You are going down a slippery slope, my friend. The truth is, benzos are NOT good long-term solutions to anxiety. I have CRIPPLING anxiety, so I understand your pain. Nothing works for me, outside of opiates and benzos. I only use benzos in rare cases, such as when I'm having a full blown panic attack, a REALLY bad anxiety day, or something is specifically triggering me, like a really bad thunderstorm or something.
Benzos have horrible withdrawal, and many of them , if not all, become ineffective at managing anxiety after long-term use. They really just aren't good long-term solutions