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Bluelight Singles thread "Living without justification" Part 2

Hell yeah, posting in this thread offers so much more than any relationship ever could
 
Hmmm, how have I somehow never posted in this thread?

Been single now for almost 3 months... Sadly am still living with my Ex, which desperately needs to change! 8(

I'm on a self-enforced relationship free period. I'm not even going to think about letting myself get into one until at least the end of June, at which point I will re-assess and see how I'm going. :\
 
^^I find when people impose those bans on themselves...they always end up breaking them :\

but good luck anyway :)


living with your ex - dammmmmnnnn.



i'm pseudo dating my best friend....it's GREAT! 8)

It's basically like being in primary school....still in the boy germs girl germs stage....lovely fucking lovely....;) :p
 
pekkie, i believe i still have a right to slut onto every female around here :P
 
every female I slut onto is straight. I think I forget that some people aren't bi and just assume everyone is as open minded as I am. Don't really care anyway.

All the hottest people are taken but being single is good. Except when I'm bored and lonely.
 
^^ The ban must be enforced. I've spent far far too long being someone that someone else wants me to be. I have to spend some time getting to know who I am and who I want to be.

I'm not kidding myself into thinking it will be easy (it has already proven difficult at times), but it's something that I really think I need to do.

I ended my last relationship not because I didn't like her any more, but because being in a relationship was not making me happy.... in fact was making me unhappy.... As messy as still living with her is, and it has gotten extremely messy at points, I'm still happier being single than I was in a relationship.

None of this means that I am swearing myself off sex for that time-period. Dear God No! But I will be making sure that anyone I get close to knows exactly where I stand on the relationship front.
 
Originally posted by faerie
All the hottest people are taken but being single is good. Except when I'm bored and lonely.


that's it.

i kinda feel like i want to add something to this thread but when i go to say whatever i wanna say i cant, it's like i have no words, just this desire, then a block, and then this feeling of sadness.

i guess the fact that its summer now/ christmas time and i'm bored and very much alone - is whats making me feel down more then usual.

dammit all i want is for some excitement in my life :p :(

/end my stupid very much pointless single's whinge :\
 
my first week of being single is passing soooooooo slowly.... :(


ah well, have a massive christmas party at luna park tomorrow... something fun should come outta that... ;)
 
^^^ I'll trade you you're week (of lovely solitude) for my last week of living with the Ex.

Last night saw me having to abandon 2 seperate friends who needed my support in an attempt to make the Ex's life easier. The night went from pointless and boring, to painful, and culminated in re-hashing the same painful bullshit surrounding why we broke up in the first place until the wee small hours of the night. :(

I would give anything to be free from the tattered remnants of this relationship.
 
I realised today this will be my first single Christmas and New Years in about 7 years. How bizarre is that. Christmas I dont mind cos I'm working xmas eve, xmas day and boxing day then i have summer break but new years eve might be a little weird. *shrugs* unless someone calls me...grrr...

anyway *hugs to muzby and pop*
 
In the past 3 days 2 of my closest girly friends have been in tears due to jerky men. Ive never been so glad to be single.
 
I went on my third date in 2 years.

It ended with a kiss on the cheek because I was too scared to kiss him properley !

Non Alcohol fueled dates due to giving up alcohol are very interesting. Especially when you have to explain that you dont drink.
 
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'lil leecie said:
I realised today this will be my first single Christmas and New Years in about 7 years. How bizarre is that. Christmas I dont mind cos I'm working xmas eve, xmas day and boxing day then i have summer break but new years eve might be a little weird. *shrugs* unless someone calls me...grrr...
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Heh... all my christmas & new years have been single... I thought last year might be different, but my sole relationship carked it late in november.
 
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