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2g's of raw iv sounds very outta control. I mean using is using but if you didn't have such a large income, that would have put the cap on your use just financially. (2G's/Day*PRICESNOTALLOWED*7DAYS= At least $1K each week). Which makes sense from what I gather from your previous posts.
 
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Ah crap.. 1 jab / 1 g a day was my worst ever.

I did my last shot before bed last night n gave bout a g for this weekend... guess we'll see how I do till I get out of work fri.. at least I have a lil backup.

Onle of my friends has a rich dad and he lives out in boston w like a new family but yea on a trust fund n he spends like several hundred a day on like d and soft/crack/bud n like all he does is get high n work on computers... he's Def talented on comps though
 
@JJ: That's how I was for a long time. I would already know that payday would basically be my reup day and the majority of my check would go in that direction. Then I would have to reup midweek(cause every time I copped was my last time. Ya know.) so I was basically living exactly how you described. Paycheck to paycheck. I couldn't quit dope cause that was the only thing pushing me through work and I couldn't quit my job to quit dope, cause well... bills and all those pesky things. So what I had to do was schedule some sick days off following my reg. days off, so I had 5 days total. I had to convince myself that my fucking job is a mirage anyway, if I get a random. And the shit I do, you can't just say "Well I'm not gonna take the test" cause that's basically an admission and would follow me wherever I went.
But I felt the same way you do. Every time I tried to quit, I was buying more, more often. Dude, you want to detox in the clink again?
Right now, it's just not a good time for me to go to jail. Maybe later on down the line it'll be more convenient. ha!
I just started to consider the pros vs. the cons, man. Detoxing in jail and loosing the present and future kind of tipped the scales every time.
Glad to see you're trying. Someday, it'll stick. Sidenote: I used to get raw at the beginning of my career and I totally didn't appreciate it. To me it was shit. I was Ignant!
Chiraq, I just checked my mail through my phone and it said I have some BL shit on it. I can't check my PMs from my phone for some reason and I just tried to retrieve it on my laptop and it's gone! Send it again, man! I will gladly. I don't mean to be rude. It's just that I've been working a lot and like I said, I don't know how to navigate BL through my phone, except to write and respond.
Later guys and girl.
Don't get into vans with strangers with candy, WOA.
 
@Trance Depends on the shit. I could do about two. But that's rare and the shit must have been baby powder. I got a jab once and was doing bag rails spanned 15 mins. apart.
sorry for the double post.
 
@Trance: There goes that evil word. "Trust fund" and intermix that with "soft, hard, blows" and he's done son. That trust fund is a curse in... for some ppl, dude. I know I could NEVER be responsible enough with an even flow of $. But that's just me. I'm a fuckup with no trust fund.
 
yea lol i mean hes a good friend of mine but yea i mean he doesnt ever rly need to rly work... my rents and i are first generation immigrants and we were really poor when we first moved here. my dad made a bit of money in construction and real estate in the 90s and 2000s but since like '07 hes lost like half his assets essentially. they still do pretty good though like they have a nice house, car, etc. at least one thing they did teach me is hard work though and i was always a good student so fortunately i got into a good college, worked every year in college (except freshman and half of soph year where i just lived off selling) mostly in restaurants and such. the job i have now pays really well but theres been a lot of changes since march and its getting kind of shitty. when i was doing dope out in cinci though where i went to college id literally be copping as i worked bc i worked as a delivery driver for a restaurant. id get like $40 in tips and immediately go cop. i took some time off, about 2 years, and tried to get sober out in florida. i was doing great for 9 months and at the time i worked as a commodity broker - basically if you've seen the movie boiler room something kind of like that... rough job but paid well - 300-350 cold calls a day, pitching people to invest in gold/silver/etc. but the rewards were great like the best commission check i got was $40k. that job paid my school off so it was def worth taking semesters off to graduate without student loans

i kind of live like a gyspy though like ive lived in prolly at least 5 different states in the past 5-6 years. the job i have now was the only thing keeping me here but since march there were so many changes and it affected my income a bit. plus, i got a dui and may get my license suspended for up to 3 years depending how trail goes later in my month. i was thinking about moving to canada. for i think the believe now the 2nd or 3rd consecutive year avagerage gdp per capita and average purchasing power parity is higher in canada than us ..

but yes i do find about half my money goes to copping. im trying to cut back though and at least not be doing a bill worth eveyrday like i was for a long time... if i can keep it to weekends id be really happy. im feeling okayy today so far and usually by now im getting pretty antsy
 
The habit I described was years ago. And it was good shit. It wasn't 2gs straight up daily. It was UP TO. 2gs daily. Minimum 1g, 2 gs if I could afford it. With my current part time job I only buy a half g every 2-3 days. Its way different. I still haven't decided if I'm gonna pick up (h) today. Definitely getting herb and I can't wait. Delivering stones in a cemetary now. Ill edit in a bit.
 
I'm doing Jenkem! ...good shit!!
Yeah, the air show was this past weekend.
Two skydivers collided in midair after which, one of them hit a building and died. The other one broke his leg.
Fucking senseless. Hopefully, the people got their money's worth.
That and frivolous wasting of in renewable resources.
Maybe I'm just thinking like a junkie to the effect that I just don't find pleasure in normal things.
 
Jenkum and spice is the new diet brah! Holy shit that's fucking insane about the skydivers at the airshow! They way my mind thinks is like ... Why would you jump out of a perfectly good airplane?
 
it was a free show so no money's worth... the only people who made money are the vendors and parking lots selling a space for $50.00... or the unofficial vendors selling water bottles at actually reasonable prices...

but yes i have not managed to stay clean this week.. idk why its just so fucking hard like i felt perfectly fine and wouldnt be sick.. now im about to leave work like i dont feel quite sick but my nose is a bit runny, my eyes a bit watery and kinda cokd shot was at 5 am - bout .2-.25 of raw) but i know im either going to go cop or go home and do the half g i was trying to save to friday.. lol there was a g, then .75g by sunday night when i said id save it till fri when im out of work.. now it's a half g.. goddamnit!!
 
Yeah I picked up yesterday, tan stuff that gradually kicks in but has excellent legs. Seriously I was high all night from that shit. Yesterday was my first time doing it after a two week break.. Had my first good night sleep in...well..two weeks..

Not going to do it today though.. Take care..
 
Generally, I've found that tan is the best... in both chicago and cincinnati (which has no 'blows' only like raw which can be a wide variety of colors and qualities - anywhere from white, gray, tan, brown, speckled, 'peanut butter' which literally looks and has the same consistency as peanut butter, and even like a dark yellow) the tan raw would be my favorite whereas the gray would be all rush no legs, the white varied from garbage to great, and so on... but yes i moved back to chi like 2 years ago and i've been getting the same tan raw off the same ppl the whole time.

ahh can't wait for the weekend... bout to get my script filled, cop a couple more bags, and enjoy the nod = )

stay safe people
 
Hey all! I miss posting in this thread but still read it regularly...u might remember me as blue valentine, my old username (see how i used another movie w a color in the title? feel kinda clever about that :) well it seems some of u are doing great cutting back or quitting which is awesome, but I've been stuck in the endless loop, day after day of the same repetetive bullshit. we addicts can lead pretty boring lives sometimes! but anyway I just had to post about my fucked up experience yesterday.

went to the spot by train & had to wait a bit. while I waited there was a typical black dude trying to convince me he knew a better spot (they always do for the random white chick ya know?) so I said I wasn't interested. after ten min I got my bags & hopped back on the train. i look over & dude is in the same car w a pretty female. during the ride she says to me "is there any way i could buy a bag off you?" ok, weird. of course i blow her off like "who, me?" obviously it was sketchy cuz why wouldn't she just buy one at the spot we were just at? why ask a stranger? suspicious. anyway i transfered to redline & got off at my stop. keep in mind (i don't wanna say exact streets but we're talking a train ride from westside blueline to a transfer to redline & stop at chinatown. that's a long way to follow someone in my mind! i lost track of em during the transfer)

then i glanced behind me & noticed the same girl walking down the stairs. didn't see the dude. i shoulda trusted my gut then, it seemed off but she was very petite & put together so i guess that disarmed me. when i got to the parking lot of my building he pops up right behind me out of fucking nowhere! asks again for a bag, i refuse again & now i'm feeling angry/nervous cuz no one was around even though it was broad daylight. then he says "bitch u don't get it, either u give it up or i'm gonna take it" (btw the shit was put up in a spot not easily got to) then he grabs my arm hard & starts twisting, hurt like a bitch & his other hand on my neck so i start screaming...luckily that attracted the attention of a dude driving by who slowed down & held up his phone the fucker ran off! he got nothing from me. but i went inside just shaking...unbelievable. why follow me all the way from the fucking westside to try to strong-arm me?! i mean it took some time & effort & for nothing. i mean yes i'm a white girl but idk why they decided to go at me so hard. i've been copping alone for a long time now & yeah plenty of sketchy characters but this was a first for me, being physically grabbed & shit. its got me shook up & just trying to be more vigilant than usual. i shoulda followed my intuition that something was off when i saw her get off at my stop. trust your gut! so everyone please be safe out there, there's some ppl out there who are desperate, hungry you know?

so now that i re-registered its cool to post again instead of just reading. hope everyone is doing ok (& anyone from back then who might remember me!) & esp good luck to those in the quitting process-believe me i got respect when someone stops for 2 days let alone any length of time!
 
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I had a dude follow me for a while through boys town one night. And he told me the same thing! "Give it up or I'm gonna take it "! ... But he wasn't talking about the dope. Oh no, my friends. ...He was talking about my sweet, sweet white boody! ... Lol! You're lucky it wasn't the same guy. A girl doesn't beat ass quite the same way a man does. That's horrible!! I don't know you but I'm glad the dope made it home in one piece.
No but seriously. I'm glad you are okay. I've had crazy shit happen too many times to mention but as far as being followed, the only time this guy followed me all the way from the p/l spot all the way to Rosemont on the blue line, trying to sell me a rig for two bucks. I finally bought it (even though I don't shoot) out of mercy.
If I was a white chick going to the hood, I would be shitting myself. Yeah, you can get served easy but you can also wind up in an abando easy. You are lucky, that situation could have went so sideways. Be careful, your intuition is usually pretty accurate and you should listen to it.
Thanks for the encouragement on the sobriety tip. Monday, it will be three weeks for me and I don't miss the shit yet. I feel like I'm still going through a very mild withdrawal in the morning until I take a sliver of a sub. When I stop the sub is when it'll be a true test.
Be good folks.
And beware of the booty bandit.
Black Swan was a good movie. Mila was evil!
 
itchy-3 weeks is impressive. & i think if you're down to just a sliver of sub, hopefully you'll just kinda ease into taking nothing, & keep up a positive mindset that transition will be fine...don't build it up in your mind you know? that's how i can get stressing over how i'm gonna feel before it even happens!

mostly as a female i get propositions that so far have been harmless..."wanna make some money/bags?" type shit but they've been ok with me saying no thanks. but now i'm feeling high alert! (with visions of abandos in my head, thanks for that!) actually up until lately i just dealt w my pc & he'd meet me in more respectable areas. but then i got introduced to a diff spot where the shit is way better, but its not a phone thing, its just go on up there & someone will be working. so its kinda giving up the safety of my regular guy by chasing the better shit which sucks but hey, i gotta follow the best shit for my $ right?

today the guy waiting to get served next to me was trying to get me to put his $ with mine & buy his bag for him. why you ask? cuz he only had five singles & wanted to slide it past em without being noticed...um, hell no! he's not gonna draw me in & have em pissed off at me or stop serving me! so after i got mine he grabbed his and literally ran away while the dude was yelling after him. seriously i think that's just a dumb risk to take. its not that hard to come up with the rest so u can be legit!
 
hilarious! What was your gain? ...silly humans... "Hell no!" is an appropriate reply to that. Long time ago, in a galaxy far far away, when I smoking crack was full time job, I used to hang around with guys that used to kick in doors with guns in hand of the people they just bought a 1/2 ounce or whatever from, so they knew that the dope man has more. Just to keep getting high. I personally don't understand that kind of mentality, where your next hit can literally end your life. Well... I kinda do. Street sales have become sort of lax in the last 15 years or so, I remember when I first started copping, it was a full four block radius operation. They knew who was coming and who was going. That short and run away shit would have never worked. Now, it seems like everybody in the hood is hustling.
I had a phone connect, lost a phone connect, went to cold copping for about a year and have been fortunate to have a pc again.
I cringe when I think about cold copping and how I used to do it. Jump off of the train, get the strongest, shittiest beer I could find(to steady the nerves of course, ma dear. Lol) and start strolling. After I would get it, I would be impatient and start getting high on the street or abandos with random strangers. A few of those urban expeditions landed me in the emergency with no wallet or a cellphone. Eh, I guess I do understand the mentality of "possibly ending my life for the next hit". Ah... Good times, good times.
Speaking of "Goodtimes " for those who know him, he's still in jail.
Take care of your self, girl.
Peace.
 
Picked up. I was at my buddies house and did a huge ass shot after not using for nearly a month and OD'd so thank god he was with me to make sure I was all good. Crazy shit. Strong as fuck. Raw. No cut.

Picking up again in a few mins. Same shit. Awwww yeah but I gotta split it like I did last time. My friend will owe me a bit of south.

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