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BDD Social/Info Thread v22 - It's Caturday, Why Are You Sober?

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I'm drinking something everyday...I keep hydrated...it might just be with ungodly amounts of soft drinks...and yes...I know this is bad as well...and I have taken the time to at least eat something small but high in calories every day...I just haven't had any real food in the past few days...
 
Start eating veggies n fruit and workin out thats what i did after i had my kid and i stayed clean obviously i had to breast feed lol and anyways excersize n eating right withon a few monyhs u will be fit and keep it up and u will feel amazing.
 
the issue is I'm on a cane, all my muscles are in atrophy, I was already dealing with a lot back problems before this ever happened, and I've developed nerve pain...every time I step or sit in certain positions I feel like I'm getting stabbed in the very bottom of my back (probably in the l4-l5/l5-s1 region and it goes all the way down to my knee...I'm just physically too weakened and not on strong enough pain meds to work myself out of my current condition...hell, I just reached to grab my phone and that sent it going down my leg...

Not trying to bitch or complain or moan or [insert verbage of choice]...just explaining my situation...I tried doing physical therapy this past summer for 3 months straight and yeilded no progress...the stretches they were having me do were pushing me up to a 7 while on my pain meds...

but I must go...grandmother needs to be picked up from her hair appointment...I'll run by smoothie king and grab something when I drop her off (hey, it's better than fast food lmao)...but yes...quit worrying about me and ya'll get back to socializing...I'll be fine, trust me...depression will have me dead before starvation does...I wouldn't make it that far anyway...I'm a panzy :P
 
I'm fine laCs, thanks ;) Took some shrooms earlier, back to baseline. I was high, but not so high I could touch the sky... ie I didn't take enough :(
 
loool!!! i love the after glow of shrooms...the high though takes me to places i never want to go back 8(

i could go for some LSD right aobut now....its been about 3 months since i've last tripped cid, only thing is that my LSD dealer is out of town :/
 
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