chaoticc
Bluelighter
Hello everyone 
For some reason I feel like I can only put on a certain amount of muscle before I just won't grow anymore. It may be due to the fact that I don't powerlift anymore, but nevertheless I plan on starting again in 2010 and I want to look into trying steroids.
Im almost 19, 6' 1", 160 pounds with a body fat of around 8% I think. I don't go to the gym everyday like I used to anymore(but I will soon) as of right now I just do yoga and lift weights at least 3 times a week. I have a great diet, as I don't eat any fast food, or drink anything but unsweetened tea or water, and my protein intake is sufficient. I also eat lots of vegetables.(my calorie intake is probably between 1500-2000 a day, sometimes more if I plan on doing a long workout.
I've been on creatine, whey protein, NOS, but i'm not quite getting the results I want.(the creatine prevents me from getting abs, and as soon as I quit taking it my muscles shrink a little) Im lean. I want to be big but not too big. I want more cut abs, bigger v lines, and I could do with a more cut chest. I don't have access to street roids, and I don't know if I would take them anyway if I had the chance..
So what im looking for is maybe something I can buy online? I'm completely clueless on this subject and would love some guidance. What are some supplements/steroids/alternatives that work good that I could buy online? And with each one that you reccommend - what are their side effects/long-term effects and how long should I take them to achieve my goal?
I also take clonzepam 3x day for panic disorder(although I don't take it until after a workout if its a workout day) keep that in mind.. Thanks in advance.

For some reason I feel like I can only put on a certain amount of muscle before I just won't grow anymore. It may be due to the fact that I don't powerlift anymore, but nevertheless I plan on starting again in 2010 and I want to look into trying steroids.
Im almost 19, 6' 1", 160 pounds with a body fat of around 8% I think. I don't go to the gym everyday like I used to anymore(but I will soon) as of right now I just do yoga and lift weights at least 3 times a week. I have a great diet, as I don't eat any fast food, or drink anything but unsweetened tea or water, and my protein intake is sufficient. I also eat lots of vegetables.(my calorie intake is probably between 1500-2000 a day, sometimes more if I plan on doing a long workout.
I've been on creatine, whey protein, NOS, but i'm not quite getting the results I want.(the creatine prevents me from getting abs, and as soon as I quit taking it my muscles shrink a little) Im lean. I want to be big but not too big. I want more cut abs, bigger v lines, and I could do with a more cut chest. I don't have access to street roids, and I don't know if I would take them anyway if I had the chance..
So what im looking for is maybe something I can buy online? I'm completely clueless on this subject and would love some guidance. What are some supplements/steroids/alternatives that work good that I could buy online? And with each one that you reccommend - what are their side effects/long-term effects and how long should I take them to achieve my goal?
I also take clonzepam 3x day for panic disorder(although I don't take it until after a workout if its a workout day) keep that in mind.. Thanks in advance.