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leaduon22 said:
Yea so went out west yesterday to cold cop because my normal pc wasnt able to make it out. Only took about a half an hour, being that two groups gave me the whole "we dont sell narcotics here" shpeel(sp) i suppose they thought i was a cop. End up findin what i was looking for after showing my arms. Luckily that wasnt much because FUCK THIS SHIT WAS FUCKING TERRIBLE. Got an ubday in nike swooshes and man i mean it cooked instantly probably didnt even need heat. Now ive got a halfway decent tol. But normally ill still be ok off one blow and this entire dub barely got the sick off. Idk what the D/cut ratio was but i was horribly disappointed. Got the guys number, but after that i will not be a returning customer. id have been better off just holding my money until today when my gu was good. Anyone else get any of these garbage nikes, stapled lately?
On a better note, got myself a nice jabbyjab o' da foilies earlier and IM FEELIN NOOO PAIN!Lol. Happy nods yall may u stay l high, content, or atleast not sick. And the fuck away from the police
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same thing happened to swim last week was very dissapointed in the koala! stay well!
 
Yeah I know a big part of my life im missing is a social life. When your alone litterly for months at a time by urself it becomes a void/depression at my young adult age (EARLY twenties) to not have any social life is not good.
 
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i also have no social life...i used to have some friends from college who live around here. but going out drinking at bars holds ZERO appeal to me. part of it is i just wanna get nice & high & just chill. so i end up doing that alone & the friends just kinda faded away. another part of it is i also have no interest in dating since my husband died. for many reasons, dope being just one of them. this guy hitting on me yesterday was like "don't u get lonely?" and yes, of course i get lonely. but at the same time i've been alone for a few years now & guess i'm just used to it cuz i can't imagine being in a relationship with a man while i'm in such a time-consuming relationship with dope...eh. thinking about it is making me depressed so i'm off that topic.

on a lighter note i found $60 on the el today so woo-hoo! seriously i've found $ a few times recently, i just keep my eyes open always scanning my surrounding & u never know what you'll find! that was on my way back from copping, so i went home, did my shit, then went back out for more. very nice. this homeless chick i see around supposedly found a backpack with $500 in it on the blueline a few weeks ago--now THAT would be really nice! but i feel lucky finding anything at all so i'm not about to complain!!
 
Yeah going out drinking at bars holds no appeal to me either, @ least not like it use to. There are whole threads about opiates creating aversions to alcohol after not even chronic usage. I use to be a party animal so I know the appeal alcohol has and why ppl like it, I use to live for it, but alcohol is a nasty drug, you can litterly feel the poison lol. Our society basically encourages the use of alcohol and using it to lower (sexual) inhibitions. Thats winning characteristic to alcohol as a party drug.

I'm still not settling for a life of using. The lows are much lower than they have to be in this addiction. Plus I like being on my shit money wise and I cant save when im paying for a fulltime habit. Just try not to cover the pain forever, my heart goes out to those ppl IVing too. I definitely would be more burnt up than I am already if I was using that method. Dont get me wrong, using is using but the WD's are horrid for me as it is, and I litterly have been unsuccessful in trying to put it down lately.
i'm scraping along... this east coast shit is so fire though..so even if u get a point your guna feel it. Off topic, man Its crazy seeing halfway hot chicks prostituting and the track marks all over them. They still dress up hot to prostitute but its like damnn theyre living for RIGHT NOW forreal. They arent thinking even a day into the future. Dont even bother asking them what day it is, mfs are just getting by to the next hit forreal. Ive never seen prostitution so much in Chicago. Where im at right now tho its like damnnnnn
 
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@jj: I'm still here, still reading.
Every time I go to post something , I get pulled away to do something at work. And when I come back to it, I'm no longer logged in and lost my post.
Hope everyone is good.
GraveDigger, you're excommunicated!! >:/
 
I just sniffed my last bump for the holiday.. and kinda sad about it.. Tomorrow I start a quick taper so I can take a little break from this shit. Not looking forward to the first day..
Interesting to read the posts above about lacking a social life. I'm actually a bit socially awkward, H really helps me overcome that part of my personality, so I have more of a social life because of H. One of the many reasons I keep coming back..
Anyways, take care everyone, talk to ya again soon.
 
Sup people!! Glad to see you made it out chiraq there and are staying clean. I hear that they mostly have tar out in Colorado which is a nasty form of h. It has more 3-MAM than regular powder dope so the rush is a bit more intense imo.

Speaking of wds, I've been trying to get off the d but it's been hard. The past 1 1/2 weeks I've been like using on and off and I'm hoping I can get off and stick to doing it only on like special occassions so I don't have to go through WD's anymore.

So this is how it went:

Wednesday Sept 2: I decided that I would use the long weekend to go through WD's so I can do it in the comfort of my home and not have to come to work. I asked my boss to have Thursday and Friday and use up 2 of my paid vacation days. I do a shot when I get home from work - 3 bags of raw so about .5-.6g shot. I nod nicely and go to bed soon after.
Thursday Sept 3 - DAY 1 of WD: I wake up early like 6-7 am. I usually get up for work at 5 so it's like almost instinctual. I know that the next few days are going to be crappy. I usually experience the worst WDs on the first day and get the cramps in my thigh muscles and later biceps. Once I know that my thigh muscles are cramping I know that it's the peak of the WD and it's downhill from there. Anyway, so I wake up and I look at the meds I have to get me through this wd - 9 1mg klonopin, 120 loperamide pills, dxm syrup, high quality marijuana, 10 tramadol, like 30 robaxin (muscle relaxer - not too strong though), like 2 1/2 strips of 8 mg suboxone, trazadone (sleeping pill). So needless to say, I had a lot of substitutes. I know it's too early to take the sub and will have to wait at least till Friday morning before I wake it.
I take like 4 klonopins as soon as I wake up, a couple robaxins, and smoke some weed. No WD's yet. I did a shot before bed so i figured I wouldn't experience much till later in the day. The klonopin and MJ make me sleepy and I fall asleep from like 9 to noon. By afternoon, my skin is starting to crawl and I feel the hot cold flashes. Nothing too bad though. I watch movies till the evening and my wds are very mild. I take a fistfull of loperamide (30 pills? - 60 mgs roughly) and it helps a lot with the skin crawling and the hot cold flashes. It reduces their effect dramatically. Throughout the day I continue to take klonopin, robaxin, and smoke while watching various movies all day long. Once night time comes and I want to sleep I smoke some more weed weed, eat the rest of the loperamide in the bottle (like another 30 pills), drink a lil bit of dxm syrup, and I'm able to sleep on and off but the muscle cramps are starting to set in. I am kicking the bed and occassionally my gf so she goes and sleeps in the guest bedroom. I took some more robaxin and it helped. I only experiences about 3-4 hours of muscle craps throughout this entire wd. I continue to sleep on and off - like 2-3 hours wake up and for an hour or so I nurse a super dry mouth, pee like every 10 minutes, then try to sleep again. It seems like I eventually do fall asleep but wake up after only a few hours because something is bugging me.
Friday September 4 - DAY 2 of wds. I wake up early again and I realize I ate the last of my klonopin already. I'm feeling actually pretty decent though in the morning. I know though that it's only because I'm loading up my body up on all these 'substitutes.' I feel confident enough though that I won't get precipitated WD's so I take first 1/2 of an 8mg strip, wait 30 mins - no precip wds - so I take the other half. I continue to rip pieces off the 2, 2 1/2 strips that I have throughout the day combining them with tramadol. I read a thread on combining tramadol with suboxone on here to see how they mix. People stated that there wouldn't be much of an effect at least for an opiate tolerant person but that the combination wouldn't like cause me to have precipated wds. Tramadol afterall is technically an antidepressant and has no opiate it in but nonetheless is a mu receptor agonist while suboxone is an antagonist. The combo actually seemed pretty enjoyable and gave me mild euphoria. No major wds except feeling tired yet can't sleep, hot/cold flashes, skin crawling but no more leg kicking or any muscle cramps. Even the symptons I do have are very mild and I don't have a runny nose, the sneezes, etc. I'm feeling pretty good overall. This is actually going super smooth so far. I continue to watch movies through out the day, smoke bud, sleep when I feel like I can, etc. I had some trouble falling asleep at first and drank an 8oz bottle of dxm syrup. I'm able to sleep though through the night
Saturday September 5 - DAY 3 OF WDS - In the past, the vast majority of my wds occurred like 8-12 hours after my last shot, would pseak late in day 1/early day 2, and then would decline until day 3 when I feel okay. This time it's different though and it's going super smooth. I wake up and feel decent. By now, I've used up all but a tiny bit of suboxone (perhaps 2 mg) all the klonopin, loperamide, tramadol, and dxm syrup but I still have a lot of bud to smoke and a couple of the robaxin left as well as lots of trazadone although I don't like taking that stuff bc it makes me feel groggy always the next day. I feel pretty good but take it easy during the day. Mostly just smoking bud and watching movies all day long. I feel like the wds are just about over.
Sunday September 6 - DAY 4 OF WDS - so i'm feeling great but i fuck up and decide that I've detoxed enough and go to cop like a gram and a half of raw later in the day. Anyway, I wake up and feel normal actually and I feel like 99% of my wds are over and don't need to like take suboxone or any other meds. I can feel a bit of the PAWS setting in though - namely anxiety. I think watching American Gangster was a bad idea and a huge trigger. I continue to smoke bud throughout the day but my strength and everything has really come back to me. My appetite is back, I'm not having to pee every 10 minutes, and I'm feeling good overall. I feel a bit like worn out from the past few days and I just continue to smoke, lay on the couch, etc. My gf wants to go out since its a really nice day. I am able to enjoy the outdoors, don't have much of any hot/cold flashes, and am starting to regain my strength. We go out of the house and enjoy the lake and riviera as I'm bored of watching so many movies. Then, in the afternoon, my dumbass rationalizes that my wds are over and that if i cop and only do it a day or two that I won't have wds... well it didn't work... Anyway, I cop and start off with only 2 bags of raw (each bag is .2-.25) which I did around 5pm or so. I feel great now lol. We drive back to the house from Chicago and I feel 'normal' and I now have the energy to like clean the house, shower and shave, then have sex, and finally fall asleep. Out of the past few days it's definetely the best sleep I get.
MONDAY September 7 - Labor day. I finally was able to sleep without interruption. I wake up around 11-12 and do the rest of the d. I catch a nice nod and continue to smoke bud throughout the day. I offer to do some yardwork. I'm worried that I'll start the wd cycle all over again but I honestly thought that it wouldn't happen. Anyway, I go to bed and the cycle starts over again - this time it's way worse!!! I fucked up major... I went to bed around 8:30 and I wake up at midnight feeling wds setting in - my skin is crawling and I'm getting hot cold flashes. Some muscle cramps already too.
TUESDAY September 8 - 1st day of wds again - this sucks - I feel like shit, I used all my 'substitute meds' and I have to go to work. I just wasted the past 4 days - that detox was for nothing as now I'm feeling worse than I did during the 1st wd. I don't do much at work - literally just pretending to work. The wds aren't terrible but it feels like hell especially when compared to the past few days during which I was able to use various meds to get rid of all the wds symptoms almost entirely. I barely sleep at night - i get like 1-2 hours at a time and it's so hard to fall asleep because my skin is crawling, I'm feeling hot/cold, and I keep having to run to the bathroom every 10 minutes to pee. This sucks...
WEDNESDAY September 9 - 2nd day of wds. I barely slept but don't feel too tired. The wds are definately worse today than yesterday. I give up - I called my people and they drop me off a g. I'll have to make it last till Friday. On Friday, I'll be able to get at least 30 klonopin and 60 robaxin which helped me the most. Till then, I have to function somehow at work so I do enough to get well but not enough to nod. I'm very mad at myself. I wish I wouldn't of copped on Sunday. It's weird though because usually I start feeling wds like 8-12 hours after my last shot and peak about 36 hours after my last shot. This time I felt the wds come on later but they're definetly more intense than the detox I just had. It really puzzles me though why I feel so much worse during this wd than the one I just had. I was using daily prior the last wd and doing way more - this WD I went through Tuesday and today feels way worse. Barely any sleep, way worse hot/cold flashes but more mild muscle cramps. Granted I only experienced the muscle cramps like just one night for a few hours and the meds helped a lot.

It sucks... now I have to go through wds AGAIN starting Friday - this will be like the 3rd time in 2 weeks I'm detoxing. I'm going to maintain till Friday morning when I'll do my last shot so I can at least be productive at work. I figure the worst days will be Saturday and Sunday and at least I'll have way more klonopin. I figure it won't be too bad though. I still have lots of bud and will have my klonopin and robaxin refilled.


Anyone else go through something similar? Like go through detox for a few days, then cop some d then feel even worse than the original detox??
 
trancespottingpl said:
Anyone else go through something similar? Like go through detox for a few days, then cop some d then feel even worse than the original detox??
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I litterly laughed to myself because I did this exact thing for 3 or 4 weeks (burnt me the fuck out more than just using or not using, going back in forth wding). I would go to sleep high/not sick, committing not to pick up the next day but soon as the morning hit and the cramps woke me up at 7am (before most dealers are even awake, but we connected over here :\ ChiTown) I'd be driving there before I even realized I decided to go. This cycle went on over and over. I would have been better just copping the day before so Id have something for the morning, But I didnt do that. I waited until the morning thinking I would quit.

Dont feel bad, I did the same thing as you far as wasting time you could have used to quit ect. The thing is any seasoned person that has gone through wd's will tell u RIGHT OFF THE BACK you fucked up copping a gram and a half that day. Plus u grabbed alot lol. Any use will set u back, multiple uses during the same day are just as bad as using two days in a row. Ive studied wd's heavy trying to understand the 3 day rule ect. You can only use that AFTER your not addicted. When getting unaddicted you really need almost 2 weeks before u can use again without physical addiction. Everyone is different but the average addict at least 3-5+ yrs into their addiction will be at this point where using even 3 days in a row will result in wds.

no offense but are u sure what ur getting is raw? 0.6 gram shots sounds awfully high. Sounds like scramble off chicagos blocks.
Btw getting SUPER high one last time seems like its a good idea since ur going to miss it. But you will pay for it,it would be better to just normally get high one last time lol.

You sound like your going through the exact same thing as me even down to the job, (where pretending to work requires alot of motivation because u have to FIND stuff to do). Not the easiest thing to do when u barely feel like breathing. My plan is to taper down bekuz my somewhat high dosages + using for a yr straight have made my wd's horrid. The sheer time alone has large psychological implications. I use to quit 5 day binges all the time with Vitamin C and weed. But this is some new level shitt now, Ive dug myself a hole.

Lets get this thread goin again SQUADDD
 
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yeah dude i was so mad at myself once the wds hit. i did not expect the '2nd withdrawals' to be so much worse than the original ones. i realized my predicament and i mean ill have to pretty much maintain till at least friday morning. so i'm gonna use to friday morn bc i have to be functional at work. luckily, i make my own schedule for the most part and can kind of adjust it even if i need to cop but usually i can have it dropped off if im spending at least around a bill. i bought a g last night and did it among 3 shots - 2 yesterday (1 in the morn, 1 in the eve) and one this morning. I always make sure to leave at least a little for the morning even if it's a fraction of what i do the day before. I need to reup today so I don't get sick at night and tom morning. luckily i still have at least enough to get like a half g. I get paid at midnight but that doesn't really do me much good till tom morning. Tomorrow morning is the last time I'll cop till at least next weekend - as long as i can hold out... I get a klonopin and robaxin refill tomorrow so the wds will be easy. As long as I'm benzo'd out till Monday morning, and like take small doses after the initial 3 day withdrawal period, I know it will be pretty smooth. Plus I have good bud and I can always get OTC stuff to help - loperamide and perhaps dxm syrup or nyquil. I know I still have a lot of benadryll, aspirin, and alka-seltzer cold & flu tablets. Epsom salts and baths help a lot too - that's one thing i forgot to mention like I'd sit in the jacuzzi after taking like some benadryll to go to bed and smoking a joint while it kicks in. i'd come out the jacuzzi and my body would feel like spaghetti and it'd fall asleep easy - of course this would be at least the 2nd day going into the 3rd day minimum. Loperamide in high doses truly helps the physical part of wds and weed + klonopin is good for the cramps but even more so the anxiety and such that come with wds.

I've been going through the same people for 3+ years so yea I know it's what most people who know the scene around here would consider raw. its always like a light tan powder made of very small rocks. I can get blows/jabs too but I feel that this is a higher quality, the high is better, the neighborhood is waaaay safer (north shore of chi versus west side is not even a comparison), they deliver to my office if i need them to, and they're on point like they don't bullshit with time. its obviously cut i mean unless ur buying kilos u won't find anything over 90% and even with larger amounts its usually 75% and by the time its an oz its like 40% 50%. i have a very high tolerance after years of using methadone, dilaudid/opana/oc's, and h. even the very rare times i buy a good quality jab i have to do at least 4 bags to get where i want to be. it's just having a high tolerance. i'm no longer on methadone thank God. when i wanted to get high on top of methadone i'd literally have to do almost a g at once. I got off methadone about 2-3 months ago but I was tapering while using d. I'm trying to stop using any form of opiates daily as it's just too much at the moment and I've done it for long enough in my life.
 
Yeah, u know what ur talking about lol. some junkies and ppl even selling blows wont know about raw and how it comes rocked up. Four bags is when its beginning to clog ur nose. I had a high tolerance off raw one time that I couldnt really cure with bags off the westside block. By no means were the blows bad but good raw blows it out the stamp bags out the water potency wise. Eastcoast rocked up is the best (I hear Colombia,S.E. Asia), I would honestly say 70% is what .. getting. I have probably had 40~50% that I wasn't disappointed with for the right price.

Good luck to you man, your on the right track keep reporting back here if you can. Make it at least 7 or 8 days and I promise you, maybe not for the whole day, but you will feel life be shocked back into you (experiencing natural happiness again). It will only be up from then. I still suffered G.I. issues up to 2 weeks but at least I got my appetite back. Good luck to you. Im guna post the NodSQuad Logo soon #NodSquadApproved

Btw since I believe u said u hope to go back to chipping so u wont be physically addicted, but can use. Dont go buying grams and stuff anymore. Ur just guna wake up with extra defense still and use multiple days in a row. Thats when u really crash ur train, & u find urself back at square one. Your really better off not even using but I understand because im in the same position. The physical addiction is the problem right now im deaing with. Not to say im not psych. addicted either but I was just trying to give you a word of advice.
 
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you're totally right. ur lucky though that you snort and dont shoot - that's one transition i wish i never made because it literally seems to make it so much worse. like when i was still snorting even despite doing it daily like i'd stop for a few days and wouldn't actually feel any real physical wds - mostly just psychological ones. but once i started shooting so i managed to maintain during the week with my last shot(s) being today before noon. i did usually like 2, 3, up to 4 bags a day spaced out between an early shot in the morn around 5-6-7 am and one once i got off work around 5-6-7 pm. where beforehand id typically do the same thing so by the time it was liek the last 2 hours of work id feel a bit antsy and get a runny nose. during this week of 'maintenance' it didn't really happen though.

so i have the following to go through wds: 30 1mg klonopin, 60 750mg robaxin, a bottle of robo, plenty of kush, aleve/aspirin, benadryll, and if need be i can get some more loperamide. i guess well see how it goes i'm pretty confident though that the klonopin, robaxin, and weed will take care of the vast majority of my wds - both physical and psychological. by day 3 which will be monday i should feel pretty decent but ill still probably need to take kpins throughout the day. luckily, we have like an all day training so i don't need to do much at work besides just sit there.

well ill check back with you all monday/tuesday - have a good weekend everyone
 
Hey all...I've recently been craving to use extremely bad...been out of the game a while now and my connect got out of the game...needless to say I really want to score...but I just don't think I have the balls to cold cop anymore...anyone have any suggestions?
 
Dmopzz said:
Hey all...I've recently been craving to use extremely bad...been out of the game a while now and my connect got out of the game...needless to say I really want to score...but I just don't think I have the balls to cold cop anymore...anyone have any suggestions?
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You're better off not using and getting back into opiate addiction. Good luck and stay safe.
 
So nobody really talks about picking up on the southside and I recently moved more east so last weekend I decided to do some exploring after my morning coffee. Too bad I look so much like a cop I had dudes that were clearly serving being like "whachu need.... naw don't know about that, maybe them guys" "nope, try a few blocks over". I look so much like a cop a dozen cops didn't even bother stopping me. It's almost frickin comical if you could've seen it. I've avoided getting too terrible because of stuff like this and my one connect is lazy and dumb about things.
 
I know right, its been to violent on the southside to try to cold cop without having a least a idea of where to try to score. It always sucked knowing it has to be some on the southside but I had to drive from the south burbs, past the southside to the westside to cop a stomped on bag lol..that only sometimes was fire.

It is quite comical to watch someone dealing with the boys on the block thinking their a cop; even sometimes being overly paranoid. Even if you just saw them serve someone else while standing in line lol. This actually sucks when it happens to you though lol.
I am clean-cut student, so every now and then someone will give me shit. Its all how you carry yourself too. If you go down there wearing those ugly black rounded toe boots then maybe you deserve not to be served lol #fuckthepigs #ELSQUADDD :\
 
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I know I was in a spot. I was driving and didn't get out. I was scouting for spots to park and walk up too but then it's like I could be mistaken and even if they were serving they could jump me for sport and I'm good enough with my hands to get stabbed or shot. And like I mentioned I just got my coffee so that would make for a crappy Sunday. :) Maybe if I just had an out of town stranger with me who needed help too haha.
 
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