Harm Reduction Bupropion - started abusing it. Need something safer.

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Then They Declared a WAR ON TERROR, And Nowadays Things Are Pretty Peaceful.

 

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HIV Is Insidious. It Is A War On Aquarians! I Plan To Get Tested Soon, Maybe Tomorrow, And Will Share The Results Here Whether Positive Or Negative.

 

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The Last Time I Asked For An HIV Test, The People Working At The Health Department Looked At Me Like I Had 12 Heads. Nevertheless, Sara Bulloch Carried Out The Assay Herself In Front Of Me, And Seemed Surprised But Pleased That The Results Were Indeed Negative.

 

[pablo callientep]

What kind of a high do u get?

 

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Debbie Does Dallas.

 

[opiatekrzy]

No need to spam the thread

 

[lostsoulforgood]

Wow, lots on my thread since June. Well, I quit this shit for about 6 to 8 weeks. I did ice baths to get off of it, because fuck this shit feels like a nicotine craving times 1,000 once my blood levels get under about 400mg based on my half life calculations. Ice baths (48 degree Fahrenheit water or less. Had it down to 42) for however long I could stand (got up to 15 minutes) made everything go away. I mean, I felt perfect and it would last up to two days, then I just took another ice bath and it was natures medicine. Amazing.

Then my fucking CPTSD got triggered by exposure to some heavy shit that sucked me right back to hellish depression. I mean, imagine someone you loved died like a couple of minutes ago. That’s how I felt. For weeks. Ice baths worked for a few hours, but couldn’t fix it for long enough and I wasn’t about to freeze myself multiple times a day. Talking to recovery friends made me forget for a few hours, but then I got sucked back into my black hole. I dealt with this shit for weeks and was like, fuck it. I can’t do this, so I filled my prescription and started powdering it up again. Then I got Adderall. Couldn’t get Ritalin, but I got diagnosed with adult ADHD. Holy shit, that stuff makes sleep optional. I didn’t sleep for 3 fucking days. That was rough, then I figured out the correct dose and was able to sleep no problem at night as long as I stopped taking it from just 7AM to Noon.

Now my wife hid my meds from me and I’m about to lose my shit. It’s been four days since I’ve had any and I’m ready to cry. This shit sucks. I really wish I didn’t want it, but fucking A my body is dying for some. Sigh… hopefully this goes away and I can stop again. She’s really sick of me being in this merry go round. I tell her at least I don’t do stupid shit when I’m on it, but she’s like yeah but you’re going to fuckup your heart and die, and she has a point.

Oh well. Anyway. That’s the last two months.

Was off it for almost 8 weeks with the ice baths. Jonesing for it tonight like a crack addict.

 

[lostsoulforgood]

What kind of a high do u get?

It’s crazy addictive and I don’t recommend it. It fucks up your nose something evil. Whenever I do it I make sure to flush my nose out with water about 10 to 30 minutes after. However long it takes for the numbness in my nose to go away because this stuff makes you go numb wherever it touches. By clean out my nose I mean literally inhaling warm water all the through and swallowing it from through my nose, spitting it out, or blasting out my nostril. I do that until it’s clean. If you don’t do that, you won’t be able to breathe through that nostril for a week. If you do that, it will just be a little irritated for a day or two, but you can breath fine. And you have to powder the shit out of it. No granules. Those fuck up your nose too. The stuff needs to be dust.

If you make the absolutely mist horrible decision of your life and decide to do this, you’ll feel like god for a few minutes, then watching anything with beautiful women in it is like being in heaven, and after a while, if you do enough, you’ll start to hallucinate. Eventually your body will get pretty worn out from it and you’ll sleep but terribly, waking up every 30 to 60 minutes.

Apparently if you’re prone to seizures you absolutely should not do this stuff. Thankfully, I guess I’m not, but it does make my muscles twitch a bit when it’s leaving my system. I’d you combine it with Adderall, your hands will shake, but that stopped after a few days once my body got used to bupropion + adderall.

this shit makes your heart rate and BP go WAY up too. Very unsafe. I run marathons, but couldn’t train at my peak performance when doing this stuff. My chest would feel like my cardio vascular system wasn’t working right. My resting heart rate increased from 50-60 Bpm To 80-90 BPM, and my blood pressure went from 73/119 to 100/137. If you’re not in shape, you’ll probably risk some serious cardio vascular problems.

Dont do it. Just take it like you’re supposed to, or do something safer like god knows what. Take an ice bath

 

[lostsoulforgood]

Oh I forgot to mention, you need to drink lotsa water too if you make the hellish mistake of doing this. Have like a liter of more of cold spring water. If you don’t drink that, you’ll end up with a terrible sore throat. This stuff is super caustic.