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Carnival of psychedelic poultry- PD Silly Goose make out session

Wut's Good Sam =D

Today was filled with awesomeness , I worked my ass off in the pouring rain and had a brilliant time. I really wanna come down to Australia and see the country. It looks like such an amazing place and the womens accents are so fucking sexy :D

I L<3ve MDMA too ROger and Uniter. It is one of those specials chem's that fills you with that euphoria that people search for in drugs. I try to roll about 4 or 5 times a year now. I used to eat tons of MDMA like every 3 days for years. I usually take around 500 mgs when I roll. After one binge when I consumed around 10 grams or so in a month I got seriously sketched out. I was hallucinating and becoming a bit depressed. I cut the shit out of my drug cycle for about 6 months. I feel much better now that I don't abuse it. I actually roll for real now instead of just getting fucked up. Everything is best in moderation =D
 
Thats really weird, because I have always felt that MDMA is an incredibly false and shallow drug. It makes people say things that they don't really mean and it manipulates them into situations they don't really want to be in.

bk-MDMA however is a little bit better. There is more a 'state of grace' with that chemical.

For drug euphoria I do not think anything surpasses good 'ole dimethyltryptamine.
 
SOmetimes I like those strange places it brings me that unless I was on it I would have never been. I slept with quite a few women I would have never had the guts to approach unless I was rolling my face off. It does give you a false sense of greatness but is that always a bad thing ?
 
For drug euphoria I do not think anything surpasses good 'ole dimethyltryptamine
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And there we can he<3rtily agree....MDMA has always felt shallow to me to; like forced happiness that can't be traced to any source except the MDMA...But each to their own I guess....
 
I need to get some more DMT trips under my belt. That is one drug that completely blew me away with it's beauty. I still to this day have not seen as many colors and had as much visual distortion as I did under the influence of DMT. I felt as if I stepped into a rainbow and it's beauty was flooding through my soul. I took a step into another dimension that's sparkling image shown my mind the possibilities of this psychedelic path I voyage down.
 
sunyata said:
Thats really weird, because I have always felt that MDMA is an incredibly false and shallow drug. It makes people say things that they don't really mean and it manipulates them into situations they don't really want to be in.

bk-MDMA however is a little bit better. There is more a 'state of grace' with that chemical.

For drug euphoria I do not think anything surpasses good 'ole dimethyltryptamine.
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i definately agree on the DMT comment.

But mdma can be wonderful, especially when ingested with a loved one. The emotions and things you say then sont seem so fake anymore.
I personally dont think that tey are ever false, perhaps just exagerated a bit.

Like charlie mentioned, i may say or do something i wouldnt have done while sober, buts thats only because i didnt have the guts to say/do that sober and mdma opened me up and allowed me to do it.

It is shallow when compared to something like LSD or DMT. But compare mdma to Heroin or Cocaine and suddenly its a very deep drug.

Just depends how you look at it.

Swillow, lucky you with the k bombs. Id love having some K in my pills. It would save me the trouble of snorting while rolling =D
 
sunyata said:
bk-MDMA however is a little bit better. There is more a 'state of grace' with that chemical.
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I wish this was the case for me. I find bk-MDMA to be a lot more shallow than MDMA. More like cocaine, lasts about the same amount of time too :p I find the high to be more speedy, shallow and the comedown is actually much worse than what I get from MDMA! I find the bk comedown to be rather sketchy and very unpleasant. Bk-MDMA only gives me glimpses of that spiritual side of MDMA but it doesn't go very far and then before I know it, I comedown. I find bk-MDMA to be totally recreational ala cocaine and MDMA to be a spiritual sacrament only to be experienced once or twice a year. I really wish bk-MDMA were like MDMA for me, it's so much easier to obtain in pure form and a whole lot cheaper.

Either that or I wish the goddamn beta ketone group was easier to remove :!
 
Meh, I believe one of my buddies summed up my attitude toward bk-MDMA quite eloquently: "Dude, piss on that shitty methylone so we never take more of it again." LOL :D

But srsly: aMT is where its at in terms of empathogens. MDMA is pretty awesome, but aMT just shines in every area that MDMA falls short on.
 
^ I totally want to get some aMT, it sounds like it'd be right up my alley.

I just read the post by andreas in the "psychedelic ideas" thread where he put PIHKAL chapter 109 (MDMA) experience reports in it. I haven't read it in ages and it hit me again. Hands down one of my favorite bits of psychedelic literature. Just beautiful, describes my experience with the material exactly.
 
Oh wow!
Tonight I'll be procuring like 5 chemicals and tomorrow night like another 5 or so!
Also there's my birthday bash / party at my dorms house tomorrow, everything is aligned - I'm so happy to be exploring new territories soon!

It's not all brand new to me but after recently receiving 2C-C and 2C-D, now it'll be 2C-E, 2C-I, 2C-T-2, methylone, ketamine, acid, 5-MeO-xiPT, modafinil and I think I'm forgetting one or two.
This one guy I met last week when I was out partying with my best friend has access to the most wicked shit ever - plus he is an extremely interesting person (big surprise).

What up

Roger&Me said:
Meh, I believe one of my buddies summed up my attitude toward bk-MDMA quite eloquently: "Dude, piss on that shitty methylone so we never take more of it again." LOL :D

But srsly: aMT is where its at in terms of empathogens. MDMA is pretty awesome, but aMT just shines in every area that MDMA falls short on.
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Awesome :) aMT will probably cross my path in the near future also - I'm super stoked
I think bk-MDMA is very very nice too though. Not everyone seems equally affected but I often get absurd levels of entactogenesis and euphoria.
Feels better in it's tempo than MDMA as well.

I would theorize that ideal empathogenesis differs for every person and it has to do with proportion of SE/DA release and RI - we know that increase in serotonin does not simply equal empathogenesis, it has to be perfectly orchestrated with DA/NE release/RI to yield balanced increase of the 3 aspects of empathogenesis.
What are they again? I forget...
Anyway, surely for one person this perfect balance is reached with bk-MDMA even though it might be milder in some respects. I for one am a person who gets very good results with the stuff: qualitatively its not too little and not too much its just groaning in absolute pleasure. Yes, MDMA has been good to me as well before I started losing the magic but at times I've felt like its so strong in some respects that it strives beyond the point.
 
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Yeah, AMT is definitely better than MDMA for me, in many ways. I hope you get to try it, uniter. :) It's less draining too (for me).
 
Roger&Me said:
Meh, I believe one of my buddies summed up my attitude toward bk-MDMA quite eloquently: "Dude, piss on that shitty methylone so we never take more of it again." LOL :D

But srsly: aMT is where its at in terms of empathogens. MDMA is pretty awesome, but aMT just shines in every area that MDMA falls short on.
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I'm real curious about AMT. I've only taken lower/mid doses of it. Its felt real nice, smooth is a good way to describe it (after the initial jangly couple hours on it). Marijuana is a MUST for me tripping on AMT though, without some herb it can get kind of tense and annoying.

I hear phenibut is real nice with it too. I would love to try GHB + AMT. I think that would be real pleasant. But, alas GHB is way too addictive for me to play with much. Its just too good.

Anyways, I ramble...

sipping some espresso and about to lift some weights out on the porch under the overhang while it pours down rain.
 
hey dude, its a good start

if you're trying to gain weight a great thing to do is eat 3 consistent solid meals (breakfast, lunch, dinner). After lunch and dinner immediately drink a whey protein shake (25g whey and 8oz milk). This will add about 500 calories total to your diet and will facilitate about a pound of weight gain a week (500 calories above your regular diet = 3,500 calories a week = 1 pound of weight).

Its just a start, eventually you will want to eat 4-5 meals of the same size as your 3 you are eating now (in order to keep gaining weight). but, this approach is easy because its so simple to just drink a protein shake right after lunch and dinner.

Oh, and you'll need to lift weights too otherwise more of your weight gain will be just fat, which obviously isn't desirable.
 
lol people like us cant get fat.

i would be rediculously suprised if there was any physically posiible way to get me fat.
 
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