Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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DopeM said:
10%ers or bust

Krupnik (so?) & Vodka are only polish drinks worth drinking
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Never seen a 10% beer or cider here in the UK. And I don't drink wine. I normally jump from 7.4% to 35-40% and get on the rum or vodka.
I can drink a whole 70cl bottle of spiced rum and remember everything and really enjoy myself but a whole 70cl vodka I'll normally blackout and act a twat or just pass the fuck out, not remembering finishing it, and vodka gives me an awful awful suicidal dehydrated half day toilet hugging banging headache hangover. Rum doesn't at all.
I much prefer rum 😂
 
jhjhsdi said:
Never seen a 10% beer or cider here in the UK. And I don't drink wine. I normally jump from 7.4% to 35-40% and get on the rum or vodka.
I can drink a whole 70cl bottle of spiced rum and remember everything and really enjoy myself but a whole 70cl vodka I'll normally blackout and act a twat or just pass the fuck out, not remembering finishing it, and vodka gives me an awful awful suicidal dehydrated half day toilet hugging banging headache hangover. Rum doesn't at all.
I much prefer rum 😂
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Interesting

I never had alcohol affect me differently rly
 
DopeM said:
Interesting

I never had alcohol affect me differently rly
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I think it's Cuz the rum is 35% and the voddy is 40%...that 5% seems to make a massive difference in my drunken behavior and hangover? Rums a much more happy, lively pissed whereas for me vodka is like a really sloppy pissed, heavier slurring, more irrational behavior, often 'fighty' or angry drunk. Maybe it's not down to alcohol content but the actual ingredients?
BAD POTATOES!
 
I just mixed myself a wine spritzer with a shot of brandy in it. It's like some sort of RED RUM
 
oh thank jesus, i thought i'd have to go to a rub n tug and tip extra for that
 
Captain.Heroin said:
fuck i slept too much now i can't sleep and i'm all like BORED

this is what i deserve

i should rot here in hell forever
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Stahp being such a Sad Panda and throwing yourself around like Marla Singer from Fight Club! Yeash.

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BK38 said:
Stahp being such a Sad Panda and throwing yourself around like Marla Singer from Fight Club! Yeash.

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am trying to be less sad

got some vid game stuff done, was cool

trying to cheer self up and reach out for help, is hard

most people are not fucking like rock stars i need to give myself A BREAK AND FEEL THAT IT IS OK and instead i am stuck in OCD like ritualistic behavior patterns and cannot snap out of it

throwing myself against the wall or into traffic is all I can do to break the cycle PLS DON'T JUDGE ME
 
Captain.Heroin said:
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some of us put order to things to escape the chaos of reality
because extant reality is a nightmare, is hell and should be avoided at all costs
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I think getting a hobby would be helpful for you. Something in which you create something or something physical like archery. I think it might help to center you. Being constantly focused on sex and order or whatever is not good for you. It's good you're trying to reach out for help though ♥
 
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