Haha, are you me ? The pneumonia part is so damn similar, except that I was treated at the ER, first with shitty Biaxin,which turned out I was allergic to (extreme diarrhea after just 2 pills), then they switched me to something evil from the evil class of fluoroquinolones, then I went back to the ER, they gave me Hycodan syrup (yum) and gave me an emergency appointment with my pneumologist (really that ain't english?) lung doctor, whatever, and he scripted me CEFZIL. That antibiotic is the most mild feeling, totally non dangerous but POWERFUL antibiotic I ever had and I always just ask for this one, especially when I was on methadone and that student doc was gonna script me Avelox and I had to tell her, hell no I am not taking Avelox, don't you have a tiny hand computer to verify for side effects, the combo is really dangerous, you want me dead or what ? And then I was given cefzil again and that was it.
I'm not sure you are fucked with silicosis dude, they would have told you at your most recent x-ray that something didn't look right from the results.
People never eat the things they only snort or IV them so there are gonna be alot of people here wind up with this in a few years down the road.
This will be a near epidemic in some places in a few years if it's as big of a risk as people seem to think it is.
Yep...this is pretty bad, I actually think it is worse for the snorters, they get ALL of the powdered HM Contin beads right in their airways, while with injection at least the silicon dioxide is most likely not making it through injection kit filters enough to be massively dangerous...but yet again, I'd like somebody to tell us about the solubility of that compound in water.
Didn't want to freak you out man. But yeah, Dilaudid > HM Contin, even if I was sold a 30mg HM Contin I was pissed because I knew I was playing with fire and eating them is only worth it with the 30's, but they cost a bunch more than the typical 12's and 18's. I don't think it works like that that you could get silicosis in the future....results from silicosis would be seen immediately even if there isn't any hardcore symptoms going on with you.
Since I moved out of Montreal I do not spit grey/black shit all the time, I have to be an idiot and roll botches into zig-zags when desperate for a smoke and out of money for a while for this to happen now, and I don't do it anymore. Since I had to go back to my mom's house to help her financially due to lazy piece of shit stepdad, I ain't allowed to smoke much inside and that reduced my nicotine intake a lot. Gotta find positives somehow :/
Purdue played with people, they played me, partially, my guy could still have gotten some OXY IR's/Supeudols, but when Oxycontins were removed, he also stopped having those, even though they never were removed (and not even made my Purdue...as far as Supeudols go...Sandoz makes those, OXY IR, I forgot). Shooting up dilaudid is one of the most blissful thing I ever experienced (over and over ;p). I don't understand the "bolos" like we call em here who think HM Contins shot up is better. Sure, if you want to shoot up a whole 18mg of HM Contin at once, I'm gonna say good luck....hmm, I guess that explains why the people who claim they are superior to Dillies for shooting up (facepalm) were mostly peddling with 12mg and less HM Contins...but even if I crushed the thing so it looked like blow in texture, it wouldn't give me an instant amazing rush like dillies, it would sort of come in waves and often made me puke (it's pretty hard to know what the hell you're doing when injecting half a 18mg, it's not necessarily 9mg). Well whatever, I'm gonna help them the only way I can and it's by pushing for the inactives to be posted in the inactives thread.
I got some lormetazepam and midazolam here, and yesterday upon verifying that I had to use them, both at once, 15mg midazolam, 2mg lormetaz, thank god. I got them for a special occasion and that was the right time, goodbye exotic benzos, but damn I fucking slept well, I'm gonna write health canada about allowing Versed in pill form here!
Anyway, the biggest irony of it all was that the day I got out of my 6 day startup methadone inpatient treatment, generic oxycontins were for sale, on that very day.
I've had some when I was still on methadone, just skipped takehomes, and damn... I missed it, oxycodone is so wonderful, the yanks are lucky with their oxymorphone...
Hang in there, check the silicosis symptoms, I have a hunch you're fine.
BDD is a fast moving forum and it's best to start your own thread rather than posting in an old thread, you'll get more replies that way too.I'm going to make this into its own thread for you.
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