meth has made my job alot easier and has made me perform at my best when I work.
Thank you
oh boy. you have no idea what youre getting into. yeah it always begins this way with meth and starts out like this...
i am currently 2 months clean from meth. the longest ive gone without it. meth is an evil drug, it destroyed my life and took everything from me. it overtook me completely and i lost myself...who i was..i became the drug. i was a stranger to myself and my loved ones.
i would stop now before it gets bad. and it WILL get bad, okay? NOBODY uses meth and remains just fine and dandy, without any consequences at all. eventually, too, the meth will stop working the way its working for you now. it will lose its luster, you wont feel so happy and like it makes your job easier and it will stop, like you said, making you perform at your best at work....youll most likely end up losing your job if you continue using meth...
ALSO: with meth, like any other drug, you begin to build a tolerance to it and will need MORE OF THE DRUG to get high and get that feeling youre looking for with the drug. the mental obsession with meth is INTENSE powerful and extremely hard to break once you take that first hit of meth. i still struggle every single day with the mental obsession i have with meth.
and dont forget about the PSYCHOSIS you get when using meth..oh yean thats the best part about it.NOT. the psychosis [for me] got so bad i was sent to the psych ward for 7 days. i was hearing shit, seeing people in my bed, in my car and house, i would see things out of the corner of my eye and see shadow people constantly. the paranoia got bad everytime i was high i would peek out my window blinds every 5 seconds convinced that the cops were coming to get me.
do you think what youre doing is totally harmless and you will be fine just doing a line of meth here and there? once you try to stop, it will be harder than you expect. please stop now while you still have a chance. meth is no joke...
just one line or two hits of meth wont be enough for you soon....with meth, your tolerance builds pretty fast and youll need more and more and start using it more frequently..it will get worse, it always does...