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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

BDD Social/Information Booth v15 - It's almost New Years 2012...

My pleasure. :)

I then watched another vid about some ho that's 15 and has slept w/ 15 different dudes already...
 
It was saying she had sex 300 times.

Oh and that she was actively TRYING to get preggos. Christ.

Anyway. How are you doing? I'm muchin' like a fatty and contemplating taking some more sub and kpin. Got my kp script refilled yesterday. :)

Got a script for napraxone too, curious to try it next time I get some inflammation somewhere (as it's not gonna do fuck-all for actual pain).
 
ehh im kinda speeding. that trazadone experience kinda shocked me remembering it though, fuck.

oh and ive come to realise how horribly addictive taking benzos and amphetamines is. literally. yesterday i LOVED it cause i took 1mg of xanax for the first time in about 6-7months, but i was having a real bad panic attack so it was necessary. then proceeded to rail a lot of dex just wow.... not gonna do that again for a while find ill get easily hooked on those benzos i loved so much and slowly have them eat my life again. ah well. not got much planned for this evening either, was supposed to go clubbing but really cant be fucked with it. especially cause everyone will be drinking and i've taken amphs today and i lose my mind when i drink on them, and i know i cant resist having a drink when i go clubbing unless ive taken mdma but i rolled fairly recently so giving it a rest. im also not really into the whole club scene unless ive taken some mdma either, ever since i dropped my first exstacy at a rave it will never be the same unfortunately :( but my god i love mdma. just gotta be careful with it!

strangely was really hungry despite having railed about 40mg of dex :p just munched my way through an enormous bowl of spaghetti bol but probably because i havent eaten properly for about 2 days cause of that panic attack yesterday. man it feels good to have a full belly =D

got anything planned for tonight yourself?
 
Not tonight, no. I really ought to be working on my car but I can't ever seem to build the ambition to do so. When I was doing roxys I was getting a silly amount of work done, very quickly.

Thinking about playing some Black Ops. Haven't gotten MW3 or BF3 yet (thinking I might skip them and get Forza 4, but idk, FPS's have my heart). Aw fuck, totally forgot my Live account ran out. merrrrrr
 
probably gives you more incetive to go work on the car then :p

havent really been enjoying mw3 really but bf3 is fucking great for the pc... hmmmmmm that makes me wanna play it
 
Ah, my PC is several generations old, and struggles with CoD4 because the nVidia card that was in there fried, forcing me to install an older ATi card that's not nearly as powerful. :(
 
meeeeehehehehhe just went outside with my beats headphones on walking my dog, nobody was around so i took the oppertunity to BLAST the music out of my headphones. rushing like crazy now, all the christmas lights and speed and music has made me buzz like a bumblebee.
 
@ LaCster: You always got the best BDD benzo/bupe/stim/weed/opiate/ect. cocktails goin' on! I love the half-life of Clonazepam too especially after 400-600mgs of Tagamet, same goes with Diazepam.

On another note...

Even with a decently high tolerance for opioids, is it still relevant to take less bupe (2mg or less) for a more recreational buprenorphine buzz? For more to be metabolized into norbupe
 
What's your tolerance at? I used to do about 60mg/day and 1.5mg of sub was probably the most I did, actually probably 1. More than 2 makes me feel funky, and not in a good way.
 
aimed at me? my tolerance to dex seems to increase rather rapidly but i take 2-3 days breaks every month or so and my tolerance appears to drop straight back down to 20mg giving me a real buzz.
 
Was asking ED, but either way. :)

I'm not much interested in amphs, they just rape my anxiety. Opioids act on me like adderall does for an AD(H)D person. Increased focus, more motivation, whatever. ONLY roxycodone though, and ONE batch of H I sniffed. Typically any other opiate just helps the pain and mellows me out.
 
Pjkt2501 said:
What's your tolerance at? I used to do about 60mg/day and 1.5mg of sub was probably the most I did, actually probably 1. More than 2 makes me feel funky, and not in a good way.
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Currently I've been taking about 4mg-6mg of bupe a day, but I have spread out the doses into like 1.5mgs and then a couple hours later take another 2mg on some days. A couple days ago I went on a little 4 day binge of using about .3-.4 of heroin a day, but I have no intentions of carrying that habit out so I got some bupe instead (which I enjoy still recreationally as well as therapeutically)
 
Try to get that sub dose down, because as you've said, you're not getting any input from the norbupe, and thus no euphoria really.

I mix in kpins and that helps a lot, as does weed (even though smoking is dulled quite a bit :( )
 
Yeah, that's what I'm gonna shoot for. I could make an 8mg strip last a good while if I could be satisfied with 1.5-2mgs. I just took some Tagamet, 14mgs of diazepam, 50mgs of DPH, and a little DXM prior to taking 2mg of bupe sublingually. I would love to get my hands on some Valium 10s or some kpins like you said, although I can probably get my hands on alprazolam I just hate the short duration. I have a little indica left, but I need to re up on my doja stash
 
Man I'm being lazy as fck.

I have the $ to go renew xbox live, but instead I'm just chillin doing nothing... I also don't really want to go to bestbuy given the season. >_> May as well before it gets later/colder out though... Perfect excuse for a bowl cruise! Be back in a while fellas :)

Sidenote: funny when women realize they fucked up. Immediate full-circle change... 'tis comical.

ED: I usually get a week or so from a 8mg film. I pay like a buck and a quarter a day in effect, as opposed to 90+...
 
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