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Thank you :D efiie i did find it helpful very helpful im sure a few others did as well but ya things are lookin up.My so called friends always want to jus amazingly give me them for free now i kinda had a lil relapse (well did) but o well now im on the vicodin what to me is child stuff from dentist. but i couldd see how some one could relapse very easy cause after the sub u crave i mean i craved it so much so guys/gals if u take the sub route.....jus use it short term not 4 years like me i still have no energy not even when i sniff blo or do adderall still drained but im gettin better yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss have faith (my daughters name ) and drug related songs u can do it we allll can to be strong god bless ................any one can pm me with there tips about paws would be great
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i was still sick this morning the benzos my dr put me on klonopin so i was takin them to withdrawl. SO now im tapering a benzo addiction down so all you out there trying i know its hard but the benzos did help i would use them for a week my dr loads me up on klonopin wants to raise dose every month 1mg ta 2 mg to 3mg and 15 .5 mg xanax for break thru anxiety.I relized fk i really screwed my self bad this time get off suboxone now this right after and not to mention i still feel the sub withdrawl (mental symptoms) not physical like ill get real sad for no reason hell even cry my friend gave me 2 8mg subs i snorted a lil chunk real lil chunk i figured 1 time wont hurt and i felt normal! i thought this would of been over if i was this far in man woooooo that sub is no joke at all physical withdrawl are just rls and loss of energy but mental anxiety panic and depression it sucks man really does .........................................................in this case i say tread lightly this last withdrawl and then probally benzo wd will most likely be my last time using anything other than weed cause i honestly am in living hell i have benzos but im like drunk all day on them i wobble swerve in car this is reddick but im doing ok im mentally strong cause i know 1 day ill be all over this mess of shit. my daughter deserves more but i have a good job i cant loose cause this shit either but peaceeeeeeeeeeeeee just wanted to share my thoughts im sure it will help others on the time line of wd and benzos (no no) & bupe 8(
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i relapsed with 2 mg suboxone and 6 mg klonopin i needed a stress reliever its jus a 1 time thing i feel great now

but after this its sober time so imma keep this updated i should b done being medicated soon so keep updated ! peace i jus feel like i did heroin its awesome i needed this 1 last time