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Opioids Chicago dope thread

man 40 bux that had to have been real annoying but while im postin i gotta ask ur guys opinion on a matter i b givin my friend a ride to and from the spot and he usually throws a bag my way, the thing is for some reason he called like at 545 in the morning like u wanna go, at first i was like cool ok then i actually thought about it and realized wait first of all were white with no tints drivin round the hood at a time when there r very few cars on the road. in addition to that, wut spots will actually b out at 545 in the morning and r legit in my experience thats a good way to get served whoop by somebody just standin on the block before the block boys come out. would u guys go down there at 545 in the morning
 
Sometimes u do what u gotta do but ive only had to cold cop around 1am which was sketch having to wait for dude (for all i know he comes back with a gun instead). But it was a og and went smoothly. Ive never had to cold cop that early but ive hit the block that early before.
 
The IL tollway is a beast...

Love your comment on irrationality, I remember telling my gf when the system came out "if I go through the toll sideways I'm good (3 tolls each way), stupid suckers..."
A german car note worth of bills later...

haha so true...now that I've gotten my shit somewhat under control...man I wish I had just paid the shit/got an ipass. Live learn and go bankrupt am I right? Lol
 
man 40 bux that had to have been real annoying but while im postin i gotta ask ur guys opinion on a matter i b givin my friend a ride to and from the spot and he usually throws a bag my way, the thing is for some reason he called like at 545 in the morning like u wanna go, at first i was like cool ok then i actually thought about it and realized wait first of all were white with no tints drivin round the hood at a time when there r very few cars on the road. in addition to that, wut spots will actually b out at 545 in the morning and r legit in my experience thats a good way to get served whoop by somebody just standin on the block before the block boys come out. would u guys go down there at 545 in the morning

Not a chance. Unless I had a phone connect that would meet that early, which mine doesn't but I have had a few in the past that did. But not cold copping. For a lot of different reasons but I'll just give you the 3 biggest reasons. 1- there will most likely be spots open but only a few and you'll probably end up driving around looking for one for a couple hours and by the time you find a spot that's open it'll be one that opened at 7 and if you do find something before then it'll either be garbage or not even dope. 2- Like you mentioned, there won't be very many other cars on the road to "blend in" with and you will stick out more than usual and if the jump out boys see you, they'll be on it. 3- because you'll stick out, not only will the cops notice you but other people will to and everybody knows why your there, so you'll get people yelling "Hey hey, pull over I got that D" but chances are it won't be a Dboy, it'll be the stick up kids jacking your money, phones, and possibly even your car.
As shitty a you may feel, you're better off waiting until at least 7am but 9am would be even better.
 
lol yup always amazing.. had a couple guys over the yrs that did this to me.. like must be the stupidest mfer 's of all time since i was spending so much $$
 
anyways hope all you fiends doing ok .. remember there is always a way out i used dope for 10 yrs been clean for almost 2yrs now.. not a single fucking drug in system to off set the heroin either! do i miss the dope .. yes sometimes.. in the overall picture i'm so much more happier.. sometimes when you get caught up in the dope life .. u think u can't live without it.. but you can! feels great not to be a bitch to the heroin nowadays.. just landed a new job that pays well live is good... keep the hope guys.. if thats what you want.
 
anyways hope all you fiends doing ok .. remember there is always a way out i used dope for 10 yrs been clean for almost 2yrs now.. not a single fucking drug in system to off set the heroin either! do i miss the dope .. yes sometimes.. in the overall picture i'm so much more happier.. sometimes when you get caught up in the dope life .. u think u can't live without it.. but you can! feels great not to be a bitch to the heroin nowadays.. just landed a new job that pays well live is good... keep the hope guys.. if thats what you want.

Thanks for the kind words of encouragement...it's nice that you still post now that you're clean. This community often sees people stay far away once they're no longer using, when in actuality, people like you are needed more than ever to give hope to those that are at their worst and want/need a way out of this lifestyle.
 
Thanks for the kind words of encouragement...it's nice that you still post now that you're clean. This community often sees people stay far away once they're no longer using, when in actuality, people like you are needed more than ever to give hope to those that are at their worst and want/need a way out of this lifestyle.

When I'm clean and trying to stay that way it's hard for me to come on here and read posts about what bags people are getting and how high they are... even seeing the "team nod assemble" quote gets me going. This thread is definitely a trigger for me. It might be different if I had a year or 2 under my belt but have never gotten that far.
@cicerogrinds- congratulations on 2 years sober. That's fucking awesome.
 
Same this website definitely makes me want to get high. I recently did a year stint of being clean (except for the subs). However I came across some of the stay high bags and was decently impressed with both quality and the size of the bags.
 
When I'm clean and trying to stay that way it's hard for me to come on here and read posts about what bags people are getting and how high they are... even seeing the "team nod assemble" quote gets me going. This thread is definitely a trigger for me. It might be different if I had a year or 2 under my belt but have never gotten that far.
@cicerogrinds- congratulations on 2 years sober. That's fucking awesome.

Woosa, indeed you are right about the triggers...I know when I was trying to stay away from dope I had to do anything and everything in my power to minimize the urges...this thread was def. something I needed to stay off of.


 
I know the few periods of clean time I've had, dope was on my mind ALL THE TIME. I certainly didn't need any help in bringing back hey-ron's appeal in my minds eye.

I understand staying away from this site when one is freshly in 'recovery', but I do know it does get easier with time. An analogy I've used to explain dope triggers to people that are ignorant of dope's strangle hold on the mind, is that of a breakup with a significant other. Say you've been dating someone for the better part of 3 years, and they dump you.. It totally blows, in the first few weeks/ months the mind is constantly obsessive over that person. Given some time though, you start to think about that person less and less, and before you know it, you are hardly thinking of them at all.
 
I know the few periods of clean time I've had, dope was on my mind ALL THE TIME. I certainly didn't need any help in bringing back hey-ron's appeal in my minds eye.

I understand staying away from this site when one is freshly in 'recovery', but I do know it does get easier with time. An analogy I've used to explain dope triggers to people that are ignorant of dope's strangle hold on the mind, is that of a breakup with a significant other. Say you've been dating someone for the better part of 3 years, and they dump you.. It totally blows, in the first few weeks/ months the mind is constantly obsessive over that person. Given some time though, you start to think about that person less and less, and before you know it, you are hardly thinking of them at all.

That's actually the perfect analogy to explain it. And even once you consider yourself "over" that person anything from a picture to someone bringing the person up in conversation can be a trigger.
 
People, places and things...all of them can be the triggers to relapse. And this site was one of the few triggers for me. Well I can't blame these threads for my relapse cause I was the one who went and bought dope n I was the one who snorted it straight from the bag as soon as I got it. This website was not holding the bag or the straw close to my nose and it wasn't telling me "c'mon bro, just do it" lol, hehe. but yeah..congrats for all those who can read those pages and posts and stay clean. For me...even with few years being sober I still had dope dreams at night from time to time and I still thought about dope from time to time. I just love being high on heroin so I really never forgot how good it feels to be high...it just happened that one day I came across chi dope thread and from there it was only matter of days until I will pick up
 
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I'm probably on BL equally when using or w/d'ing but the type of threads I visit are different I must say. I start visiting the darkside and shitt lol. When im finally sober for a while, I do tend not to visit BL as much as usual I admit.

But I guess it depends on the person, I could see BL being a big trigger because there are straight up junkies (ppl who what they do for a living is drugs lol) on here glorifying drug use/IVing when there really are two sides to the coin. But yall know me, I talk/post about the good and the bad but never would I glorify it.

If you haven't used opiates yet, steer the fuck clear of this stuff. I like the analogy I heard comparing to using dope is like playing with fire in the middle of a busy freeway. [the moral of the story is, when you play with fire you get burned, doing it in the middle of a freeway is practically guaranteeing negative results, hence using dope is too lol.
What crackin yall, its a Saturday night 2015 in the U.S. TURN YO MF LIFE UP
 
JJones u r absolutely right! Whoever wants to try heroin will regret it. I regret trying it for the first time, almost everybody regret it. Can't believe that something so small in the size of your fingernail is controlling my life. Lost my friends, my family, my soul, my happiness, my drive , my motivation, school and my career, losing job after job my hobbies were replaced by forming lines on flat surfaces and spending every dollar I had on heroin. Man ..I wish I had never tried heroin. Begging for money on the streets , being locked up in county jail, sleeping on benches in the parks , lying, stealing , cheating, man...what a life ...chaos, confusion , darkness ...and all I wanted from my life was peace, happiness, love, passion and taking a vacation every year)) I'm just glad it's over now and I'm taking over the steering wheel of my life. I just wish I could go back in time cause I just lost 10 years of my happiness
 
Living this life of sickness and false reward sucks the big black stinky cock. And the sweat that pours out your skin smells just like that (like aforementioned big black stinky cock).
 
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i wanted to ask u to u a private question is there anyway we culd do that? QUOTE=good*girl;13035916]Yah so after years of copping in the wild west with no problems I finally found myself in a fucked up situation....but luckily it didn't turn out too bad. Iv been hitting up "the door spot" purple bags with foilies inside and it's pretty fire but tonite they weren't out. I usually don't go after dark anymore but I worked late and since I work downtown it's only a quick green line ride.

So like a dumb ass I broke my own rules and not only got in a car but on top of that gave the guy my money without getting the bags first. So he drives a few blocks and gets out of the car (with my cash) and leaves me sitting there. After 20 minutes and two cigarettes go by I figgure I just got burned and blame myself for being so stupid. Just as I'm about to get out of the car, dude comes back -- and promptly pulls my 5 bags out of his sock!! even then I expected it to be bogus but he tells me to bust it out and make sure I like it....and it was decent! Not as fire as the purple but after snorting a bag Im riding the bus home now and I feel it. I shoot up so if I feel a bag after snorting it's a good sign.

Man was I freakin out tho, and after knowing for sure I got burned, it's like the best feeling ....had to share it !....has anyone else ever had what you Thot was a bogus situation turn out not so bad??[/QUOTE]
 
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