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Benzo Discussion Vol. 3 (I think? Last night's a blur..)

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Edit Doppelganga......i just dont really do alcohol anymore

I really want to make this same post myself within 3 months. I just hope I can find it in myself to succeed. Im finding it a lot more harder to deal with drinkinking than Heroin use.
How fucking ironic !
 
^ Strangely, well not that strange but strange enough, is when in 2010 i began using diazepam on a regular basis - my alcohol consumption dropped like an anvil.
 
It's been 3 days since I had any Diaz now, I jumped off my 2 month taper a week early as I was close to taking more again what with being stuck in the house all the time and pain grinding me down a bit, so I got up on the 23rd;) and decided that was the last dose.

I've held on to half a dozen tabs just in case things get sticky but so far I've been OK, the last few weeks have been a bit rough round the edges but tapering slowly definitely evens out the WDs, granted it seems to go on for ever, but it has me off without any real drama which is a great relief.

I'm seeing my doctor, as soon as I can get an appointment:\ about my pain meds so it will be good to be able to tell him I'm not taking them anymore, he's trying to get me off my current MST script far to quickly and expecting me to get down to only 20mgs a day before he gives me anything else. I think this is partly driven by concerns about dependants due to my history of drug and alcohol abuse, he is a good guy so he only has my best interests at heart.

He just signed off another script for me but I'm going to wheel myself in there so I can discuss the situation so this will be one thing off his mind.
 
Well done atm , good on ya son I know just how hard it's been for you from reading your Post , you better get yourself up the pub lunch time and celebrate , oh on second thoughts mayby not.
But anyway nice one mate it's good to read a success story.
 
atm23 said:
It's been 3 days since I had any Diaz now
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fucking brilliant going....I finished a codeine taper by extending time between doses, rather than keep on lowering the dose....I know benzos are a whole different ballpark, but it worked on the codeine...
 
Hopefully going into a blue haze within the next few days, great! Nice to see some MSJs about too aint had them in ages.
 
Today i had an item in the post - Bromazepam pink 3 mg Roche tabs with a split line on the other side.

Just a breif discription of my ( 1st ) experience with this benzo ( other i've tried: lorazepam, temazepam, nitrazepam, diazepam, oxazepam & now bromazepam. Bromazepam tastes a bit like the smell of a garage... tastes not good but pallatable. Takes its time to kick in.

I have been on diazepam & fortnighly temazepam for 'bout 2 n a half years B4 since i first even tried
one. Not very sedating this benzo, even after 21/24/27 ( 3 mg ) doses between 4 pm & 9:30 pm very relaxed, slight muscle relaxation.

Think i'll save these for daytime anxiety, as thay seem to work primarily as an antianxity med.

This was my first time ordering from a questionable vender, but had coodinated with a friend who'd got like 100 7.5 mg midazolam + diazepam ampouls. Sadly these appear out of stock now : (

So recently i came off the diazepam from my doctor but with much stress i've since self medicated with temazepam & now bromazepam.

It's looking more & more likely that within less than 24 hours I'll be in prison. I know i did wrong (criminal damage) but i paid a hefty fine & have done 150 out of 200 hours community service. BUT... As i have fortnighly doctors apoinments that are imperitive to attend. So long story short i'm to attend court tommorow & it's looking more & more likely that ole Dopellganga will be thrown in the dungeon for weeks or months.

So I've been having it large the last 48 hours; marijuana, opium, alcohol, methadone, bromazepam.

Just wish i could've reach my friend who has a 30 count box of canadian MEDA nitrazepam. Hopefully shortly before, or shortly after 12pm.

Have an extreme summer friends! Keep yourself & others safe & full of joy ; )
 
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atm23 said:
It's been 3 days since I had any Diaz now, I jumped off my 2 month taper a week early as I was close to taking more again what with being stuck in the house all the time and pain grinding me down a bit, so I got up on the 23rd;) and decided that was the last dose.

I've held on to half a dozen tabs just in case things get sticky but so far I've been OK, the last few weeks have been a bit rough round the edges but tapering slowly definitely evens out the WDs, granted it seems to go on for ever, but it has me off without any real drama which is a great relief.

I'm seeing my doctor, as soon as I can get an appointment:\ about my pain meds so it will be good to be able to tell him I'm not taking them anymore, he's trying to get me off my current MST script far to quickly and expecting me to get down to only 20mgs a day before he gives me anything else. I think this is partly driven by concerns about dependants due to my history of drug and alcohol abuse, he is a good guy so he only has my best interests at heart.

He just signed off another script for me but I'm going to wheel myself in there so I can discuss the situation so this will be one thing off his mind.
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I'm in awe, you've done so well, you have tenacity and backbone to go through all that and what you're going through now with pain <3 strong willed and focused person! This is amazing news 23 - well done.
 
doppelganga196 said:
Today i had an item in the post - Bromazepam pink 3 mg Roche tabs with a split line on the other side.

Just a breif discription of my ( 1st ) experience with this benzo ( other i've tried: lorazepam, temazepam, nitrazepam, diazepam, oxazepam & now bromazepam. Bromazepam tastes a bit like the smell of a garage... tastes not good but pallatable. Takes its time to kick in.

I have been on diazepam & fortnighly temazepam for 'bout 2 n a half years 4 since i first even tried
one. Not very sedating this benzo, even after 21/24/27 doses between 4 pm & 9:30 pm very relaxed, slight muscle relaxation.

Think i'll save these for daytime anxiety, as thay seem to work primarily as an antianxity med.

This was my first time ordering from a questionable vender, but had coodinated with a friend who'd got like 100 7.5 mg midazolam + diazepam ampouls. Sadly these appear out of stock now : (

So recently i came off the diazepam from my doctor but with much stress i've since self medcated with temazepam & now bromazepam.

It looking more & more likely that within less than 24 hours I'll be in prison. I know i did wrong (criminal damage) but i pain a hefty fine & have done 150 out of 200 hours community service. BUT... As i have fortnighly doctors apoinments that are imperitive to attend. So long story short i'm to attend court tommorow & it's looking more & more likely that ole Dopellganga wil be thrown in the dungeon for weeks or months.

So I've been having it large the last 48 hours; marijuana, opium, alcohol, methadone, bromazepam.

Just wish i could've reach my friend who has a 30 count box of canadian MEDA nitrazepam. Hopefully shortly before, or shortly after 12pm.

Have an extreme summer friends! Keep yourself & others safe & full of joy ; )
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do you call weed that IRL?

some 1mg purple football xanax and msj's, how has everyone been finding the msj's recently? heard a few reports of lower dosed ones, hope that isnt the case with these ones, atleast i will have the xanax if they dont quite do the job :)
 
monstanoodle said:
The last volume was almost at 1000 posts so here is volume 3 :)

Oh - Nitrazepam is causing RLS to resurface (I only just read that this can be one of the paradoxical reactions from it) so I'm going to move back to Temazepam.
Anyone else experience RLS / Restlessness from certain Benzos?
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What is Temazepam? Brand name?? THANKS!
 
Hope Doppleganger is ok & didn't get banged up today as he thought he might.
Put a post up if all went ok today Dopple
 
has anyone come across ww d10's that arent great very groggy heavy feeling bit like martin dows ? was only using them to avoid a 2 day bender with stims..
 
Ate the last of my Roche 10s and Daz earlier so I can get started into some MSJs. :D
 
Are the MSJs any good, worth taking?
I can only get a few pills each week from a mate who sells what he can off his script so have been looking into different avenues of where to buy quantity,found somewhere but not sure on which ones are the best to buy.
 
I just got a tub of msj's and to be honest there dosage is all over the place , I have a very low benzo tolerance , somtimes i I need half a dozen to calm myself down , and other times 2 put me on my fucking arse.
Its like most things in life , you get what you pay for ,and msj's have now become cheep and cheerful ,
my pal said that up untill 6 months ago you couldn't go wrong with them ,but I suppose it's like everythig it don't take long before some no good cunts gets stuck into production.
 
Could someone shed some light on thenodiazepam degrading in solution?

I can get etizolam powder nice and cheaply and quite enjoy the instant hit 2ml of vodka with 1mg etizolam dissolved it in gives you when held under the tongue. The last 2 times I have Flown through my stash in a matter of days/a week and have not noticed any loss of potency.

Does storing pure powder dissolved in vodka lead to any degrading of the etizolam at all? If so what kind of time span?

Thanks :)
 
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