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I wonder how many people have thrown away good drugs thinking they were contaminated with fentanyl.
Another thing that happens with test kits is that sometimes people use way too much powder/crystals. Not following the instructions can render the results worthless.
I think this is a really important factor because the fent tests used were made for urine tests, not for just testing your drugs at home, so they're heeella sensitive. You need to use as little of the drug as possible and a decent amount of water. I tested a batch of MDMA with a test kit myself that gave me a completely false positive in the first tests (using 5mL of water), a ridiculously faint negative line in the second test (15mL water) and then when I put more water in the third and fourth tests (30mL of water), I got a complete negative. And the amount of crystals that I used was literally me pouring the crystals into another baggie and then using the residue from the inside of the original bag for the test (just put a few drops of water from the bag into the cup of water). This is with a batch of MDMA that I had also tested with a mass spec and was like...99.9% certain that it didn't have fent in it. I feel like a lot of the false positives just come from people not using the tests right, unfortunately. If it's not diluted enough, that negative line just doesn't show up.Another thing that happens with test kits is that sometimes people use way too much powder/crystals. Not following the instructions can render the results worthless.
While members of Outlaw Motorcycle Clubs who are involved in the Illegal Drug Trade have gotten Crystal Meth from Asian Organised Crime Syndicates the current Crystal Meth they are dealing in and distributing (at least in Melbourne) is Mexican in origin.
Sorry but I know for a fact that is not true. Perhaps there has been a few purchases but I am certain the big 5 who *may* be involved in that business source from Asian crime syndicates. I am not going to go into how I know this on here obviously.
Recently I purchased a bunch of fake adderall tablets (fully knowing that they contained methamphetamine). They seemed variably dosed, but it definitely felt like d-meth to me. Not any different than meth I've consumed orally years ago (both illicit and via a desoxyn script)
What?? Of course drugs are cut ! Don't be so silly to think there notMan, I say this same shit all the time to people, like a broken record. So exhausting. They all feed into each other and they're all sooo convinced. Couldn't tell you how many dang times I've heard "i think this shit is cut for real" -- No. You're a regular daily heavy meth user, don't take care of your body, and have sky high tolerance. Nobody cut anything.
What?? Of course drugs are cut ! Don't be so silly to think there not![]()
To me, this screams poorly synthed meth, or someone intentionally cutting it with something toxic (the instant bad back is probably toxic shit giving you kidneys a really hard time). As you get older, the need to keep healthy becomes a lot more important, as an aging body doesn't cope as well (ever noticed hangovers get worse as you get older? Well it happens with all drugs). This is where taking steps yourself to purify product comes into its own, along with testing what is actually in there (or sending it to people who can put it through GC/MS equipment).I quit in 2018, moved to a new city, and picked back up in July of this year. First thing I noticed was the price: 40 to a woman I had known for less than a week, met her at a new job, for an 8 ball. It took me years in my old town to work up to the point of hundred dollar balls. My old town was rural / isolated and supplied mostly by local cooks - there wasn't any Mexican dope running through there, nobody left the town and nobody came in and nobody was Mexican or knew any Mexicans, if i'm being real with you.
Anyway I immediately noticed one line in: My fucking head hurts. Oh man, my neck hurts too. My neck's stiff, it's cracking and popping, my feet are cramping? My stomach hurts got damn. Then I was like, am i hungry? I did this line two hours ago and I have been sober for three years. Why am I hungry, tired, and in pain? I was expecting the normal magic to happen- wake up in the morning, do a lil line, sit and scroll my phone waiting for it to hit, and then the dope would show me what to do next - reorganize the closets? Move the furniture around? Vacuum the floors? Write a book? Teach myself how to draw with charcoal? Learn how to make taxidermy? Write some poetry? IDK, the dope always told me what to do. And this time it didn't? I had full faculty over my thoughts and actions. I was still like, the same as I was sober, just more awake, could focus on tasks better / for longer, I guess, but my physical stamina was actually worse. Like, I had been sleeping every night and eating all my meals and taking nothing but gabapentin and coffee (not even alcohol) for three fucking years. Why did my lower back feel like it was breaking, and why did tossing something in the trash make me pant from losing my breath?? Back in my good ol' days, I'd be on day 4, no shower, no food, no water, no sleep, boof a 0.1 and put another 0.1 or 0.2 into a cup of koolaid or a capsule, and then boom. It was like I was in perfect health, felt great, like I had just woke up from 8 hours sleep and finished breakfast at Dennys. Ten mins later be out in the woods building cabins, literally. I made a fort out of an old hot tub once- I had to drag it through the woods and up a hill to be near my fire pit, and I don't know if anyone has every dragged a hot tub around by themselves, but I was a malnourished sleep deprived tweaker female weighing 110, 5'5", and it was effortless for me... another time i dug a 6x6 foot wide and 7 foot deep pit in the woods to cover with leaves and tree branches etc to make a "trap"..... by myself, overnight, by spotlight. Loved it.
Anyways this shit ain't doing that. There's no fucking way. And it hurts my stomach, neck, and head like, unbearably bad. I can't figure out what to do about it, either. Pepto Bismol takes the very edge of the edge off for ten mins. Tylenol takes the edge of the edge of the headache off so at least it doesn't hurt to use my eyes, but the back of my head and my neck are still constantly in pain. I've been taking blood pressure meds, double dose of multivitamin, magnesium, eating two real meals a day, sleeping EVERY night, drinking water literally all day long (my throat gets too gross from this shit if I don't).... What the fuck? And it barely helps me get my normal chores done. It makes things a little more interesting, folding laundry a little less like torture, and makes music sound a little bit better. For like 2-3 hours. And then the pain in my stomach and weird gunky feeling in my throat will change a little, at the same time, and my eyes will get a little like, itchy and heavy. and then i'm like 'oh there it goes, wearing off now. are we gonna eat and take sleep meds and be done? or we doing it again?" because if it's 7 pm, there's still time for 2 more fucking doses before falling soundly asleep before 2 am.
One bag I got I tried smoking, cuz I used to love smoking- made me creative and changed my mindset without making me as like, zoomy and speedy as lines and caps did. Used to hit a pipe 5-10 good times and then be absolutely zonked, just fucking off at my desk doing weird shit and laughing at myself, jotting down a note or 2, or I used to make jewelry out of found objects- or i'd like, deep clean the corners of my desk drawer.... Useless things that felt great. Loved it. Anyway, I smoked this shit. Eh. Wasn't there yet. Smoked more. Then more. Then more. Then got on my phone a little bit, I think I wrote some poems maybe, whatever... then i was like hmm guess we'll smoke more. I always felt invincible when I got a good hit like, "hehehe I smoke meth. Fantastic" and I was waiting for that, you know? Never got there. Never arrived. Never have I ever fiended with the pipe like that before oh my god i could not leave the room i kept it in. I could not stop thinking about hitting it again. Fucking stupid. When it was gone i said thank god and threw the pipe away. Fucking lame.
The lines of this shit give me a runny nose and very small nosebleed EVERY TIME. What the fuck is up with that? I always have tissues at the ready for my nose because 5 seconds after sniffing it's gonna start dripping pink snot for the next 15-20 mins. Every single line. NEVER happened to me before, not once.
I thought most this shit was because like, I suddenly aged a whole lot or something? (I'm 31 right now, so quit 3.5 years ago I was like.. 28?) Which doesn't make a lotta sense lol. That's just 3 years? So I was like, was it really actually this painful and sucky before? Searched my memory.... No, it fuckin wasn't. I have thousands of specific stories that are way more fucking exciting than snorting a quarter and then hanging some laundry up and eating dinner an hour later, what the fuck lol.
I haven't had a single hallucinationLike man I miss my friends. Idk, I've been sleeping, though.
Started googling things like what's wrong with my tolerance, why aren't lines working, why do lines make my nose run, is all my meth getting stuck in my nose and not getting thru my sinuses, lmfao.... Switched to oral capsules only, which helped with the euphoria / actually getting high part, but none of hte other shit, and requires big doses to help with that, and still wears off quicker than it should. I take oral doses 2 times a day generally, still eating two meals and sleeping every night. Sometimes I'll do 3 for shits n gigs if i'm I feelin good and wanna keep on. usually my muscles n head hurt so bad i'm like fuck it.
Google wasn't telling me shit so I ended up on duckduckgo, which led me back here, and then to this thread..... and many others like it!! What the hell is going on out there?? Wtf? Is it MORE pure or is it LESS pure?? I can't dang well keep up, man....
Back in like, 2014, I was a super hardcore lurker here... I probably read every single thread about meth, straight up. Always had a tab open. Never posted. Here I am I guess.
This shit is lame. Maybe I'll just go get my shit figured out so I can get on Adderall. I used to use dope to literally sit and write books in one sitting. Today, that's laughable. and that's what i got back using for?
The time I got the ball, I DID stay up either one or two nights in a row at one point, and redosed bigger than i had been, bc i was pissed off at this point about it. (Worth noting: prior to this i'd been sober 5-6 days.) And i DID get actually properly high! Learned a bunch of stuff about the evolution of the hemispheres of the brain and a bunch of quantum physics, lol. But every time i read something great or found a good article or video or whatever that connected a dot i said ahhhhh and finally did experience that good feeling from back in the day. But this only lasted like, one single 12 hour period maybe? And took a lot of work to get there. A lotttt, and way more than it used to.
Idk. I'm going on about it too much. I took a capsule earlier and it just started working when I hit replyAnd believe it or not, this is as high as it's gonna get me. Imma be in bed in 3 hours. Smh
ETA -- with this shit having such a like, marked onset of comedown/wearing off, happening so instantaneously like i'm high one minute and not 5 later, the nausea and itchy eyes- 9 times outta 10, i also vomit. Or at least dry heave, retch, or vomit up some spit or frothy spit stuff. What in the hell. I remember nausea from the old shit, but it would be bc my tummy was empty, and a glasss or 2 of water would stop it. That doesn't stop this nausea. and i've never fucking vomited from a comedown before now, lol... what on earth
Yeah bro I don’t care what anyone says you know how many connects I know? A GRIP LOAD! And I’m talking about celebs that are low key tweekers not gonna say they’re name cuz I don’t wanna ruin their reputation they don’t do it too often and keep a good self image but if celebs and one or two pornstar chicks I know from back in the day are getting the same shit im getting. And I know a cook who tells me straight up it’s a bitch to get pseudoephedrine and without that you ain’t gonna fly!I quit in 2018, moved to a new city, and picked back up in July of this year. First thing I noticed was the price: 40 to a woman I had known for less than a week, met her at a new job, for an 8 ball. It took me years in my old town to work up to the point of hundred dollar balls. My old town was rural / isolated and supplied mostly by local cooks - there wasn't any Mexican dope running through there, nobody left the town and nobody came in and nobody was Mexican or knew any Mexicans, if i'm being real with you.
Anyway I immediately noticed one line in: My fucking head hurts. Oh man, my neck hurts too. My neck's stiff, it's cracking and popping, my feet are cramping? My stomach hurts got damn. Then I was like, am i hungry? I did this line two hours ago and I have been sober for three years. Why am I hungry, tired, and in pain? I was expecting the normal magic to happen- wake up in the morning, do a lil line, sit and scroll my phone waiting for it to hit, and then the dope would show me what to do next - reorganize the closets? Move the furniture around? Vacuum the floors? Write a book? Teach myself how to draw with charcoal? Learn how to make taxidermy? Write some poetry? IDK, the dope always told me what to do. And this time it didn't? I had full faculty over my thoughts and actions. I was still like, the same as I was sober, just more awake, could focus on tasks better / for longer, I guess, but my physical stamina was actually worse. Like, I had been sleeping every night and eating all my meals and taking nothing but gabapentin and coffee (not even alcohol) for three fucking years. Why did my lower back feel like it was breaking, and why did tossing something in the trash make me pant from losing my breath?? Back in my good ol' days, I'd be on day 4, no shower, no food, no water, no sleep, boof a 0.1 and put another 0.1 or 0.2 into a cup of koolaid or a capsule, and then boom. It was like I was in perfect health, felt great, like I had just woke up from 8 hours sleep and finished breakfast at Dennys. Ten mins later be out in the woods building cabins, literally. I made a fort out of an old hot tub once- I had to drag it through the woods and up a hill to be near my fire pit, and I don't know if anyone has every dragged a hot tub around by themselves, but I was a malnourished sleep deprived tweaker female weighing 110, 5'5", and it was effortless for me... another time i dug a 6x6 foot wide and 7 foot deep pit in the woods to cover with leaves and tree branches etc to make a "trap"..... by myself, overnight, by spotlight. Loved it.
Anyways this shit ain't doing that. There's no fucking way. And it hurts my stomach, neck, and head like, unbearably bad. I can't figure out what to do about it, either. Pepto Bismol takes the very edge of the edge off for ten mins. Tylenol takes the edge of the edge of the headache off so at least it doesn't hurt to use my eyes, but the back of my head and my neck are still constantly in pain. I've been taking blood pressure meds, double dose of multivitamin, magnesium, eating two real meals a day, sleeping EVERY night, drinking water literally all day long (my throat gets too gross from this shit if I don't).... What the fuck? And it barely helps me get my normal chores done. It makes things a little more interesting, folding laundry a little less like torture, and makes music sound a little bit better. For like 2-3 hours. And then the pain in my stomach and weird gunky feeling in my throat will change a little, at the same time, and my eyes will get a little like, itchy and heavy. and then i'm like 'oh there it goes, wearing off now. are we gonna eat and take sleep meds and be done? or we doing it again?" because if it's 7 pm, there's still time for 2 more fucking doses before falling soundly asleep before 2 am.
One bag I got I tried smoking, cuz I used to love smoking- made me creative and changed my mindset without making me as like, zoomy and speedy as lines and caps did. Used to hit a pipe 5-10 good times and then be absolutely zonked, just fucking off at my desk doing weird shit and laughing at myself, jotting down a note or 2, or I used to make jewelry out of found objects- or i'd like, deep clean the corners of my desk drawer.... Useless things that felt great. Loved it. Anyway, I smoked this shit. Eh. Wasn't there yet. Smoked more. Then more. Then more. Then got on my phone a little bit, I think I wrote some poems maybe, whatever... then i was like hmm guess we'll smoke more. I always felt invincible when I got a good hit like, "hehehe I smoke meth. Fantastic" and I was waiting for that, you know? Never got there. Never arrived. Never have I ever fiended with the pipe like that before oh my god i could not leave the room i kept it in. I could not stop thinking about hitting it again. Fucking stupid. When it was gone i said thank god and threw the pipe away. Fucking lame.
The lines of this shit give me a runny nose and very small nosebleed EVERY TIME. What the fuck is up with that? I always have tissues at the ready for my nose because 5 seconds after sniffing it's gonna start dripping pink snot for the next 15-20 mins. Every single line. NEVER happened to me before, not once.
I thought most this shit was because like, I suddenly aged a whole lot or something? (I'm 31 right now, so quit 3.5 years ago I was like.. 28?) Which doesn't make a lotta sense lol. That's just 3 years? So I was like, was it really actually this painful and sucky before? Searched my memory.... No, it fuckin wasn't. I have thousands of specific stories that are way more fucking exciting than snorting a quarter and then hanging some laundry up and eating dinner an hour later, what the fuck lol.
I haven't had a single hallucinationLike man I miss my friends. Idk, I've been sleeping, though.
Started googling things like what's wrong with my tolerance, why aren't lines working, why do lines make my nose run, is all my meth getting stuck in my nose and not getting thru my sinuses, lmfao.... Switched to oral capsules only, which helped with the euphoria / actually getting high part, but none of hte other shit, and requires big doses to help with that, and still wears off quicker than it should. I take oral doses 2 times a day generally, still eating two meals and sleeping every night. Sometimes I'll do 3 for shits n gigs if i'm I feelin good and wanna keep on. usually my muscles n head hurt so bad i'm like fuck it.
Google wasn't telling me shit so I ended up on duckduckgo, which led me back here, and then to this thread..... and many others like it!! What the hell is going on out there?? Wtf? Is it MORE pure or is it LESS pure?? I can't dang well keep up, man....
Back in like, 2014, I was a super hardcore lurker here... I probably read every single thread about meth, straight up. Always had a tab open. Never posted. Here I am I guess.
This shit is lame. Maybe I'll just go get my shit figured out so I can get on Adderall. I used to use dope to literally sit and write books in one sitting. Today, that's laughable. and that's what i got back using for?
The time I got the ball, I DID stay up either one or two nights in a row at one point, and redosed bigger than i had been, bc i was pissed off at this point about it. (Worth noting: prior to this i'd been sober 5-6 days.) And i DID get actually properly high! Learned a bunch of stuff about the evolution of the hemispheres of the brain and a bunch of quantum physics, lol. But every time i read something great or found a good article or video or whatever that connected a dot i said ahhhhh and finally did experience that good feeling from back in the day. But this only lasted like, one single 12 hour period maybe? And took a lot of work to get there. A lotttt, and way more than it used to.
Idk. I'm going on about it too much. I took a capsule earlier and it just started working when I hit replyAnd believe it or not, this is as high as it's gonna get me. Imma be in bed in 3 hours. Smh
ETA -- with this shit having such a like, marked onset of comedown/wearing off, happening so instantaneously like i'm high one minute and not 5 later, the nausea and itchy eyes- 9 times outta 10, i also vomit. Or at least dry heave, retch, or vomit up some spit or frothy spit stuff. What in the hell. I remember nausea from the old shit, but it would be bc my tummy was empty, and a glasss or 2 of water would stop it. That doesn't stop this nausea. and i've never fucking vomited from a comedown before now, lol... what on earth
Cokeahontas trust me they do especially with meth, correct me if I'm wrong but as some of the cutting agents have lower melting points (some higher) once its all melted down I find it very hard to get an actualy buzz at all...yes I can stay away but without any of the enjoyment I'm intoxicating my body forI meant “cut so heavily with something harmful that you don’t get high at all and instead have only negative effects.”
With all due respect etc. anyway to see that piece of yours? I know u mentioned being "hetro" but would gladly pony up an image myself out of fairness. ps. a simple no will suffice, an lets be civil. I didnt pull such a question out of thin air, lol. Either way be well bud. Cheers!Meant to say shit themselves. I’ll have to finish later my phone is saying it’s having some technical difficulties and I think I totally understand what happened. I let myself open up completely today and people have lost their marbles and completely said fuck that and are hiding from me now shivering in fear. I apologize if I’ve scared anyone. I promise you I am all good. If I got too emotional or too violent i apologize. I’ve just been keeping a lot of shit to myself because I don’t want to overwhelm anyone with my problems. No matter how bad I want it I don’t think I’m ever going to live an ordinary life. I’m always saving a friend from harms way because they feel the need to run their mouths to men far from their kind as far as size goes because they can always count on me to be the hero even if it means risking getting arrested or getting badly injured because I’m far from their size and these fuckers always have the be giant oxes sometimes I think my friends go out and on purpose find the biggest mammoth of a man not even human and test to see if I can handle myself when I fight these guys off. But I will say I’m happy I’ve gotten a break from that and I’m glad my guy friends came to their fucking senses and realized they were way out of fucking line and they were using me at one point and that’s what it was.
It’s one thing to feel good and show off a skill you have. And in this case I can’t say I’m too proud just because I can fight off a couple guys.. no you know what.. fuck being humble.. QUITE a Few guys.. but the last one was pretty brutal. Even though I lost. I think I can honestly say this was the first time I felt like a fucking beast and it’s weird unless you were there to see it cuz even this guy told me he’s never met a guy smaller than him that bad bigger balls than he did. I laughed and looked at him and said, “I’ll take that and agree that my balls are way fucking bigger.. but I don’t know how wise I was cuz you are way too fucking strong and way bigger there’s no way I was gonna beat you in the fight so I had to at least beat you at something so I beat you when it came down to intimidation”
Haha the look on his face was worth every fucking blow to the chin and nose which felt like a hammer I mean this mother fucker had fists the size of my head dude haha he over powered me but I scared him to death near the end.
I was bloodied entirely like my whole face looked like a slasher movie but I have intimidating eyes. I have the face of a GQ model.. I’m not gonna say pretty boy or anything corny like that but I guess it’s decent looking. I look like one of the Gotti boys John Gotti jr the youngest one when they had that show growing up Gotti he was the youngest of the three brothers but anyways I’m not gonna get to finish my story and thank God cuz all you probably hate me now and are fed up with my bullshit ranting and probably want me to kill my self and you know what. Maybe I should. What am I really doing in life right? Am I even helping the world be a peaceful place. I mean I think I am but I’m still holding on to that guilt from when I couldn’t save this 14 year old girls life because she overdosed on heroin. I fucking did everything I could. Ice cube on the forehead and cheeks, pull her tongue out so she doesn’t choke and die, put her in the bathtub and got in with her and turned the water on freezing fucking cold just how both her parents love their showers cold and miserable like their hearts and they wouldn’t let me use the phone to call an ambulance they didn’t want cops involved and it made me question if they had anything to do with it and I almost had them arrested but with good reason because they have both been in an out of rehab but I helped them get clean and I believe them when they told me they’ve stayed clean ever since but you have to question these things. And as much of a “hard ass” as I’m making myself sound like with these experiences and fights I’ve had I’m a genuine person with a big heart. Normally I think that’s a good trait to have.. but when the world eats you alive and puts all this pressure and expects you to do good things.. it comes to a point where it all becomes too much for you. Any empaths? Raise your hand(s)? Can anyone else relate? That 14 year old girl that died in my arms that day was the same little girl I used to hold when she fell asleep in my arms when I used to babysit back when I was young and would babysit her and her little brother when she was 3 and he was 1. Her death impacted me big time.
I think the reason for my emotions being so strong right now is because I’ve always wanted little girls. And my ex wife had a miscarriage and I think today was the day we found out when it happened when the doctor told us and she was far along enough to know we were going to be having twin girls.. and my current girlfriend I’m with can’t have anymore kids because it’s a long story about cancer that I’m not gonna get into because I’m crying like a bitch right now and you know what I can’t do this anymore I’m gonna go I am sorry for ruining your mood and feel free to ban me if you want I understand if I’ve been a pest and I’ll see myself out. Sorry guys/gals.. take care I love you all and wish you nothing but the best and I’ll try to control my emotions. I’ll hit the back or something it just needed to come out because I’ve been a robot and practically dead inside and me as a person I’m far from that. My zodiac sign is cancer for crying out loud haha crying out loud.. I was almost gonna say fucks sake instead and now I just did but I really need to work on my vocabulary. I scored a 1334 on my SATs. I’m an articulate guy.. or I was. Now I’m just angry, cynical and just negative.. I know there’s good things in life but I always point out the negatives because I always feel like if nobody is gonna talk about it and fix it then let me help. Figures.. cancers are the motherly ones of the zodiac sign so I’m gonna die young trying to save everyone before I even get a chance to save myself.. and I’m gonna regret not doing that first and foremost WATCH! I hope I am wrong !
Lol okay that went over my head.. what did you mean by this post? I'm having a blonde moment but I also had a long day.. care to explain since I feel retarded right now but I am also pretty fucked off my tree on Molly, G and Ketamine.. and a high dose of all three.. oh and shrooms too! Yeah met a gypsy who was super friendly and she had a bunch of treats that she wanted to share with me because her husband totally ditched her and they just arrived to the States yesterday from Amsterdam. Anyways back to your post.. what did ya mean cuz I'm fucked up lol break it down for me. Are you hitting on me or is my cockiness gonna get the best of me right now. Oh.. you were insulting me ? OMG I'm not even gonna attempt to guess I'll just wait for your response. Whoa I've seriously never been this fucked up on drugs that I couldn't understand what someone was trying to say to me hahahaha first time for everything I guess. How embarassing =PWith all due respect etc. anyway to see that piece of yours? I know u mentioned being "hetro" but would gladly pony up an image myself out of fairness. ps. a simple no will suffice, an lets be civil. I didnt pull such a question out of thin air, lol. Either way be well bud. Cheers!
Hey I wrote a poem for your response but yeah it'll probably sound cheesy to you.. oh well haha enjoy it anywaysWith all due respect etc. anyway to see that piece of yours? I know u mentioned being "hetro" but would gladly pony up an image myself out of fairness. ps. a simple no will suffice, an lets be civil. I didnt pull such a question out of thin air, lol. Either way be well bud. Cheers!