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Opioids Chicago dope thread

That's not as fun as ODing on an L platform. Nothing accents the high like waking up with a cop screaming in your face to "wake up!!" , you're screaming to be "left the fuck alone " and paramedics squirting that shit in your nose.
Then having to create a huge disturbance in the ER, so they basically kick you the fuck out, so you can do it all over again and get brought to a different ER, where you break the rent-a-cop's glasses, get charged with assault and go to jail.
Glad you're still with us WOA.
What the fuck is wrong with you junkies?! Can't even junk responsibly!!
Be good people, don't be like WOA! Lol!
...Bad girly.
 
What the fuck, Chiraq withdrew his submission before I could respond? Whatever, hope all's well with you, ma brotha, as well as the rest of you junkies, as you see, I'm so above you now, you must address me as "sir" itchy.
Gotta go and change my screen name. Yeah, Sir Ithchy sounds soo majestic.
Whatever, Sir Itchy will be back, after I take a piss. I'm drunk.
Happy Monday.
 
hey fellow chi-town ppl! its crazy out there right now! there's been lotsa competition between the corner crews as to keep the regulars coming to them. maybe that's good in the sense that they wanna give fat good bags & be the best, but mostly i think its not cool cuz yesterday i heard there was a shooting at one of the really popular spots. over territory. so they closed down & police were out full force. a bunch of us were waiting & when dude finally rides up on a bike the jump-out boys swooped right in & got him. then they ran our id's & shit but luckily since i hadn't been served yet i was clean. today that spot was empty, was waiting at a diff spot & there was a van full of guys riding by us yelling out how we should come to their spot instead cuz their shit's better...just crazy. thinking about just going back to my phone connect to avoid all this bullshit but then again the bags today were awesome & fucking huge. but the threat of shootings & cops everywhere is a pretty big deterrent that's for sure...

beyond that how's everyone doing? woamotive i'm glad you're all right-usually when i hear about an od, its someone who had quit for awhile then got high & i guess their tolerance lowered & the seemingly normal shot turned out to be too much for their system. scary shit. at least u weren't alone & your friend was there for you.

ok, p.s....went back to that area today (i know, dumb, but i was hoping for the same gigantic bags). waited forever at the spot so got sick of waiting & walked up to a diff spot with 3 guys i see around, and...jump-outs!! AGAIN! they were actually nice (one was having an in-depth conversation about his tatoos w other guy) & said "look, we don't want u guys, we want the sellers. actually feel bad for u all struggling w addiction" so they just ran us & told us to leave. They also said there were shots fired just earlier today at the park. so i'm just sayin...this has gotten out of hand. the violence attracts such a police presence it just ruins the spot for everyone!

i don't know how specific we're supposed to get on here so i'm not gonna say the exact spot. but its a popular one, favored by almost all the homeless dope crew around town. anyone else been experiencing this bullshit over there? & if not i'd say be careful!! warning y'all cuz this is just ridiculous, its dangerous & stupid. for real i'm avoiding that whole stop off the el from now on and going back to my phone connect. for my personal safety AND my freedom!
 
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I've had the same phone connect for a while and meets in a "better area". I've never seen it this hot as I been doing the same thing for many years. All it takes is one split second or lapse in judgement and your done. Be safe everybody.
 
Hey Just a quick question. Im new at this forum thing but I am desperate! I am really upset because I fell asleep on a half g of tar in the bed with me last night and when I woke up I had smeared it completely into my bed sheets. my body heat, mixed with the oil and basically it is embedded in my sheets! is there Anyway to get it out to be used again?!
Thanks!
Ali
 
hey responsible, i used to get tar years ago when i still snorted. we'd mix it in a blender with dormin. so i was thinking. maybe lay the sheet on a hard flat surface & dump some dormin on the embedded tar. then just use a spoon to kinda grind it all together to make powder & maybe u could scrape it off after that & then snort it. of course if you're set on shooting it then i don't know...maybe put the sheet in the freezer until there's a way to scrape it? sucky dilemma u got there. there's nothing worse than wasted dope!!
well maybe a FEW things are worse than wasted dope.lol
 
Better change your name,69.
(Ir)"Responsible "
Lol@newin.
MeBeingMe, I've seen better, I've seen worse. You know what I mean?
Fuck me! I wrote an elaborate post a couple of days ago, on the night shift about life and liberty and I wasn't logged in, so I rewrote it again and again BL didn't let me post. So now all you get is drunken derps.
Hope everyone's okay and safe.
Take care, folks.
 
Yeah I've had that happen to me a couple times, I just copy (paste) before I submit because I think while typing those long posts some type of token timesout.

Anyway, just dropping by. Take care..

P.S. Love of a woman is the only thing that comes close to some fire defense. To bad this drug love affair eventually has to come to an end. That is if I ever want to have a dollar to my name lol. I mean technically when im working a good job making good money I can make money faster than I can snort it. But even then its not sustainable bekuz of police/tolerance/the regular bs life throws at u when ur dealing with junkies&&dealers lol.

JJ Out.
 
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Yeah JJ, that's was partially the reason I jumped out, because statistically, I didn't have that much luck left in the bag. During the last six months, a few people that I know got locked up and for some reason, I got this intense feeling that I was going to be next.
Usually, I wouldn't necessarily be scared off by that feeling because I didn't have as many things going for myself at the time. Like a job. Sad right? Lol.
Eh, whatever, I lost a lot of time because of my use and it's better to start rebuilding later, than never. That's the way I look at it.
I hope everything is cool with you.
Be careful, man.
Same goes for the rest of the clan.
 
SQUADDD...
Yeah Itchy I believe its never to late to rebuild your life. I've been in situations were my whole world is falling apart. Didnt seriously consider suicide or anything, but it felt like it would make all the problems go away.
So for anyone that is feeling very low, immense depression, ect. Hold on, things can get better. Now I didnt say things WILL get better because nothing is promised UNLESS you take control of your life & make an effort. Now I assure you with a bit a effort towards the right things and things will get somewhat better. Hard to see but find something you love, whether that be someone or something/hobby.

time heals all. Take a deep breath and try to look at the bigger picture, a few seconds can cost you the rest of your life.
 
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itchy, i completely know what u mean regarding that intense feeling of going to be next...i felt the same way a few years back right before all hell broke loose in my life. didn't get locked up but worse. thing is that intuition or feeling that caused u to get out may have saved your life. sounds dramatic but i mean it.

and jj, you are so right about looking at the bigger picture. on dope its like the world shrinks into getting high and all this effort is put forth for just that one thing. meanwhile there's this giant world out there with good people, honest work, friends, family, hobbies, the list goes on & on. i feel like right now i'm missing out on all that because i am. i need to put some effort into something other than getting high. i miss having good relationships with other people too-i have pushed so many ppl out of my life. last week i met up w my sister for dinner & it was so great to connect with her again.

there was another (deadly this time) shooting right where i've been copping, so the area is just flooded with police so i had to change it up a bit. at this point i'm so sick of all the bullshit, i'm thinking of getting back on methadone. i know some ppl hate it but it really did work for me & i could function normally on it. oh yeah--today this guy was telling me there's a new suboxone-like medicine called bunavil (i think that's what he said, my spelling could be wrong) i guess it dissolves next to your cheek in your mouth & has a mint flavor rather than nasty-as-fuck sub orange. he said his gf tried it & said it worked great. anyone else hear about or try this?

well have a great day & be careful out there!
 
JJ, you brainiac, (copy and paste..)lol! I'm not sure if my phone even has that function! Lol! (It's an iPhone 5)I did that shit again! Pisses me off! Lol!
Yeah, suicide is a permanent problem to a temporary problem. I know that's cliche but it is. Can't come back from that and say "well, I had a nice time out and I changed my mind."
Gonna check if this goes through and then continue.
Okay, where was I? Oh yeah, yeah, sometimes it's really hard to accept someone telling you that "things will get better ", when you feel like you're going through something that you feel you will never recover from but in my experience, things just don't stay shitty forever. The worst case scenario is that, you kind of adapt to the shittyness in which case, you stop considering your situation horrible. I know it's really not a consolation but that's just the way it is sometimes and in a situation like that, there's no way but up. What it really comes down to in those cases is the decisions you make in those detrimental times. Do you just want to float down the river until you hit a waterfall or do you want to fucking swim. I myself have wasted SO much money and time on altering my state, that it would be very easy for me to say "fuck it" but I refuse. Just because I'm riding on the experience that things don't stay bad forever.
You know the ONLY thing that was beneficial about my heroin use was that it curbed my drinking! Lol!
I know exactly what you mean when you talk about dope being the only thing you think about. The last few months, towards the end of my last run, I saw the world through a tube (you know what I mean?), all I saw at the end of it was my next pick-up. I didn't give a shit about my girlfriend, I didn't give a shit about my dog, working just to get high and vice versa.
Let me check if I'm still on...
Yeah, my thinking became so tunnel-like, that now that I'm not consumed with all that shit that goes along with getting high, I don't even know what to think about. Lol.
All I have to say is, that if I can put it down ( I don't want to be like those people that say "I'm gonna be soober foreeever... And they're using next week)for now anybody can. That's all I'm doing is one day at a time.
@blackswan: You are probably absolutely right. It probably did save my life. The amounts I was using were just either knocking me completely out or I wasn't happy. A very fine line between getting high and dying.
I can't remember what else you said, cause I'm editing and can't see the comments. :p And both of your guys posts are lengthy.
Gonna have have to go back and re read.
In vino veritas!! Lol!
Be good you all.
And be careful, don't want to hear about you falling off for six months and come to find out your locked up.
Or fucking worse.
Peace.
 
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@Chiraq: how are you a piece of shit? Did I miss something? Dude, you came back to a place where you used to use. You associated it with a good time and thought you could recapture that feeling. That's all. That's natural. The fact that it's not the same is a natural factor too. Your mind is leading you to believe that you were indeed having fun back then but in actuality you were just chasing a good time. Doing drugs feels completely different after you have been away from them for a while. I remember smoking a rock after like five years of not doing it and I was like "what the fuck is this shit and why did I sell my life for it?!" Ya know?
As for your wds I don't think that it is going to be anything major if anything at all. Maybe a day of tiredness.
Bon voyage, my friend.
Hit me up when you get settled, I might jump out there when I get some vacation time.
 
This thread is awesome. New to blue light, just registered today. Always read, never commented. Be safe hombres.
 
@itchy .. Yea dude for real, come kick it in Colorado with me. Don't know if you ski or snowboard but you always gota place to crash in Denver my manes
 
@chiraq: Thanks for the invite in advance, man. Sorry you feel bad, I didn't think it would be bad because you said it was like a bag and a half and I can't remember the last time I was only doing a amount per day and honestly didn't think it would have had the hooks in you. It sucks that you have to do all those things though.
Soon, it'll only be a memory, dude.
Shit, the last time I went skiing was a long time ago at Alpine valley and that was bunny hills! Hehe...
Good luck to you. :)
Let us know how you settle in.
JJ, I think you just need to plan for some vacation time (if that's possible) and go at it hard, man.
All of us hate to be sick but it's something we all have to go through, bro. It's probably easier for me to say cause I had sub(speaking of which, I think I'm getting addicted to them [just don't feel right without em])but you have to do it if you're going to have any quality of life in the long sense. I wish you were closer...
Blackswan, I heard of those pills on the radio but I thought they were still in experimental stages in NY. Yeah, orange my ass. Nastyness" is more like it.
Back to work.
Be good folks.
 
Saw the psych this morning. He still has me on the 4mg strips (1/daily) which does not hold me, but fuck it. If and when I choose to use again Ill have to be very careful since surely my tolerance will be quite low. He added 50mg hydrox 2/daily... which I pray does SOMEthing for me. Sucks I'll never get a benzo. Have IOP and a UA tonight then I'm playing with the idea of some powder or hard. I wanna pick up some H so Fucking bad.

My ex hasn't returned any text/email/call for 2+weeks and it's way more painful than I let on. I miss her (our?) son tremendously.

Yeah I've heard of those new sub gummies. If I'm not mistaken there is a thread dedicated to them on here, maybe more 'about' them. I've never seen them IRL though.

I'm terribly depressed (I refuse to be clinically depressed... I believe what I mean to say is that there is an endless emptiness that I feel, as so many of is do). At what point in recovery is there happiness?

Oh-my memory is shit. Did I say last week that I ended up trying (shooting/smoking) meth? I didn't enjoy it THAT much and don't really care to try it again. I hate staying up all night. And I hate worrying about and manipulating UA's. Fuck that. Nod on, Er'ryone;) I'm waiting for some magic to take place with this hydroxyzine, Lol...
 
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