Siccness909
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Im gonna try smoking some today when I get off work. If that doesn't work whatever I'll stick to my percs and hydromorphone 
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NeighborhoodThreat
Bluelight Crew
Never had it..
and just to clear things up...Halcion's generic name is triazolam...not to be confuse with temazepam...from what I've read...it's almost kinda scarin' me lol...
I mean...I've had benzos...and in high doses before...but I've never had one of the sedative/hypnotic ones...it's always been the ones that are for anxiety...
I mean...I've had benzos...and in high doses before...but I've never had one of the sedative/hypnotic ones...it's always been the ones that are for anxiety...
madog11
Bluelighter
I really need to learn how to multi task better...
Lol madog
Doug inhave never had the pleasure of experiencing that.
I do however want to find what ever shit an Anesthesiologist gave me before i was to be put to sleep for surgery. I was sooooo fucked up for an hour before surgery. I was laughing uncontrollably. Was so fun. Makes me want surgery lol fuckin weirdo
Doug inhave never had the pleasure of experiencing that.
I do however want to find what ever shit an Anesthesiologist gave me before i was to be put to sleep for surgery. I was sooooo fucked up for an hour before surgery. I was laughing uncontrollably. Was so fun. Makes me want surgery lol fuckin weirdo
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NeighborhoodThreat
Bluelight Crew
huzzah social!
Only...34 more posts until VERSION 23
Only...34 more posts until VERSION 23
Jesus fucking christ...I've lost 15 lbs since monday (when I started phentermine). And that's me taking 2.5 lbs of my original weight for my hoodie, shoes, lighter, phone, cigaretes, keys and wallet...
I haven't even been drinking water...albeit, I haven't eaten for shit in the past 60 hours...
I haven't even been drinking water...albeit, I haven't eaten for shit in the past 60 hours...
So close to 800 then 1000 posts soon enough 
Fuck i need more drugs. I hate fiending gross
Why? r u trying to lose weight doug?
Im trying to fuckin maintain mine...I dont want to lose any more i think skeleton look is gross lol i dont want to get back there....
Fuck i need more drugs. I hate fiending gross
Why? r u trying to lose weight doug?
Im trying to fuckin maintain mine...I dont want to lose any more i think skeleton look is gross lol i dont want to get back there....
NeighborhoodThreat
Bluelight Crew
Make sure you're eating at least something every day, vitamins and water are very important!
Just because you don't feel the need to eat doesn't mean you don't need to eat!
Just because you don't feel the need to eat doesn't mean you don't need to eat!
I remember being on adderall and i would go a weeks w nothing but a couple water bottles i was so fckn skinny and bruises everywhere. Yuck..
Start drinking supplements with vitamins thats what i started forcing down to keep from dying of starvation....
Start drinking supplements with vitamins thats what i started forcing down to keep from dying of starvation....
because instead of the freshman 15 (and I had finally gotten to a stable 180lbs and was staying around there...I've struggled with my weight since I had my tonsils taken out at 5...went from 49 lbs in kindergarten to 102 by first grade and kept gaining weight until I started doing hard drugs and went from 261 to 155 at my lowest on meth)...
but anyway...instead of the freshman 15, I got the sophmore 80 (got up to 260) since that fucktard drug me with his car for 50 bucks worth of weed...been on a cane and immobile and gaining weight constantly since January of last year...the only reason why it didn't reach 100lbs gained is because of me chilling over at someones house almost 24/7 for a couple weeks at a time (they had practically no food...very poverished times they're going through, I basically ate nothing but the oatmeal and cereal I brought over...my metabolism has pretty much dropped to nil (until I got my phentermine Rx monday)...
but anyway...instead of the freshman 15, I got the sophmore 80 (got up to 260) since that fucktard drug me with his car for 50 bucks worth of weed...been on a cane and immobile and gaining weight constantly since January of last year...the only reason why it didn't reach 100lbs gained is because of me chilling over at someones house almost 24/7 for a couple weeks at a time (they had practically no food...very poverished times they're going through, I basically ate nothing but the oatmeal and cereal I brought over...my metabolism has pretty much dropped to nil (until I got my phentermine Rx monday)...
NeighborhoodThreat
Bluelight Crew
Protein shakes, snacks, vitamins (magnesium and other minerals are also very important).
Keep ahead of the game, I know its hard to do with stimulants (and thats sort of the point if you're using them to lose weight...) but not eating anything at all is very very counter-productive.
Keep ahead of the game, I know its hard to do with stimulants (and thats sort of the point if you're using them to lose weight...) but not eating anything at all is very very counter-productive.
NeighborhoodThreat
Bluelight Crew
Congrats!
Wait until you get to 1000, it's a good feeling
Wait until you get to 1000, it's a good feeling
Trust me...I've got quite a bit of fat for the ephedrine released by the phentermine to eat off of before I starve lol...
and I know about forcing yourself to eat...like I said...I used to do meth and one time looked like I was near death...I'll show you...the flab at the bottom of my gut was actually just loose skin from rapid weight loss...I could suck my stomach in a good 2 inches into my ribcage...but anyways...this is me at my lowest weight...
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and I know about forcing yourself to eat...like I said...I used to do meth and one time looked like I was near death...I'll show you...the flab at the bottom of my gut was actually just loose skin from rapid weight loss...I could suck my stomach in a good 2 inches into my ribcage...but anyways...this is me at my lowest weight...
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Im excited
Doug- im sorry you have had to struggle with you weight. Thats terrible. When i got pregnant i stopped everything even smoking and i gained soooo much weight i was so depressed but as soon as she was put i shot from 175 to 110 in a couple months...
Doug- im sorry you have had to struggle with you weight. Thats terrible. When i got pregnant i stopped everything even smoking and i gained soooo much weight i was so depressed but as soon as she was put i shot from 175 to 110 in a couple months...
NeighborhoodThreat
Bluelight Crew
And vitamins. Hit up your local pharmacy/drug store/supermarket/grocery store and get some regular old multivitamins.
On the cheap!
On the cheap!
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