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lol im not religious at all, what up cane?? 4-fa and 70degree weather sounds fun! it is ~60degrees, cloudy&raining in Georgia :/
how does portland have better weather than GA??? lol today feels like a chill, watch a movie day and get zonked out on DXM as that is all my broke ass can afford, unless my dude rolls thrugh with weeds and opiates :)

waiting on my dude to get here with some roxi 30s and some perc 5's. i call him turtle mcgee because he is the slowest mother fucker i have ever met. he runs on the worst time i have ever encountered. when he says illl be there in 30mins, it means 2-3hrs lmao. god damnit, literally on my last toke of weed. just trying to be patient for this guy, i know he will come through eventually but id rather just snort some bupre and take some DXM and get it over with because waiting in WD suck

@boblaw hell yah, turkish royal are my second favorite cig! we are totally going to have to meet up w/ the sameold ;) in NC someday, ashville is filled with good droogs :)

@captain
every single day cant be a good one! part of being human and especially being human while abusing drugs is dealing with the comedowns and all the bullshit that comes with drug use. depending on the time of my life, it the good/bad day ratio depends on how much weed i have in my sack %)
 
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What's up lac? I know your not religious but are you still gonna partake in some family dinner?

I took 50 mgs of tramadol for the lulz and I took a bowl rip of good and I wanted to get a little higher so I packed a fat rip topped with kief and I only finished half lol Im so stoned right meow and haven't eaten real food since 10. I'm gonna munch out so hard at dinner and then a bowl of this stinky weed after is gonna be great

Weed hasn't made me feel this good in a while.
 
Portland has strange weather - essentially we have 6 months where it is 40-50 degrees out and cloudy/rainy and 6 months where it is ~70 and perfectly clear. We're currently transitioning from the former to the latter at the moment and after 6 months of cold and rain, it's certainly quite welcome! After spending much of the summer in Alaska last year, I am very much looking forward to enjoying it this year.

Just west of the city are the tualatin mountains and we live right between them and downtown so we're uphill from downtown and have the most gorgeous views of the city and the cascade mountains. We can walk 1 mile east and be in the middle of downtown or 1 mile west and be in the middle of a massive forest in the mountains with miles and miles of hiking. It's such an incredible location. Between this amazing city and the girl I live with, I am about as lucky as they come!

(sorry to rub it in those out there who are less-fortunate :p After years of living through pain and bullshit, I can't help but feel I've earned it ;))
 
laCster said:
@captain
every single day cant be a good one! part of being human and especially being human while abusing drugs is dealing with the comedowns and all the bullshit that comes with drug use. depending on the time of my life, it the good/bad day ratio depends on how much weed i have in my sack %)
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I'm actually having an amazing day now.

I'll let you know what's going on with me later. %) =D
 
Captain.Heroin said:
I'm actually having an amazing day now.

I'll let you know what's going on with me later. %) =D
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good to hear captain! i am happy man, dont worry about the past as it doesnt exist! just focus on the future and your girl! dont screw this up man, i want to see you this happy everyday!

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Portland has strange weather - essentially we have 6 months where it is 40-50 degrees out and cloudy/rainy and 6 months where it is ~70 and perfectly clear. We're currently transitioning from the former to the latter at the moment and after 6 months of cold and rain, it's certainly quite welcome! After spending much of the summer in Alaska last year, I am very much looking forward to enjoying it this year.

Just west of the city are the tualatin mountains and we live right between them and downtown so we're uphill from downtown and have the most gorgeous views of the city and the cascade mountains. We can walk 1 mile east and be in the middle of downtown or 1 mile west and be in the middle of a massive forest in the mountains with miles and miles of hiking. It's such an incredible location. Between this amazing city and the girl I live with, I am about as lucky as they come!

(sorry to rub it in those out there who are less-fortunate :p After years of living through pain and bullshit, I can't help but feel I've earned it ;))
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i am happy to hear that you are doing well! i am envious of you, but in a good way? like a friend that wants to see you do well, and wants to work towards what you have accomplished! live it up man, because you never know, today could be your last!

i would really enjoy the mountain and views. i like to go hiking and camping, i am thinking that Boulder, Colorado would be the place for me to turn out eventually. :)

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What's up lac? I know your not religious but are you still gonna partake in some family dinner?

I took 50 mgs of tramadol for the lulz and I took a bowl rip of good and I wanted to get a little higher so I packed a fat rip topped with kief and I only finished half lol Im so stoned right meow and haven't eaten real food since 10. I'm gonna munch out so hard at dinner and then a bowl of this stinky weed after is gonna be great

Weed hasn't made me feel this good in a while.
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hah. my family is jewish, and i would not want to go see them. i basically no food. just cereal, oatmeal, and penut butter. i have no milk either lol... so all i am having to eat today is walnut & raisin oatmeal with penut butter. i woke up at 2:30pm today, so i guess this is my dinner/breakfast/lunch. lol

took some more bupre, and downed 250-280mg DXM, and smoked some ciggs. after i eat, i got a nice resin/stem/weed bowl to smoke :) so i am good for today.
 
Kevin ware on louisville fucked is leg up bad. I didn't think a leg could bend like that

Just got up from a nap not to long ago and smoked a bowl. Almost dinner time

Edit: I'm so full. Had cream chip beef dip with crackers, green bean casserole, sweet potatoes with marshmallow and brown sugar, ham, deviled eggs, rolls, kale, cole slaw, and Mountain Dew.

I'm beyond full. Had to smoke another bowl, this cig is so delicious :)
 
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Siccness909, one at a time please. You either post your question here or in the thread that you started. I've unnaproved your post here.

Thanks!
 
^ good tell her you like her shoes, women love when you tell them you like their shoes lololol
 
Bob Loblaw said:
^Especially the mint K-pins, omnomnom


NC mountain meet-up FTMFW!!

Thanks, lC, I think S/LW/tentram's bday is about halfway through, whereas mine's just begun. I'm celebrating with: no drugs, no bitches, work, a huge bowl of ice cream, a pack of smokes (Turkish Royals %)), and hell I might even go to church tomorrow lol. I'd consider buying a drink but my damned ID's in the mail!

OTOH, MXE looks intriguing, I think I might order some of that in the coming weeks.
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If you like robo or K you should give MXE a try for sure, just be warned the urge to re-dose on that stuff is strong. Mainly its just hard to keep the batch laying around once you find out you like it. I've gotten two grams of it thus far (haven't used it in about 2 months) and they rarely last longer than a week each. Of course I was sharing with friends, especially the first batch I got because I let about 4 or 5 people try it and stayed up with an old friend snorting bumps of it. We went for like 16 hours before I finally had to cut him off. :)

I'm sooo down for a NC/VA bluelight meet up by the way. I am also on the VA/NC border and have met up with one bluelighter about three times now. We've tripped on MXE, smoked a bunch of good grass, and even got to score some Opana ER one night and have a nod out session (it was the new generic 30mg ones, not the name brand ones you can't snort). Hell I even let that BLer crash at my place a couple of times thus far. :)

By the way....I'm not saying we should all get together and get all fucked up. I'd be cool grabbing a few drinks at a bar or something, or just a good old house party. I ain't gotta be tripping/nodding out to enjoy myself around others. ;) Although I will probably pop a benzo or two just for the nerves....meeting new people always gives me social anxiety. At any rate...lets make it happen.

Hell actually, you know what I do live on a farm. Maybe we could organize a large party/rave on my families land. I sure I could make that happen...plus if the cops show up I could just tell them to leave and GTFO my land xD.

Hope you are all doing well. I'm just happy to finally get my phone bill paid. I just ate 3mg of xanax because two of my asshole friends decided to run off to the titty bar or something and exclude me, those fuckers xD. Won't even answer their god damn phones.... I know because I stopped by one of their places to smoke a blunt and his old lady told me he was off with our other friend. Maybe they are off getting some poon-tang or something....oh well fuck 'em I'm smoking this blunt by myself and watching TV tonight I reckon. Wish I had cable at home so I could load up Call of Duty and blast some people in the face. Will probably just each 3mg of xanax and pass the fuck out. Tomorrow will be a better day.....wish I had some oxycodone right now...my back is still messed up and I can't even sleep now unless I medicate myself with pain killers and/or benzos. Going to the doctor about it soon...or maybe the ER considering it costs $60 a visit for me at a GP atm.

Oh well, be good guys.
 
hangyourhead said:
10mg diazepam under my tongue!
Its so hard to conserve this pack of benzoz I have while in New Orleans. I wanna eat em all!

Hopefully things get better for you Captain Diamorphine
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You know, I just got a Diazepam script and only tried to sublingual a 5mg tab once. The taste wasn't very pleasant and lingered in my mouth for SOOOOO long. I drank lemonade, ate a bunch of gummy bears, even ate a bunch of Salt N Vinegar chips and I could STILL taste the Diazepam.

Not as unpleasant as xanax but idk if it's worth it...

Had to work today, as every Sunday. Got of early though ! We were soooo slow the boss sent me home since I asked and I decided to plug 20mg of Adderall when I got home. Feeling a bit speedy but my tolerance is really starting to get to me. Plus I feel like I'm staying up to the crack of dawn on Adderall way to often. Need to chill out.

Lucky I sourced some 10mg Percocet ! Bout damn time. Going to be getting 4 of them.... Should give me 2 good highs. I really like Oxycodone. Not sure where my opiate tolerance is it after using the 8mg Suboxone film for 5 days straight. It's been weeks now since my last opiate and my tolerance then was incredibly low so I'm still probably pretty opiate naive. Might even be able to get away with 15mg of Oxy.

Also, I LOVE MXE but I can't justify recommending it. That shit is so addictive. This is coming from a year of daily MXE use. Opiates don't even touch how addictive MXE was to me in comparison.
 
I've still never had the pleasure of trying MXE. I'm sure I'd get hooked fast. Considering the fact I have an IV heroin and coke habit, but the heroin is necessity. I dont mind my weed habit ;)

I don't have dope here in New Orleans for this week, it's making me miss all my connects in Ohio and making me wish I had prepared a bit better. I had the worst fucking insomnia and RLS last night at a Holiday Inn, it was a nightmare. All I have is mad gabapentin, lope, and some benzos (that I'm running through fast) that have been major help through these dope WDs . I'm about to run out of this Pineapple Kush. Luckily, packing a tiny bit and ripping it in one or two hits gets me high. Potent stuff... I NEED MORE WEEDS!

Finally have a nice wad of cash, but no connects here :(

LOL I FORGOT ABOUT EASTER... fuck it i don't care for religion much

EDIT: Hatrix, I learned to enjoy the taste of diazepam. I never take it orally, and I think the sublingual ROA provides a better "buzz" I HATE the taste of alprazolam though
 
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^^^^When I read that easter line I LOLed so hard idk why just good wording and timing I guess hahaha

Anyway methadones treating me good...got plenty of cigs to smoke, maybe some pins for later. What's up everyone
 
Hangyourhead, yea I have two 5mg Diazepam under my tongue right now. I'll suffer the taste for a faster onset to put me to sleep quicker and feel more relaxed.

Got a heart palp from the Adderall I took (ended up redosing another 20mg 2 hours or so later) and never felt to entirely speedy anyways, though I notice I tend to rant when typing posts on forums. Unfortunately, since Thursday (it now being 2:43 AM, Monday and I have to wake up at 7 AM), I've gone through 105mg of Diazepam. That's split over the course of 4 days. All was basically used for Adderall comedowns besides like 5-10mgs taken before work to feel a little less anxious. So I'm afraid there's still a lot active in my system (most likely the reason for the weak effects of the adderall, though I know tolerance is really starting to get up there), and whatever more I take won't have that much effect...
 
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If you like robo or K you should give MXE a try for sure, just be warned the urge to re-dose on that stuff is strong. Mainly its just hard to keep the batch laying around once you find out you like it. I've gotten two grams of it thus far (haven't used it in about 2 months) and they rarely last longer than a week each. Of course I was sharing with friends, especially the first batch I got because I let about 4 or 5 people try it and stayed up with an old friend snorting bumps of it. We went for like 16 hours before I finally had to cut him off. :)

I'm sooo down for a NC/VA bluelight meet up by the way. I am also on the VA/NC border and have met up with one bluelighter about three times now. We've tripped on MXE, smoked a bunch of good grass, and even got to score some Opana ER one night and have a nod out session (it was the new generic 30mg ones, not the name brand ones you can't snort). Hell I even let that BLer crash at my place a couple of times thus far. :)

By the way....I'm not saying we should all get together and get all fucked up. I'd be cool grabbing a few drinks at a bar or something, or just a good old house party. I ain't gotta be tripping/nodding out to enjoy myself around others. ;) Although I will probably pop a benzo or two just for the nerves....meeting new people always gives me social anxiety. At any rate...lets make it happen.

Hell actually, you know what I do live on a farm. Maybe we could organize a large party/rave on my families land. I sure I could make that happen...plus if the cops show up I could just tell them to leave and GTFO my land xD.

Hope you are all doing well. I'm just happy to finally get my phone bill paid. I just ate 3mg of xanax because two of my asshole friends decided to run off to the titty bar or something and exclude me, those fuckers xD. Won't even answer their god damn phones.... I know because I stopped by one of their places to smoke a blunt and his old lady told me he was off with our other friend. Maybe they are off getting some poon-tang or something....oh well fuck 'em I'm smoking this blunt by myself and watching TV tonight I reckon. Wish I had cable at home so I could load up Call of Duty and blast some people in the face. Will probably just each 3mg of xanax and pass the fuck out. Tomorrow will be a better day.....wish I had some oxycodone right now...my back is still messed up and I can't even sleep now unless I medicate myself with pain killers and/or benzos. Going to the doctor about it soon...or maybe the ER considering it costs $60 a visit for me at a GP atm.

Oh well, be good guys.
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Haha I'm down for whatever. I don't drive & stay at a halfway house, so I'm kinda limited in resources. But if the moped law doesn't pass soon, I'm gonna get one of those in a bit. Meeting BLers is always cool & usually is beneficial in many ways lol.

laCster said:
@boblaw hell yah, turkish royal are my second favorite cig! we are totally going to have to meet up w/ the sameold ;) in NC someday, ashville is filled with good droogs :)
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Mhmm Turks & Newports are all I smoke (when I actually do smoke, which is rare unless I'm on downers). Haha yes, it is =D; let's make it happen sometime. Perhaps this summer?
 
hatrix said:
You know, I just got a Diazepam script and only tried to sublingual a 5mg tab once. The taste wasn't very pleasant and lingered in my mouth for SOOOOO long. I drank lemonade, ate a bunch of gummy bears, even ate a bunch of Salt N Vinegar chips and I could STILL taste the Diazepam.

Not as unpleasant as xanax but idk if it's worth it...
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It's a learned skill. You learn how to hold shit down there without tasting hardly anything eventually. Even alprazolam.

Speaking of which, about to do 2 of the green bars that way. Surprise...I'm not going over board. Perhaps ambien later tonight...I've been pretty sleepless the past few days.
 
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