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Hey Effie! I'm actually a manc but landed in Torbay 4 years ago. Yup, token's avatars cool as, I want 1 of my own - but it's probably anuva of those things I always mean 2 do an it's stil not done 4 yrs later lol.
I am currently sat on a packed train, 1 hour gone, 4 more to go - it's ok, I'm sat here surfin bl, fb and blastin some oasis.
 
Thank u token :)

Well, home sweet home. Meat + tatty pie 4 tea, lil cushion 4 the lithium, ugh! Then a beddy bye byes 4 me. Hopefully I'll get a nice deep sleep - if not I'll catch y'all on the other side of the Atlantic later!

Hope everyone has a good nite/day xxx
 
^ Night love! I've got family (well, a sister) in Manc, not been in ages.. used to love Affleck's Palace :D I don't know Devon well but I love the SW generally. Swing by EADD sometime :)

It's my bedtime too really but am wide awake and a little bored. Now would be a great time for the social to leap to life again.. ;)
 
I love afflecks too, yeah I will be checkin EADD out now I've found my way around.
I find the social usually wakes up just as I've decided 2 switch off ha ha.
Night night effie x
 
^ haha yeah, all the stupid americans with their stupid time zones logging on now.. ;)

I'll see you in EADD as well as here then :D don't abandon BDD though! Sleep well <3
 
Whats up guys

long time no talk..shit wasnt good for awhile

I was addicted to meth for the past 4 months

anyway long story short

put myself in a state of psychosis and I thought I was in a stand off with the cops for 3 hrs and I ODed after eating a 100 sack and my eyes were literally popping outta my fucking head, luckily nothing happened and I checked myself into rehab, I detoxed and now Im out after 3 weeks

Meth psychosis is fucking crazy lol

I loved it all, but it had to end it took over my life

feels good to be clean, at least off that shit anyway how is everybody?
 
Siccy, wow dude! That sounds pretty intense, so glad you are okay now and lovely to have you back <3 I'm okay thanks.. had a few ups and downs but nothing quite to match up to that ;)

Hey Tric, how are you today? :)
 
manicmama said:
Umm, is vyvanse amphetamine? If so I take street speed - not meth, us brits r a wee bit scared of meth - everyday, just eat it, an since I bin on it, everyone, including my care co-ordinator, my nana, my gp and practice nurse, etc reckon I am the most stable, 'normal', well I've ever been. They've seen me clean and on a variety of shit, but it would appear speed makes me less crazy ha ha.
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And rightfully so (see quote below).

Siccness909 said:
Whats up guys

long time no talk..shit wasnt good for awhile

I was addicted to meth for the past 4 months

anyway long story short

put myself in a state of psychosis and I thought I was in a stand off with the cops for 3 hrs and I ODed after eating a 100 sack and my eyes were literally popping outta my fucking head, luckily nothing happened and I checked myself into rehab, I detoxed and now Im out after 3 weeks

Meth psychosis is fucking crazy lol

I loved it all, but it had to end it took over my life

feels good to be clean, at least off that shit anyway how is everybody?
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Meth psychosis stories amaze me. Anyway, I'm glad you got clean.
 
effie said:
Siccy, wow dude! That sounds pretty intense, so glad you are okay now and lovely to have you back <3 I'm okay thanks.. had a few ups and downs but nothing quite to match up to that ;)

Hey Tric, how are you today? :)
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Hey F, I am doing very well, eating some burgers and highly enjoying them, and some other stuff that would make a vegetarian like yourself nauseous.

Loaded.
 
Who needs a chair, when you've convinced yourself none of it is actually real anyway, or maybe it's you that isn't real....ahh the paradox of it all and that was after 3 months free of drugs, luckily it all pulled back together after a week or so and some medication. Compared to some of the Doctors talking to a chair seems quite sensible move ;)

Mornin BDD, I don't really know you Siccness but glad to see your on the up, sounds like you had a good run at that meth, best wishes to you on keepin it all together.

I'm definitely starting to go stir crazy, I've been stuck in the house for over 3 weeks having busted up my knee in a motorcycle accident and I'm on the backend of a Benzo taper, struggling not to let the hideous ogre of self pity into the house, hopefully I'll get a package from work today so I can start working from home, I'm hoping that will bring some kind of structure to my days and ensure my employer carries on paying me !

I could try talking to the walls but I don't think I'm going to get those answers just yet;)
 
Thanks for that, there's allot of info in there, I only skimmed through it but I have time on my hands so I'll have proper read through once I'm up and running this rainy English morn:)

I'm currently on MS Contin but my doc wants me to taper down but he's a good guy so he made it clear that I should ensure that I'm not in pain, but this is pain relating to the operation they had to do to put my knee back together. In the long term they have warned me it's likely I will have issues with the knee and there will always be some pain so long term management of this is going to be more of a problem. Can't say I care for the MST it seems to be making me more and more sedated but that may be due to lack of physical activity rather than the MST.

My knees have been in bad shape for years, ironically the left one (the one that's destroyed) was much better than the right, so now my bad knee is my good one but it's already suffering, I'm hoping they hold up for a bit longer before I have to have them replaced as the replacements still don't last a lifetime so the UKs medical system tends to try and avoid replacing them if your under 50 unless total failure occurs.

I have a CT scan next week and they are going to take the weighty cast off and fit me up with some kinda funky frame thing, I'm hoping that will give me a bit more mobility if not at least it will look better ;)
 
^ ditto.
Don't worry Effie, I'm sure my super hectic life will allow me to annoy you guys here aswell as EADD.

Have a happy day everyone :)
 
atm23 said:
Who needs a chair, when you've convinced yourself none of it is actually real anyway, or maybe it's you that isn't real....ahh the paradox of it all and that was after 3 months free of drugs, luckily it all pulled back together after a week or so and some medication. Compared to some of the Doctors talking to a chair seems quite sensible move ;)

Mornin BDD, I don't really know you Siccness but glad to see your on the up, sounds like you had a good run at that meth, best wishes to you on keepin it all together.

I'm definitely starting to go stir crazy, I've been stuck in the house for over 3 weeks having busted up my knee in a motorcycle accident and I'm on the backend of a Benzo taper, struggling not to let the hideous ogre of self pity into the house, hopefully I'll get a package from work today so I can start working from home, I'm hoping that will bring some kind of structure to my days and ensure my employer carries on paying me !

I could try talking to the walls but I don't think I'm going to get those answers just yet;)
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Well you see in effect I was talking to a chair. In my mind there was someone or something IN the chair.
 
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