BDD Social/Info Booth v.27 - Mugz is a habitual meph-ender
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Mugz
Bluelighter
not good, para, took etiz
Dread calm
Bluelighter
mugzy I've been worried bout you. You got the fear from too much stim? Chuck 5 mg, etiz and see How you get on. Check back please.
Dread calm
Bluelighter
Got the shits, really bad!! How much can possibly be left in me?
Oh dear, turns out..... A lot!
Oh dear, turns out..... A lot!
Escapedysphoria
Ex-Bluelighter
Woke up a from a nice nap and had some iced coffee. Took some ole' Tagament and now I await the consumption of Valium. I have quite the love for Vals.
Took a 1/2 eighth of gold caps the other evening and I felt like I was coming up than it just stopped! I was stuck in the "not tripping, but there's still so psilocybin in my sytem" zone, so my thoughts were just a little trippy, body was buzz, and colors turned somewhat vivid. Probably needed an eighth :/
Took a 1/2 eighth of gold caps the other evening and I felt like I was coming up than it just stopped! I was stuck in the "not tripping, but there's still so psilocybin in my sytem" zone, so my thoughts were just a little trippy, body was buzz, and colors turned somewhat vivid. Probably needed an eighth :/
i woke up from my early morning (430am) and decided not to go on my camping trip. decided i will get more things done around the home and can help out with the guys next time. next weekend or so to be likely.
i'm having a morning of snoozing in front of the telly, alternating between coffee and tea until i peel myself out of my chair and into the yard for a bit of a clean up.
what should i have fpr breakfast if i'm not to get high until tonight?
i'm having a morning of snoozing in front of the telly, alternating between coffee and tea until i peel myself out of my chair and into the yard for a bit of a clean up.
what should i have fpr breakfast if i'm not to get high until tonight?
i feel very anxious and stressed, even though i know that worrying is useless....
i go to see the suboxone doctor tomorrow, and i am absolutely fearful that she will take me off of it, even though i know she probably wont lol..if she does i will be going through WD for 2-3 weeks while i am just starting college so it definitely wont be a good situation, and the suboxone is a miracle for me - no cravings, increased energy, decrease depression
also, i need lyrica and orhpenadrine because i have TMJ, fibromyalgia, insomnia, and depression; i am pain which is sometimes debilitating. and sometimes i get panic attacks where i feel like i am unsafe for some reason, like a bomb is near by and i need to get out of the building/place im at and run like a motherfucker away.
i am on gabapentin, wellbutrin and hydroxyzine at the moment and i feel like they aren't doing jack shit. the gabapentin i don't even notice even though i am on 2400mgs a day...the wellbutrin makes me get aggitated and makes my anxiety even worse to the point i have panic attacks...the hydroxyzine is alright, but i have been taking DPH for soo long that i don't feel any sedation from the hydroxyzine anymore.
god please help me, i really need suboxone, lyrica, and orphenadrine!!!!
i go to see the suboxone doctor tomorrow, and i am absolutely fearful that she will take me off of it, even though i know she probably wont lol..if she does i will be going through WD for 2-3 weeks while i am just starting college so it definitely wont be a good situation, and the suboxone is a miracle for me - no cravings, increased energy, decrease depression
also, i need lyrica and orhpenadrine because i have TMJ, fibromyalgia, insomnia, and depression; i am pain which is sometimes debilitating. and sometimes i get panic attacks where i feel like i am unsafe for some reason, like a bomb is near by and i need to get out of the building/place im at and run like a motherfucker away.
i am on gabapentin, wellbutrin and hydroxyzine at the moment and i feel like they aren't doing jack shit. the gabapentin i don't even notice even though i am on 2400mgs a day...the wellbutrin makes me get aggitated and makes my anxiety even worse to the point i have panic attacks...the hydroxyzine is alright, but i have been taking DPH for soo long that i don't feel any sedation from the hydroxyzine anymore.
god please help me, i really need suboxone, lyrica, and orphenadrine!!!!
laC I know how bad sub wd is I really hope uou do not go thru that ighEscapedysphoria
Ex-Bluelighter
Damn, laC sry about your situation. Hope it gets better bud
Beachcat
Bluelight Crew
I need someone in the uk to send me some pink and yellow migraleve please. Why do they not sell this here?.
are you keeping plenty hydrated, beachcat?
another beautiful day here, am sorta kicking myself i didn't go on another camping trip today. oh well, i'll get a few things done at home alone at least
what's everyone's weekend plans? quiet one for me apart from the household chores/cleaning.
might get a little loose later on for a while after i feel i've accomplished something.
another beautiful day here, am sorta kicking myself i didn't go on another camping trip today. oh well, i'll get a few things done at home alone at least
what's everyone's weekend plans? quiet one for me apart from the household chores/cleaning.
might get a little loose later on for a while after i feel i've accomplished something.
Guys I called to make an appointment with my doctor who is also a so called pill mill here in Houston and just found out he's been arrested for dispensing illegal drug 
I'm so sad I can get all my pills !!!! Fml he should have been more sneaky I'm pissed now I gotta look for a new one...
I'm so sad I can get all my pills !!!! Fml he should have been more sneaky I'm pissed now I gotta look for a new one...oh no! that's bad news, kayla, though good on the other hand.
find yourself a reputable doctors surgeon who are legit and not a pill mill where things will eventually catch up to them.
i've just gone and collected some firewood, a load of washing is done and drying and even swept out the place! on a roll i tell you all. now i'm going to kick back for a bit, drink this beautiful french pressed coffee, have a spliff and start getting back into the vinyl collection
find yourself a reputable doctors surgeon who are legit and not a pill mill where things will eventually catch up to them.
i've just gone and collected some firewood, a load of washing is done and drying and even swept out the place! on a roll i tell you all. now i'm going to kick back for a bit, drink this beautiful french pressed coffee, have a spliff and start getting back into the vinyl collection