For the loneliness part you might want to try changing your username.
In all seriousness, I have been diagnosed with chronic treatment-resistant depression my entire life and been on many types of ADs and psychiatric cocktails and had various illegal habits and what has worked for me the most consistently and successfully has been a combination of regular exercise and a high daily dose of wellbutrin. Nortriptyline worked too, but had some nasty side effects (weight gain, dry mouth) that didn't go away with use.
In all seriousness, I have been diagnosed with chronic treatment-resistant depression my entire life and been on many types of ADs and psychiatric cocktails and had various illegal habits and what has worked for me the most consistently and successfully has been a combination of regular exercise and a high daily dose of wellbutrin. Nortriptyline worked too, but had some nasty side effects (weight gain, dry mouth) that didn't go away with use.
