after fucking around with ice for so long... even though it's been months since i had it... the tolerance never goes away!
truer words have never been spoken
i'd only really dabbled in ice irregularly over the past 6 years or so... you know, halfa here, halfa there.
and i'd always appreciated speed aswell. different kinda buzz. more clearheaded. i probably enjoyed it more. made me feel even moar charismatic than normal.
hadn't touched any shard since my 23rd birthday, then i'm out for my 24th... run into some people i knew from work, was talking about how i wanted some shard. and coincidentally enough, they were selling it.
first time on it in a year, went through a halfa. was so cracked out, it was glorious. but you'd think a year off, and a point would send you flying. but tolerance is a bastard.
but last year, i went harder on the shards than i ever did before. using it every 2-3 weeks. sometimes only once a month.
it was so good, and reasonably priced.
and the whizz that was available to me was fuckin dismal and overpriced for what it was....
i started upping the dose to about 7 points of shard a night out, on average.
biggest binge was a 5 day bender with a fuckload of meth pills (pink miamis) and i think i wound up going through somewhere near 2 grams of shard.
then i took a few months off. and around new years, had a ball on 3points and 3 pills.
but now, to get where i wanna be with speed, i have to go through at least a gram, and an eightball in 2 days is not unheard of.
felt the addiction crawling back after 4grams of blue shit in a week. had to bring it to a temporary stop.
and oh my fuck, when that cunt in breaking bads sitting on the toilet... with that bag... i nearly sprayed my pants.
thinking about all the ways i could put that bag to much better use than he ever could.
then walt goes and tries to flush it. i felt empathy like i never have before. lol. another episode on showcase tonight. booyah.