musicinmyveins
Bluelighter
counting the dayzzzzzz....
I am too!!! Next week will be ...'hello $$$!'
counting the dayzzzzzz....
I am too!!! Next week will be ...'hello $$$!'
So Ive used dope, all westside, for a while. I never shot, only snorted. My bags were always a white powder, and made me nod, sometimes way too easy. Always from black gang members. I just recently lived near Santa Cruz, California, and befriended a Surreno (mexican gang), who introduced me to black tar heroin. I started smoking, obviously you cant sniff it unless you mix with water (waste of time imo), but graduated to shooting. IV, personally, is just too knarly for me, i mean how can you enjoy it if you just pass oout instantly or die. My gangster buddy then showed me his trick, the muscle shot (IM), which i found to be very smooth and euphoric, and lasting longer. I never had an absess. Upon coming back to Chicago, and resuming westside dope white powder, I found it to be lacking, compared to tar. Not only is it less euphoric, but it makes me nod out way too easy, lasts not as long, fucked up my delt when i did IM (mini absess, i was able to use heating pads and massage and antibiotics on to kill it). Not only this, but withdrawal seems to hit harder and faster, compared to black tar, which surprisingly, wasnt even that bad compared to chitown dope, yet isnt nearly as euphoric. I assume that the dope i get is cut with dormin (benadryl) which is why it is less fun, and way noddy/sleepier, but there has to be something else, cuz withdrawal just make me so fucking anxious compared to tar. Benzos? Seroquel? Anyway, compared to tar, the dope i get, while being extremely good at producing a "nod" if you can even call it that, more like a blackout, just doesnt measure up. Enough that i dont even want to do it anymore. Im sorry, but i dont want to just fucking pass out from my shit, i want to feel good. To me, good dope, should be purely an opiate feel, none of this fucking cut bullshit. So i guess my question is, why is black tar heroin from CA( coming straight from mexico), so much more euphoric than the white powwder heroin from chicago, why does chitown dope knock me out so fast, why does chitown dope cause way worse withdrawal, and what is the cut that you think may be doing this? And why does IM fuck my shit up so bad w chitown dope? Black tar, just feels great, i can feel the warmth spread thru my body like hug from god, whereas chitown dope, either doesnt get me high enough, or just knocks me out, no inbetween, no sweet spot, no typical opiate warmth . Fentanyl perhaps?
There is no way woamotive is a narc...but you could well be. You show up and cast suspicion on others while making out how hardcore you are...you have fuck all posts....i am way more wary of you.Sorry, I've had bad experiences with Chitown PIGS (i hope you judgemental shitbags read this, go suck Ted Cruzs dick with your fucking politics, fucking toughguys), and narcs alike. Jee, when a random number calls, says they met you at a bar, yet you have no recollection of ever meeting or talking to this person, nor do you have their number saved before hand (i always make people text me right away their alias and where i met them, while im standing in front of them), and proceeds to ask you for ALL SCHEDULE 1 drugs, that's a fuckin narc, boyz n girlz. So yea, i'm really suspicious. Im aware of their tactics. As for the robbing thing, yea, it was a joke, but also, when you ask random people on the internet to meet up, its actually not a joke, cuz someone will take that bait, and rob you. So, while I"M joking, in reality, that's whats gunna happen, at some point. Or, even worse, you will get killed, or a cop / narc will meet up with you, either way, you're fucked. You're asking for trouble.
Want to find the good shit? Fucking find someone pandhandling. 80% of them are addicts. Dont get on a forum that law enforcement obviously watches. Sorry to be so dismissive, but whitemamba, you have very few posts, and seem to support woamtive in a suspicious way. Plus, offering to help people with darknet purchases... suspicious. Reeks of a set up. Even if woamotive was a legit user, as she has been a member for years, it is VERY possible that she was busted recently, and now working with L.E. , in effort to reduce charges, by fucking over more people. Cuz that's even more money for the PIGS. Not like they get enough from our fucking taxes, out of my fucking paycheck.
So, while I hesitate to definitively call any a narc or cop, i ask all members to be aware, and consider what I am saying. Then again, I have met up with folks over the internet, CL, and never been popped, but I am smart about it. And even so, like I said, I've had random ass numbers, obv. narcs, try and make attempts. And another thing, if you ARE a narc, working with L.E. , you are putting your life in danger. Some of us dont take kindly to that shit, and when I know someone is a narc, I let all my people and sources know, and suggest maximum harm. Sorry, thats reality. Dont be a fucking snitch. That's lower than anything. might as well fuck a pig, cuz thats what youre doing.
So maybe you are legit. cool. but youre being fucking dumb. You're asking for trouble. I am presenting you with the reality of coping. All bluelighters should read carefully what I've written. Consider all of these things. When I go to whatever city, I find who I need, to tell me where to get what I want. I never ask them to help me for free. I reward them for their efforts. And i promptly warn them, that I have 5 weapons within reach at all times, so if you wanna fucking play, I will fucking end you. If you're cool, im cool. End of story. No sympathy for narcs, cops, or people tryna steal my money.
Staight up, I'm am looking out for everyone here. I may not have many posts, but go ahead and look thru em all, none are suspicious.