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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

Benzo's whats the big deal?!

^ I have exactly the same symptoms you have. Depersonalization, derealization, brain fog. Also panic attacks, worrying a lot, insomnia, palpitations.

I've been on Xanax since November of 2005 and I wanna stop taking them but 1) Obviously withdrawal and 2) I'm gonna go back to feeling how I felt before which I never wanna do.
 
well the times i did them it wasnt to get high it was just to not be bored..like you get fucked up kinda like drunk but its not like opiates "damn i feel bomb as fuck", its like "damn im fucked up!"..ha my point is benzos are for social gatherings its not something to do by yourself because all it does is affect you so you less inhibited like alcohol..but yea they do get me sleepy as hell i used to knock out saying "ima just lay down for a minute" and BAM! im asleep
 
I agree BEnzos by itself arent that great unless you can get some Xanax (blow them their greeeeat) but in general if you used to an opiate high or other "hard" drug high its really not that comparable. Its alot better if you actually suffer anxiety or something like that becasue then you get alot of euphoria from feeling better and what not. If you dont have anything to mix pot or beer always potentates it for me.


GL
 
^ Yep. Awful taste, though. So mix it with some fruit juice.

^I never really cared about the taste. It's all about the high for me. (reason I drink alcohol).
But yea if you have some anxiety or find it hard to talk to people sometimes like me, then benzos just make you feel overall good because you feel "normal" like evryone else. Some people don't find much difference in being sobe or on benzos maybe because they never had any sort of anxiety in the first place. Just like when people say "it fills the empty void in me" every person has there drug of choice depending on what that "void" Is. Like if you find it hard to talk to people than benzos or liquor might be your best drug just because all the extra good it makes you feel like "I'm finally myself again!" and shit. Same thing with other drugs. Just wanted to say one of my theories haha
 
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