude 16 mns before I was there and said i was at the spot. So, when I pull up he was there literally 5 seconds later. I've only timed a deal this good one other time. I have a gift for figuring out drag times. I should create an app on my phone to translate drug dealer times through a complex algorithm. or basically if they say 5 mns multiply it by a certain number based on previous drag times. I'll work on it haha.

Later peeps
 
Its nothing to be proud of.... Or not proud of. I was attending a spiritual baded facility and putting myself in a christian program. I stayed a year and took a class every single day of the week. because the church associated is full of bikers who travel we held church every other saturday night at 7. Why did I choose this place?because I was an addict, had lost everything, & open minded. I came in believing in nothing except third dark work whereas now I have light in my life. If you want to see closed minded and prideful check out the abundance of words spewing out of both your mouth (with me making myself a target or not) and itchy's mouth, kthanks.
 
Hahaha, itchy I just read your post. Are you seriously going to keep wasting your time attempting to hurt this poor girls feelings? Lol.

Ok... I have come to the conclusion that you and I are doing the same thing here, both feeding into the others' bullshit. Youre not gonna stop and neither am I. Why? I suppose we're both stubborn. Where am I going with this? (i dont know!) 'im' annoyed looking at not just itchys posts but mine, too... Because clearly this dude enjoys this, (yes, that was me baiting. Will it work??) and im buying into it. Gotta go take care of my baby now... Haha

Last edit: im having a tough time finding where I said I was doing a 'cool shot of sub'. I said 'sad shot of sub'.

As the days been progressing I vote we all chill out w our DOC and chill out.
 
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