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becoming addicted to meth- help

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Im a recent member to this site and this is my first post. Im doing this because i desparetely need help. Sooo I've been on suboxone for a while now and been doing great and been weaning off for a few months, down to less than 2 mlg per day. Where im from everyone does dope and mabye 30s. But a few months ago i moved to a nee location far away. Ended up getting a better job than expected and making decent money. But Meth is extremely prevalent where I live now. My new job is where I tried it first. One of my co workers had it and i had wanted to try it for a while. So I threw him 10 bucks and he hid a piece in the back room- i was sketched out doing it at work and was kind of scared so i only took a hit. I felt good and had energy n watnot but i knew it wasnt enouhh or what i was looking for. On my way out of work, my co worker handed me a bag- it was half of what was left. I couldnt beleive how much it was. It got me high for days (I know his boy hooked him up bit for $10 I was like dammmmn ) i couldnt stop smoking it. I feel like its all i can think about. Once i had gone through the bag i knew i needed to take some time off that shit n stay awway.did a bunch of research and found out I had been playing with fire. But the next day at work i felt like shit and it was pretty much presented to me. I ended up getting offered a 40 bag and bought it. I knew i shouldnt i just couldnt say no. This is where things start getting deep. I keep trying to not use- being aware of what im doing- going 3 days or so then giving in. Its hard because its present at work (obviously discreetly, but still, I notice it n think about i). I feel like shit when I stop taking it and I do long 12 hour days of physical work. I feel like its got a hold of me and i fuckin hate it. I had been off dope for sooo long and this shit comes out of nowhere and pretty much got me from day 1. I dont know what to do its all going to catch up with me. This needs to end I cant live like this... any advise?? Anything I can do to reduce cravings? Things to take to help withdrawal symptoms and detox?? Anything???
 
You're going to have to realize if you want to stop feeling like shit you have to go longer than 3 days without meth.

If you are having impulse control issues try seeking in/out patient.

Take it from a veteran like myself. Meth is easy to quit doing. It just takes will power. Eat. Exercise. Take some time to yourself. It'll help.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
You're going to have to realize if you want to stop feeling like shit you have to go longer than 3 days without meth.

If you are having impulse control issues try seeking in/out patient.

Take it from a veteran like myself. Meth is easy to quit doing. It just takes will power. Eat. Exercise. Take some time to yourself. It'll help.
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I'm going to take your word on that quote. We will see how strong my mind is at this point. I have a current thread I believe under "other drugs" id like your opinion.

thank you
bella
 
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