swilow
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That is abusive. What did the jager bottle ever do to you huh?? :D
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That is abusive. What did the jager bottle ever do to you huh?? :D
cosmic charlie
Bluelight Crew
It felt like slow motion as it fell through my hands and smashed and there was a huge puddle of booze. I could smell the sweet jager and knew I wouldn't be sharing my evening with him tonight. It's all good though Im stocked up on plenty of other goodies.
I got the nicest sack of Buds for dirt cheap last night. The shit reeks through the bag and it only cost me the price of three packs of smoke's for a half. Shit is seriously Poppin around here , I LVe it 
I got the nicest sack of Buds for dirt cheap last night. The shit reeks through the bag and it only cost me the price of three packs of smoke's for a half. Shit is seriously Poppin around here , I L
Ve it 
~*geNeRaTiOn E*~
Bluelight Crew
afternoon PD!
i need to clean my house tonight but i'm in the mood for some distraction, pick a letter of the alphabet to help me out
i need to clean my house tonight but i'm in the mood for some distraction, pick a letter of the alphabet to help me out
but still
PepperSocks
Bluelight Crew
I remember OE's! Only drank it once but it was a magical night. Halloween of grade 10, I was 14. 
In fact 2 of the very most magical nights of my life both fell on halloween. Grade 7 was probably the best, I was 11 at the time. Flashing back here
In fact 2 of the very most magical nights of my life both fell on halloween. Grade 7 was probably the best, I was 11 at the time. Flashing back here 
Roger&Me
Bluelighter
LOL OE is like a three day experience. The first night you're drunk, and then you're hungover for the next two days. :D
Mehhhkekekekekekeblahhrrrrggghhhh.....Perpetual Groove is playing a show literally 2 blocks away from me right now, and I can't go see them because I have a final exam at 8am tomorrow morning.
Bleh, I have a drawer full of exotic psychs and some molly and it would literally be the perfect night ever to go see P-Groove. Hopefully I'll get to see some of my buddies who are on PGroove tour tomorrow after my final though, I hope they wake their hungover asses up and come over to my house to smoke a bowl. :D
Mehhhkekekekekekeblahhrrrrggghhhh.....Perpetual Groove is playing a show literally 2 blocks away from me right now, and I can't go see them because I have a final exam at 8am tomorrow morning.
Bleh, I have a drawer full of exotic psychs and some molly and it would literally be the perfect night ever to go see P-Groove. Hopefully I'll get to see some of my buddies who are on PGroove tour tomorrow after my final though, I hope they wake their hungover asses up and come over to my house to smoke a bowl. :D
cosmic charlie
Bluelight Crew
:D GooD EveninG My Brothers And Sisters :DI am about to fucking explode right now. I can barely breathe I am so geeked out of my mind. I made a couple of grams of the finest crack that me and my brother smoked and I tooted up a gram or so of fine powder. That with the weed and booze has me completely rocked. God Bless clean coke off the key
cosmic charlie
Bluelight Crew
Roger&Me
Bluelighter
Be careful with that stuff man.
It usually goes like this: "hey, I think I'll have a line."
....4 weeks later.
"Fuck, I have no money, I lost my job, .....and where the fuck am I?"
:D
It usually goes like this: "hey, I think I'll have a line."
....4 weeks later.
"Fuck, I have no money, I lost my job, .....and where the fuck am I?"
:D
cosmic charlie
Bluelight Crew
What really kicks ass is that I get paid EVERDAY :D
I spend all my money and then wake up and go to work to do it all over again. I am a serious party animal these days. I have never done this much coke , this often in my whole life.
I think the reason I'm doing it is because of the quality Im dealing with here . This shit makes me feel better than MDMA. And I like how it changes me into the Mac DaDDY a really sociable person. I was hitting on mad girls at the bar tonight , and I owned the PaRtY
COked OuT CharLiE KiCkS AsS 8(
I spend all my money and then wake up and go to work to do it all over again. I am a serious party animal these days. I have never done this much coke , this often in my whole life.
I think the reason I'm doing it is because of the quality Im dealing with here . This shit makes me feel better than MDMA. And I like how it changes me into the Mac DaDDY a really sociable person. I was hitting on mad girls at the bar tonight , and I owned the PaRtY
COked OuT CharLiE KiCkS AsS 8(
Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
What's up, guys? It's been an interesting day... hanging out with my wife. She's occupied for a few minutes so just dropping in to say hi. We've been analyzing our friends/families and also our behaviors for a few hours now, coming out of an extreme feeling of restlessness I was having earlier. I suspect I'll be up most of the night later on so perhaps I'll see some of you then.
cosmic charlie
Bluelight Crew
Wuts up ERic :D
I just wanted to let you know that you are one of my role models. You are such a fascinating person. You really should write a novel about your psychedelic experience's. When I first read through your reports on Erowid my mind was blown. And I read quite a few of those before I became a member of bluelight. To think that I'm now able to be a staff member beside you. And Converse with you in our lovely social
I just wanted to let you know that you are one of my role models. You are such a fascinating person. You really should write a novel about your psychedelic experience's. When I first read through your reports on Erowid my mind was blown. And I read quite a few of those before I became a member of bluelight. To think that I'm now able to be a staff member beside you. And Converse with you in our lovely social
PepperSocks
Bluelight Crew
hehe, Ditto
If you ever wrote a novel I'd probably read it til the pages fell out.
Would be a fine addition to the culture, no pressure of course lol
If you ever wrote a novel I'd probably read it til the pages fell out.
Would be a fine addition to the culture, no pressure of course lol
Roger&Me
Bluelighter
Definitely agree on those points. Xorky is one of those guys that's "got it figured out." I always take the things you say to heart, Eric.
I always take the things you say to heart, Eric.
cosmic charlie
Bluelight Crew
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The Winner!!
Bluelighter
I dunno man, if I've ever around a coked out mperson, I see them as total arogant jerks who have little sence of the real them. just IMO
Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
Aw, you guys are making me blush.
I have trouble always adhering to what I know I need to do, but it doesn't stop me from being able to talk about it.
Nice one!
Definitely agree on those points. Xorky is one of those guys that's "got it figured out."
I have trouble always adhering to what I know I need to do, but it doesn't stop me from being able to talk about it.
Nice one!
Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
Nirvana's Heart Shaped Box was playing on the radio a little while ago while I was laying in bed... it got me thinking about how when I was young, in the '90s, the entire meaning of the song went over my head. Not only that, but where the song was coming from was such a foreign place to me. I was such an innocent kid... looking back I was so unaware of so much. I feel like I wasn't even conscious on the same level. I can't remember anything really until I was maybe 4, 5 minimum... and my entire childhood is a bit of a blur (a happy blur).
In contrast, my wife, by all accounts, was born with her personality (a strong one if you hadn't guessed). She has memories that have been verified by her mother from when she was as young as 6 months old... down to things people said, patterns on fabrics, events that no one is sure how she could have comprehended what was going on at such a young age. She is very particular about things... a control freak I guess you could say. She has a tendency toward a very strong ego. She says she's felt like the exact same person her whole life... like she can immediately relate to herself as an infant, today. I feel like I've changed so much that I'm not sure I would recognize the way I perceived as a child. I feel like I developed a personality/ego very gradually and kind of late.
I feel like my role as a being is an observer. I often forget that situations I'm in involve me, even if I'm part of them. Like I am always one step removed, even from my emotions and physical self. As a result of this, I have a tendency to feel like I float on through life. As I've gotten older I've realized I need to work on this in order to feel like a participant in my own life instead of an observer. I have a tendency to not notice stuff and be lost in my head. I am the polar opposite of a control freak - for the most part, I couldn't give two shits about my surroundings (I prefer for them to be beautiful of course).
Interesting how I ended up marrying someone who so oppositely compliments me (and vice versa). Knowing her for the last 7 and a half years has really helped me to become more fully aware and present in my daily life. Being an observer is ultimately a useful thing for me because it gives me a lot of time and ability to analyze things impartially. But sometimes it makes me feel a bit detached. Which is why I'm glad I met her.
In contrast, my wife, by all accounts, was born with her personality (a strong one if you hadn't guessed). She has memories that have been verified by her mother from when she was as young as 6 months old... down to things people said, patterns on fabrics, events that no one is sure how she could have comprehended what was going on at such a young age. She is very particular about things... a control freak I guess you could say. She has a tendency toward a very strong ego. She says she's felt like the exact same person her whole life... like she can immediately relate to herself as an infant, today. I feel like I've changed so much that I'm not sure I would recognize the way I perceived as a child. I feel like I developed a personality/ego very gradually and kind of late.
I feel like my role as a being is an observer. I often forget that situations I'm in involve me, even if I'm part of them. Like I am always one step removed, even from my emotions and physical self. As a result of this, I have a tendency to feel like I float on through life. As I've gotten older I've realized I need to work on this in order to feel like a participant in my own life instead of an observer. I have a tendency to not notice stuff and be lost in my head. I am the polar opposite of a control freak - for the most part, I couldn't give two shits about my surroundings (I prefer for them to be beautiful of course
).Interesting how I ended up marrying someone who so oppositely compliments me (and vice versa). Knowing her for the last 7 and a half years has really helped me to become more fully aware and present in my daily life. Being an observer is ultimately a useful thing for me because it gives me a lot of time and ability to analyze things impartially. But sometimes it makes me feel a bit detached. Which is why I'm glad I met her.
Recept
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^ I can relate to a lot of things in your post. I have practically no memories from my early childhood either and my childhood generally was a bit of a blur as well. My personality has changed a lot since "growing up" and I believe this process is still not in any way complete ( at the age of 28 ). This is probably one of the main reasons I love psychedelics so much - I learn so much each time I use them. If I look back in time at myself at any age younger than I am now, I cannot believe how ignorant and stupid I was, and I'm sure that soon enough I'll feel the same when I think back on today
Not sure where I'm going with all this, just wanted to say I can relate I guess :D
And good morning, PD. How is everyone today? Probably not all so well, seeing how it's saturday morning and all
Not sure where I'm going with all this, just wanted to say I can relate I guess :D
And good morning, PD. How is everyone today? Probably not all so well, seeing how it's saturday morning and all
Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
Doing quite nicely, Recept. Just reading through this forum and others, thinking about getting a few winks or at least some rest in preparation for tomorrow. It's been an illuminating day/evening/night. I took DOC this morning and added some 2C-E much, much later, at about midnight. Got my mind whirling and I suspect it won't be stopping anytime soon.
Just reading through this forum and others, thinking about getting a few winks or at least some rest in preparation for tomorrow. It's been an illuminating day/evening/night. I took DOC this morning and added some 2C-E much, much later, at about midnight. Got my mind whirling and I suspect it won't be stopping anytime soon.