Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

[Captain.Heroin]

What’s the difference in sexing a girl on her period or bumming a guy? Do you not get a poopy penis from that?

I have fucked a girl on her period before (ate it out too)

blood is not a deterrent

normally I do not get poop on my penis

 

[Hylight]

mad asss looool

 

[Captain.Heroin]

but in all honesty I do occasionally get blood there and it can be enough to be like "hay u r bleeding a lil u want to stop" because I feel like you should say something even if you don't want to stop... but ya he doesn't mind either

 

[Hylight]

Maybe she's having Alex Jones condition and real quick gonna post that alien talk

awww yesssss thnxxxx muches

now i don't have to look for it loook for it

oh yessss there is a god, i mean a shady ☺

 

[Captain.Heroin]

and again totally honest, the amount of pleasure he gets from sex seems... 2, 4, 10, 100 plus times more intense than anything I get out of sex

or perhaps the orgasm is just as intense but he is having way more orgasms ... like at least 5 to 10 per oragsm I have

 

[Jabberwocky]

I think latin folks cum faster but not as hard, IME.

 

[Shady's Fox]

i think shady cums too

but i can't cum if i watch porn

haha

 

[MsDiz]

Thanks for explaining Cap!

 

[Jabberwocky]

Lol why not

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I think latin folks cum faster but not as hard, IME.

oh... man ...

I can't even describe it... will not tape/record it but it's fucking intense

it's probably the most intense sex I've ever had... I can't exactly say why ... we have both admitted sex normally is not as good w/ others because of unbeknownst factors ("CONNECTION/ENERGY" - womanly reasoning IMO, probably the size of my DICC)

I think we are each other's "types" or very close to perfection or whatever....

 

[Shady's Fox]

cap

can u post some stats?

so we know for sure

 

[MsDiz]

oh... man ...

I can't even describe it... will not tape/record it but it's fucking intense

it's probably the most intense sex I've ever had... I can't exactly say why ... we have both admitted sex normally is not as good w/ others because of unbeknownst factors ("CONNECTION/ENERGY" - womanly reasoning IMO, probably the size of my DICC)

I think we are each other's "types" or very close to perfection or whatever....

“And they called it puppy loveeeeeeee...”

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Thanks for explaining Cap!

ya no problem

even when he douches sometimes it gets messy down there

that is not a deterrent either, but is normally more off putting than actual blood to me.... I don't know why

I have had several lovers tell me WITH THE EXACT SAME INTONATION AND WORDING that essentially I caused them to bleed more than a little and the way they said it was LITERALLY exact, and like.. I had deja vu and derealization from the similarities

8(

my personal advice, if your eyes are bigger than your stomach... your eyes are probably bigger than your vagina/ass too IMO

don't chew off more dick than you can swallow TTYTT

 

[Captain.Heroin]

“And they called it puppy loveeeeeeee...”

yeah but I hate feeling this way

I really seriously don't like it

 

[MsDiz]

ya no problem

even when he douches sometimes it gets messy down there

that is not a deterrent either, but is normally more off putting than actual blood to me.... I don't know why

I have had several lovers tell me WITH THE EXACT SAME INTONATION AND WORDING that essentially I caused them to bleed more than a little and the way they said it was LITERALLY exact, and like.. I had deja vu and derealization from the similarities

8(

my personal advice, if your eyes are bigger than your stomach... your eyes are probably bigger than your vagina/ass too IMO

don't chew off more dick than you can swallow TTYTT

Good life advice, you should write a book.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Don't chew off more dick than you can swallow.
Don't chew off more dick than you can swallow.

 

[MsDiz]

Owwweewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

 

[Captain.Heroin]

You can follow these tips to help release your heart from the grip of an inappropriate love.

Start by writing down all the reasons you love the person. Then, write down if you are seeing the same level of commitment from them.
Remind yourself of the reasons why it probably wouldn't work.
Distract yourself with other activities. Soon, those activities will become the things you naturally give your attention to.
Be honest with them about your intention to leave them alone.
Avoid constantly checking in on them.
Replace the future scenarios in your head. Create a new ideal future that doesn't involve that person.
Take time to invest in yourself. You are the person that you will have the longest-lasting relationship with. Embrace yourself and make yourself a priority. After all, you can't fully love someone until you love yourself.

NO REASONS IT IS ILLOGICAL [or perhaps subconscious desire to not die alone... then again that is easily engineered]
ALL THE REASONS INDICATE IT WILL NOT WORK [all of them]
I CONSUMED MYSELF WITH SO MANY DIFFERENT ACTIVITIES FOR SO MANY MONTHS AND THEN LOCKDOWN HAPPENED and he came back into my life GAME OVER THERE IS NO SOLUTION, NO VICTORY, NO ESCAPE...
LOL "honesty" IF THAT WORKED PEOPLE WOULDN'T BE SERIAL LIARS, CHEATERS, SCAMMERS, SECRETIVE, EMBARRASSED OR ASHAMED OF THEMSELVES... AND THEN WHEN YOU ARE HONEST THEY DON'T BELIEVE YOU
I STOPPED checking on them FOR MONTHS... what else can I do THEY HIT ME UP
FUTURE SCENARIO IS SUICIDE ALONE AND IS THE ONLY ESCAPE
I HAVE NOTHING BUT TIME TO INVEST IN MYSELF BECAUSE OF LOCKDOWNWITHMYCOCKDOWN [insane]

I am going to emigrate to a nice country with OTC benzos and pharmacists who care ....

 

[Captain.Heroin]

He left because womanly emotions and then came back into my life because of womanly desires... I need to deduce he is basically woman with dick and amazing latino booty and I am taking advantage of him as much as he is of me I guess ... love denigrates the thrill of sexual encounters where there is a dual objectification in action

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I love living in US... trillions of $ added to nat'l deficit overnight and they couldn't even get me my medication...

it's like YES WE WILL SPEND EVERY LAST PENNY AND NOT A CENT OF IT IS GOING TO ANYTHING BUT COVID TESTING AND VENTILATORS (which we SELL to other nations for profit LULULULU)