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BDD Social/Information Booth v26 - welcome your new overlords :D

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Atm - well done on taper! Hope the knees better soon.
Effie - glad ur friends ok an hope ya manage some shut eye.
Hi Kayla.
Bg - wot he don't no won't hurt him ;)
As for me, great avin both me kids atm, just wish it were permanent!
Managed 2 cut bk a lil on the amp - very tricky gettin 2 mins 2 bomb me shit wiv a nosey 4 year old lol.
Hope y'all good peeps!
Hugs mm x
 
Hey all...
New-ish account...thought I'd drop in and say hey since I had a couple questions to ask elsewhere anyway...
Let's see if y'all can guess who I am...
I'll give you a hint...Whenever I say dope...I'm referring to meth as opposed to heroin :P

P.S. I notice the BDD Social pales in comparison to how it was whenever I was a really active regular around here...I think we were on 24 or 25 when I kinda started my BL hiatus lol...
 
I never asked the question lol...

I just refer to meth as dope because of the region I live in lol...

BTW...in all the "literature" about it around the site, it states that if one wants all their posts removed from the site, they must go through and delete them...so how do I go and delete posts that are in closed threads? lol
 
^Use the report button (the "!" symbol on the upper right side of the post) to report the post and request that it be deleted by staff. Only use this method for posts in closed threads though.
 
Thanks, NT...

Can I have this done for entire threads that I have created, and will the staff get pissy if I request that more than 1000 posts be deleted? lol
 
It's been a minute since I stopped by the BDD, a minute far too long!!!

What's up?! effie, NT, Bbygurl, KAYLA!

Just took 75mg of hydroxyzine, some gabapentin, and sniffed up 2mg of bupe when I woke up this afternoon. Smoked some trees, which is a given! ;) I don't get my script of #60 8mg Suboxone strips until tomorrow, so I've been utilizing these 8mg orange stop-signs my buddy gave me in place of money he owed me. I barely feel any buzz from my Subs these days, I haven't for awhile (just relief and mood uplift) , but insufflated bupe manages to let me feel the mildly euphoric and stimulating buzz. When I wasn't on maintenance, these used to land me on cloud 9; nods and all.

Ate and purchased my fair share of Xanax last night at this party. Ate 6mgs and drank a beer, got me feeling nice and loose. Surprisingly, I still got more than half of what I purchased left #winning %) This time I won't forget the Tagament beforehand: Crucial potentiatior of benzos!
 
fuck it...

this is Doug...just didn't like the idea of my name (and the number at the end of my "professional" e-mail address) on here...I'll probably be going through and deleting all the posts I can today on that account and reporting the ones I can't delete today so that it's off here...I'm pretty sure pharmacy school runs background checks, so I don't really want them searching my shit online and finding me on a drug forum lol...

ugh...I've already gone through and deleted all the threads I've started that I can, so I get to have fun going through 1700 posts and deleting them one at a time lol...

sorry to the mods here in BDD in advance lol...I know a HUGE chunk of those are in the 20+ socials I was pretty goddamn active in lmao...so expect a decent chunk of reported posts lol...

edit: and grats steps...what are you sober from? have you been playing the glass violin? cause I know how hard it is to quit doing that shit...took MONTHS for me to get to where I wasn't constantly thinking about smokin the shit...

if you're talking about H though, I have no idea what it's like trying to quit that...that stuff is never around these parts...at least with the different crowds I've hung around through my abuse career...even when I was doing dope all the time...you'd think the meth heads would know of someone that had that kinda stuff, but no...just dope lol...(and ya...EVERYONE around here thinks "meth" when they hear the word "dope"...except for the people that don't do/hang around people that do drugs...I've only just recently gotten my parents to quit referring to pot as "dope" lmao...

@ED...don't feel bad...I can't even feel a buzz from 4mg of bupe unless I smoke with it lol...gotta love chronic pain...

I wish I had 8mg of xanax...that's my sweet-spot...the point right before I black out...thankfully I quit taking benzos so regularly...at one point I took 7 fucking bars...14mg of xanax...over the course of 3 hours trying to feel something and felt NOTHING...man I was fucking pissed...and everyone was freaking out thinking I was fucked the hell up and was in danger of something lol...most people don't realize that if xanax is the only thing you're taking...you can take up to like 200 of them before facing any danger of ODing lol...especially since we lost a friend from him taking too much methadone while he was on bars...when they pumped his stomach, they found 7 bars, and they knew he had been snorting some too, so that's what got blamed for his death...
 
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doug! this is a harm reduction site...what's there to worry about..that's what pharm. tech. is all about..silly!;)

~token
 
not pharm tech...all you gotta do is take a test for that...I'm talking about pharmacy school...to get a doctorate degree lol...they piss test you and everything lol...
 
Jktm said:
not pharm tech...all you gotta do is take a test for that...I'm talking about pharmacy school...to get a doctorate degree lol...they piss test you and everything lol...
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oops....oh nm....
run jktm...run.....

=D token
 
baby---so serious...i had a guy "friend"" who was arrested for having an overdue library book....a couple years ago.
Apparently, they don't like reading here in the south... that could lead to ideas..and we'll have none of that
ya'll.

i felt bad for him...but c'mon...wtf? how can you not laugh at that?

We all knew the streets were safer that night...as the boys/girls in blue were looking out for all of us!

And omg it was sad....cuz he was so tall and alone that night....;)

<3token
 
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Hey y'all,

Blinkin' eck! Who needs keep fit wiv a couple of under 5's?!
My gradual reduction of, um, wakey wakey meds went out the window when I remembered my 'emergency' stash, oops. Ah well, probs best 2 flush n go cold turkey on a week I aint so busy.
Doug, I'm 27 an always refer to pot as dope lol.
Token, that story remided me as kids we'd deliberately act dodgy to get a chase off police lol. Wouldn't dream of doin that nowadays, contents of my bag resemble the inventory of my local pharmacy!
Anyway, hope y'all good :)
 
manicmama said:
Hey y'all,

Blinkin' eck! Who needs keep fit wiv a couple of under 5's?!
My gradual reduction of, um, wakey wakey meds went out the window when I remembered my 'emergency' stash, oops. Ah well, probs best 2 flush n go cold turkey on a week I aint so busy.
Doug, I'm 27 an always refer to pot as dope lol.
Token, that story remided me as kids we'd deliberately act dodgy to get a chase off police lol. Wouldn't dream of doin that nowadays, contents of my bag resemble the inventory of my local pharmacy!
Anyway, hope y'all good :)
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MM---this was only a few years ago..so i wasn't a kid...but yeah i know what you mean..
i never was the kind to mess w/the cops though, even when I was younger.
I'm a drive the speed limit, and use all turn signals kinda girl when my purse is heavy like that ;)
The only thing they could get me for is maybe noise ordinances...but out in the country there's not too much
worry about that...

~token
 
I get you on the noise disturbances, though where I live, arguments over noise are cos one of the neighbours don't like the song.
Good thing about living in a scummy council estate, neighbours are like minded and we sort stuff between ourselves - cos we've all got shit that cud send us away for a long holiday at HMP lol.
 
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