lol... W/D got me like. Ironically, the lack of drugs is the problem... on opes, I'm the nicest , most patient mofo ever. I could sit through a republicon debate. I admit, I have anger issues. Good thing I dont do meth or drink heavily... I recently quit (more like, am on hiatus, ill never "quit") smoking pot, my last line of defense against "the rage."
Sorry if i misunderstood woamotive, but it really sounded like you were pseudo-sourcing. I am just so pissed that a narc was sent my way. They do exist, and im not sure who sent this person, or what agency pulls his leash, or how he got my number, but its a very real thing.
I recently encountered some shitty D that was normal bags, with clear tape over it "so people cant mess with it." Well, it turns out, thats exactly why they were taped up like that. Dont let these morons fool you if you see this. wside.
Jjust remember your rights if you encounter LE. dont let them intimidate you into consenting to a search. Simply state, that you do not consent, in case they havent disabled their videocameras, so that its on record, and dont say a word more. Yes sir, and yes ma'am's might help (which is bogus, like being a police officer really puts you in some sort of more respectable class of society, do you say yes sir to your grocery bagger, or garbage man?), but they know the law. If they search your vehicle anyway, they just fucked up their own investigation, and you have a high chance of getting charges dropped for illegal search and seizure, but if your vehicle gets impounded, they do have the right to search it, which is a load of shit, so beware, dont nod out in public.
I dont get the euphoria like BTH. And blackout is a good description, like, i do some, cool, do a little more, cool, never quite getting the high i want, do a little more, BAM wake up 30min later like WTF? And i know for a fact, there is almost always benadryl in it, cuz occasionally i can see some of the casings pink flecks in it, and i can tell how much cuz more benadryl = more sting when sniffing. I feel like they either mix benzo or seroquel, cuz it just knocks me out so hard, without warning, and the WDs are entirely different than BTH, way more anxiety and no sleep. And I get WDs way faster too, so it leads me to believe its a fast acting benzo. Which, in theory, would def. potentiate, but i dont want fucking benzos, i want opiates. Plus, i notice, the amnesia from chitown shit is strong, whereas BTH, i rarely get amnesia. And the BTH i was using, was good, cuz the Surreno who sold it, used it himself, and I would use with him. Its gotta be benzos, man, i swear.
You're right, and i realize thats cops can pretty much do whatever the fuck they want, but I have read many legal cases where people got off due to illegal searches. But yea, respect goes a long way, I agree. Chicago PD are brutal and ruthless. But in my experience, any admittion is bad. They can get you if anything is in plain site. I am just in the boat of, never admit to a crime. Once you admit, you are instantly guilty, but if you dont, at least you havea chance in court. But yea, I agree with you, they are not retarded, dont insult them.
So Ive used dope, all westside, for a while. I never shot, only snorted. My bags were always a white powder, and made me nod, sometimes way too easy. Always from black gang members. I just recently lived near San Fran, California, and befriended a Surreno (mexican gang), who introduced me to black tar heroin. I started smoking, obviously you cant sniff it unless you mix with water (waste of time imo), but graduated to shooting. IV, personally, is just too knarly for me, i mean how can you enjoy it if you just pass oout instantly or die. My gangster buddy then showed me his trick, the muscle shot (IM), which i found to be very smooth and euphoric, and lasting longer. I never had an absess. Upon coming back to Chicago, and resuming westside dope white powder, I found it to be lacking, compared to tar. Not only is it less euphoric, but it makes me nod out way too easy, lasts not as long, fucked up my delt when i did IM (mini absess, i was able to use heating pads and massage and antibiotics on to kill it). Not only this, but withdrawal seems to hit harder and faster, compared to black tar, which surprisingly, wasnt even that bad compared to chitown dope, yet isnt nearly as euphoric. I assume that the dope i get is cut with dormin (benadryl) which is why it is less fun, and way noddy/sleepier, but there has to be something else, cuz withdrawal just make me so fucking anxious compared to tar. Benzos? Seroquel? Anyway, compared to tar, the dope i get, while being extremely good at producing a "nod" if you can even call it that, more like a blackout, just doesnt measure up. Enough that i dont even want to do it anymore. Im sorry, but i dont want to just fucking pass out from my shit, i want to feel good. To me, good dope, should be purely an opiate feel, none of this fucking cut bullshit. So i guess my question is, why is black tar heroin from CA( coming straight from mexico), so much more euphoric than the white powwder heroin from chicago, why does chitown dope knock me out so fast, why does chitown dope cause way worse withdrawal, and what is the cut that you think may be doing this? And why does IM fuck my shit up so bad w chitown dope? Black tar, just feels great, i can feel the warmth spread thru my body like hug from god, whereas chitown dope, either doesnt get me high enough, or just knocks me out, no inbetween, no sweet spot, no typical opiate warmth . Fentanyl perhaps?
U sound like me. I lived in fort lauderdale when were getting oxy 30s like nothing. I could literally get 1000 a day if i wanted. I usually order off the dark nets..im dry tonight taking kratom to help with withdrawals. But i got package coming tomorrow thank god. I work in fiance and bartend evenings and weekends and it just makes the day go by so much easier. And the bad part is i get like 150-200 cash every bar shift so money is not an issue.
Hey welcome to the forums. Their guna tear u a new one for double (triple posting) lol. Just edit ur latest post at the bottom right corner of ur post.
Hows licoln park treating u? theirs no shortage of construction there and in river north. Im guessing ur either in ur 20's or 30's. Keep posting here & youll meet some good ppl.
I've always wanted to try ordering something online but just can't rack up the balls to do it.
Oh and I just found this.
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