Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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Like I warned these MFs before I want control of my own life didn’t need their rude comments from the fucking start. So middle fingers up!
 
"his cholesterol is through the roof, what more do you want?" 😂😂😂

too much

Homer Simpson is one of my heros/idols 110% lol I think I'm gona binge watch some old episodes
 
Man, I love the Simpsons. That PRAY4MOJO scene always tickled me, since u wrote:
PRAY
4
MOJO
on here the other day I've been saying it loads 😂😂
it is a very relevant feeling in my life <3

I've been rewatching the simpsons every season from 1 on w/ my current lover... we are on season 20 so i guess we've been fucking for a while

i forget when we started doing that, some time last year when i was all enamored with him and i now don't give a fuck... bitter no.... settling maybe.... indifference 110%

a lot of me (sex drugs rock and roll heart love instincts part) thinks i should move on

but the rest of me (logical rational objective mind) knows it would be a waste of time and that i'm somewhat in decline, mentally on fire [long slr diatribe i went into there]

part of me thinks i should just be single and alone for a while because other people are parasites. whatever anyone gets out of my company or presence i'll never know [aside from the bbc] so i guess people just put up with me and at least I know it and don't have "i'm awesome" blinders on (ala donald trump)

I JUST FINISHED READING TOO MUCH AND NEVER ENOUGH and it was... oh my god... so good.
 
I’m having a hay day. I got me a Virtual Riot Shield
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it is a very relevant feeling in my life <3

I've been rewatching the simpsons every season from 1 on w/ my current lover... we are on season 20 so i guess we've been fucking for a while

i forget when we started doing that, some time last year when i was all enamored with him and i now don't give a fuck... bitter no.... settling maybe.... indifference 110%

a lot of me (sex drugs rock and roll heart love instincts part) thinks i should move on

but the rest of me (logical rational objective mind) knows it would be a waste of time and that i'm somewhat in decline, mentally on fire [long slr diatribe i went into there]

part of me thinks i should just be single and alone for a while because other people are parasites. whatever anyone gets out of my company or presence i'll never know [aside from the bbc] so i guess people just put up with me and at least I know it and don't have "i'm awesome" blinders on (ala donald trump)

I JUST FINISHED READING TOO MUCH AND NEVER ENOUGH and it was... oh my god... so good.
You have fucked up your ability to be in monogamous relationships with your promiscuity!
There's studies which show that after 20 partners you're a lost cause. Not suitable for settling down start a family kind of stuff anymore.
Well, they actually study women but i think it's true for you too.
Pair-bonding, hormones and psychological stuff. Google it. I have sent you one study at least.
The way you speak about how you see other people in your company is a weird view. I have it sometimes too, but both people can benefit from a relationship.
It's narcissism.
Symbiotic stuff can be very possible. I know people i can give stuff, since i'll get it back. Having a relationship like that is better than counting everything up and i'll catch up quick if it begins to be one sided.
 
You have fucked up your ability to be in monogamous relationships with your promiscuity!
There's studies which show that after 20 partners you're a lost cause. Not suitable for settling down start a family kind of stuff anymore.
Well, they actually study women but i think it's true for you too.
Pair-bonding, hormones and psychological stuff. Google it. I have sent you one study at least.
The way you speak about how you see other people in your company is a weird view. I have it sometimes too, but both people can benefit from a relationship.
It's narcissism.
Symbiotic stuff can be very possible. I know people i can give stuff, since i'll get it back. Having a relationship like that is better than counting everything up and i'll catch up quick if it begins to be one sided.
I'm just going to sit this one out.. @Captain.Heroin , they give you any shit TAG team ok
 
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