Opioids Chicago dope thread

[woamotive]

Think im gonna do some powder today. Met some dude on my bike ride home. Prob grab some herb, too. Im pumped. Still no h for me but to be honest my intention is to use rhe moment I finish outpatient and have enough for a gram. Not worth a relapse to get less. Maaaaaybe a half gram. Idk.

A bit jealous of you folks getting to nod. Ahhh, good old days.

 

[sodope]

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[mrskatanic]

Think im gonna do some powder today. Met some dude on my bike ride home. Prob grab some herb, too. Im pumped. Still no h for me but to be honest my intention is to use rhe moment I finish outpatient and have enough for a gram. Not worth a relapse to get less. Maaaaaybe a half gram. Idk.

A bit jealous of you folks getting to nod. Ahhh, good old days.

Careful using that much straight outta rehab. Your tolerance will be much lower, that's how people die.

 

[SKL]

truth

 

[MadeInChicago]

Im not allowed to talk about that anymore, it has nothing to do with the heroin scene. I get banned everytime i do, which frankly, just reaffirms my position and stance, and fuels my paranoia. But, i wont talk about IT. lulz. SKL hates me, but i understand our differences now, hes a right winger, booo

truth

lol I love ur humor. But seriously woa listen and tread lightly because there is a significant reduction in tolerance by day 3. And after all this time ur tolerance is low as it probably can be for a past user.
I litterly heard this dealer talking about one of his old trap spots he had open. And how he mixed fent on some one day. He was like 'im not gonna lie two people died from it, but they were knocking on the door alot after that.' I had to keep a straight face because I was like wtf in my head. Whos to say it couldnt happen to me with the mentality he had about it. Not like hes lost any sleep about it.

 

[trancespottingpl]

nothing wrong with right wingers...

yeah heroin seems to be the one drug that when people die from it, it brings up the demand.

junkie 1: dude... I did a shot and ended up in the ER - I was in a coma for 3 days!

junkie 2: can you get more?

 

[trancespottingpl]

Anyone know of any test kits available to test for fent? Aside from sophisticated GC/MS type stuff... kind of like the mecke tests with rolls?

I haven't heard of anything like that yet... That would be a good invention though - and probably save quite a few lives too!

 

[RidingtheBrownline]

just briefly read the last couple pages. just though i would see whats going on here.

things are very different for me these days.

i will have a year free from smack on november 1st. last november i got my second possesion charge. 6month house arrest. now i am on parole. did iop and now in after care. this is the first time in my life I am staying clean because i actually want to. I even went out of my way to make sure my mom disposed of the morphine and ativan that was begging to be taken that was left from my grandmother (rip) being on hospice. back in april there is no way that would have happend. I was planing on taking the first chance i got to go grab some bags. but something changed.

just started a new job that i am really excited about. have a few goals i am working on and am back playing poker which i truly love.

not saying i will never go back because things can change, but today I am really happy to not have that overwhelming feeling of that life is not worth while unless I have my dope, and that i could not possibly be happy without it.


for all of you still going at it, be careful out there. nothing worse than that feeling when you those cuffs slap on you and you realize instead of going home and melting into oblivion you are gonna be in a world of pain at certain spots

 

[Factsjustfacts]

I've been to Chicago lakeshore hospital a few times Dr. P is The Man

lmao little late, but yeah both times i had Dr. P. Guy gets right to the point. He actually care and doesnt want you to be dependent on that, but if you need anything and ask him, he'll take care of you right away. Love that guy

 

[MadeInChicago]

for all of you still going at it, be careful out there. nothing worse than that feeling when you those cuffs slap on you and you realize instead of going home and melting into oblivion you are gonna be in a world of pain

*nods head in respect* Aint that the truth, just the thought makes me cringe.

 

[BoulderBob]

I used to come here and post 6 years ago, or so. Met some great people at the meetups, sorry if those are frowned upon now. Been tripping down memory lane for the past three hours. Ole West Side, it never changes. I wish all of you the best, and be safe, so many of my friends didn't make it.

 

[musicinmyveins]

been clean for nearly 3 yrs now.. i take nothing to replace the heroin.. it took awhile but i finally feel normal again.. paws went away about after 2 yrs... along with the dreams..

Bro, I've been clean for 5 years and the dreams of being high never went away. I guess those in part were the reason I've relapsed . You are lucky guy

 

[musicinmyveins]

Trying to quit this s*!T . Good luck , huh? Yeah , of course I'll need a lot of luck or willingness, ... and what's funny ..when I was clean I thought I don't need dope to live my life. And that's thuth . I don't ,. but now, when I'm using ...I can't live my life without dope. So fu℃}|» pathetic!!!

 

[Bill]

just briefly read the last couple pages. just though i would see whats going on here.

things are very different for me these days.

i will have a year free from smack on november 1st. last november i got my second possesion charge. 6month house arrest. now i am on parole. did iop and now in after care. this is the first time in my life I am staying clean because i actually want to. I even went out of my way to make sure my mom disposed of the morphine and ativan that was begging to be taken that was left from my grandmother (rip) being on hospice. back in april there is no way that would have happend. I was planing on taking the first chance i got to go grab some bags. but something changed.

just started a new job that i am really excited about. have a few goals i am working on and am back playing poker which i truly love.

not saying i will never go back because things can change, but today I am really happy to not have that overwhelming feeling of that life is not worth while unless I have my dope, and that i could not possibly be happy without it.


for all of you still going at it, be careful out there. nothing worse than that feeling when you those cuffs slap on you and you realize instead of going home and melting into oblivion you are gonna be in a world of pain.

Literally the first time i check this thread in months and i see this post, makes me happy, good job man

 

[woamotive]

I meant cocaine, when I said 'powder'. I regret doing it. I dont really like coke, it runs out too soon. And it's so fucking fiendy. Especially once I start shooting it, and I did. It was scary, always it. I always shoot my coke, anyways.

Still haven't slipped up on h. Its totally possible to stay off it... only because im on suboxone. I dont have that urgency, and have finally adjusted to the sub and dont wanna fucking start over.

 

[musicinmyveins]

Woa... easy to say! I need some subs . Without its not so easy. I don't want to go to a clinic to get them. Cause I know I can get some from somebody.

 

[MadeInChicago]

Still haven't slipped up on h. Its totally possible to stay off it... only because im on suboxone...

This kinda scares me, although my plan isn't to never use again. The concrete statistics make it scary when it comes to quitting because it is so hard. And it is just as hard staying clean, after making it through the initial physical withdrawal. Sub is much better than using so u can actually focus on having a life. Just take it easy with the powder woa, no big benefit if u proportionally increase ur other drug intakes and are still Iv'ing too. Hell, outside of the risking ur life from respiratory depression the dope is probably easier on ur body than shooting coke even more frequently. Just worrying about out BL fam member ya kno? wouldnt want nothing to happen 2 ya gurl lol

 

[somnilicious]

Way to go Cubs! Hoping this is the year. Dare I speak of it.... As foretold in Revelations the seas shall turn to blood, the sky shall turn midnight black at noon and the Cubs shall win the World series.. Know ye that the apocolypse is nigh.

 

[itchyscratchy]

Hey guys... I'm back, because im back on the shit, after being clean for over a year. Hey WOA and MadeIn. Glad to see ya guys still here.

 

[cicerogrinds]

just briefly read the last couple pages. just though i would see whats going on here.

things are very different for me these days.

i will have a year free from smack on november 1st. last november i got my second possesion charge. 6month house arrest. now i am on parole. did iop and now in after care. this is the first time in my life I am staying clean because i actually want to. I even went out of my way to make sure my mom disposed of the morphine and ativan that was begging to be taken that was left from my grandmother (rip) being on hospice. back in april there is no way that would have happend. I was planing on taking the first chance i got to go grab some bags. but something changed.

just started a new job that i am really excited about. have a few goals i am working on and am back playing poker which i truly love.

not saying i will never go back because things can change, but today I am really happy to not have that overwhelming feeling of that life is not worth while unless I have my dope, and that i could not possibly be happy without it.


for all of you still going at it, be careful out there. nothing worse than that feeling when you those cuffs slap on you and you realize instead of going home and melting into oblivion you are gonna be in a world of pain at 26th.

yo man good for you .. when i first started posting here you were one of the first posters i read here.. always wondered what happened to you .. where do you play poker at? I love poker too but have not played much lately .. horse racing took its place since all online poker sites are sketchy.. i been clean almost 3 yrs now myself .. stay strong brother!