first time taking mephedrone
I tried mephedrone last Wednesday, 28th November. I'm posting this description for information only. Having bought it from the net I was really curious to try it. Mid afternoon at the computer looking at porn and lstening to music, I licked my forefinger and put in in the bag, despite it tasting unbelievably foul I did this again and swallowed a small amount. To be honest I then forgot about it, drinking a beer. Then suddenly and with no warning it hit me like a train. The music was louder without me touching the volume, looking out of the window the light was extraordinary and the autumn colours vivid beyond belief. The images on the computer were double and my eyes wouldn't focus. My heart was pounding and I knew I needed to breathe deeply. Also I was heaving constantly, wanting to vomit - I didn't vomit but this continuous heaving went for at least two hours. Amazed and unbelievably excited - I couldn't get an erection which was disappointing - but the experience was far, far more than I had bargained for. I took small drinks of water. Then I noticed that my left hand felt funny, my thumb had gone into cramps and was folded under my palm. Also I wanted to wee but couldn't.
I couldn't eat at all that night or the whole of the next day, I felt sick all the time, I didn't sleep and the cramps moved into my feet which I couldn't get warm. The whole of Thursday was wiped out. But Thursday night I slept very well and woke up feeling great.
The story doesn't end there, on Friday I went to the gym and took my usual pre-workout booster - principally a caffeine powder disolved in water. I was completely stoned within ten minutes, nothing like this had happened before on this caffeine drink, despite my head flying I was still able to workout as usual but I found myself lifting heavier and for more reps. The price I have paid for this terrific workout - obviously the drug was still in my body and reacted with the caffeine - is that I haven't slept a wink since Friday night, it's now Sunday, I assume this is because of this massive hit of caffeine on Friday on top of the mephedrone taken on Wednesday. And I don't know if I will sleep tonight. My stomach is not totally normal yet and my left hand still feels a bit odd.
I've read as much as I could about other people's experience's on this drug and done quite a bit of other research on the net. Despite the awful after effects and the self-inflicted waste of my time feeling ill I have been working out how I could take it again and minimize the bad effects. I wouldn't drink beer, I would take half the amount, I'd avoid caffeine, etc. This desire to repeat the experience inspite of my informed understanding and my personal experience is what has frightened me most. I have realised that I am quite capable of putting my health, which I value enormously, at risk for the sake of an hour or so's halucinatory high.
This is a drug with no clinical history, other drugs have years if not centuries of human experience behind them. No-one, absolutely no-one knows what mephedrone can do to the human body, and I swallowed it nonchalantly, enjoyed and then suffered, and now I've spent four days working out how I can do it again. This morning my £50's worth, yes, I spent that much, went down the toilet. I hope I will not be tempted to order more.