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god damn i feel amazing.

we were airifying today and we had to rake up all the cores but its with this weird pusher rakes or whatever they are but anyways i was bent over fucking pushing these dirt plugs and the grass is uneven so its like pushing against somnething thats pushing back and it just sucks and my back and legs were killing me and were before.

well towards the end of the day this kid got his dealer to drop off some dope and i picked up a bag which was way to expensive. i sniffed that and all my pain went away while i was in the shower. my back hurts a little right now, but thats it.

that one bag and a bowl of some skunky weed got me high as a fucking kite.

might be meeting up with a bluelighter tonight for a quick smoke out, should be fun.
 
fuckin tolerance...my anxiety is definitely lower, but man...slightly lol...and all I got was xane munchies...
 
My mom came home and gave me a perk 7.5 for my back. Just plugged that and I'm still feeling the dope now I'm gonna feel banging again. Might get to add a zanny in tonight to.
 
Dope man finally got in contact but he's dry! Uuuuuugh. He calls and is like "yo girl I don't got any cupcakes but should have plenty tomorrow". Why do they think that is less sketchy? I for one would find it more suspect if I heard a middle aged man talking about there aren't any cupcakes today. Whatever. My pill guy is dry too so now I gotta cross my fingers for tomorrow. How's everyone doing? Anyone pull any april fools jokes?
 
Yeah I thought I was Gonna have no opies today and I came out with a bag of dope and a Percocet.. APRIL FOOLS. Oh darn

I'm high
 
Drunk off this Ciroc with Pineapple OJ and ciggs! Feeling pretty good.

Trying not to put this last valium under my tongue! lol I really need some more weedz!

How's everybody doing in the BDD?! Smoke, sameold, doug and who ever else?!
 
I've heard a lot about MXE..barely finding out its legal. So positive experiences? Anyway Methadone got me on a good one. Wish I had some heroin though.
 
I've heard a lot about MXE..barely finding out its legal. So positive experiences? Anyway Methadone got me on a good one. Wish I had some heroin though.

Wish I had a huge dose of methadone with the valium and Ciroc, but even more a fat shot of dope as well as cocaine. Took the last of my valium, barely any bud left. Im stressin' I have mad paper to spend when I get back home on dank weed, new rigs, heroin and coke
 
Rigs? In that case I want a fat shot of some hi quality crystal...mmmmmmm that rush is /"-28$93-27%838¢_`=€×|==`9$828!!!! Lol I'm a speed freak over anything personally
 
I've heard a lot about MXE..barely finding out its legal. So positive experiences? Anyway Methadone got me on a good one. Wish I had some heroin though.

I plan on putting up some trip reports on my MXE experiences soon, thus far all of them have been positive. I've done light and heavy doses both a lone and with others. I've also taken it via every ROA excluding IV.

I'll echo what someone above said though it is addictive, I suggest buying no more than a gram at a time for personal use and even that should last you a good while. People blowing through 5+ grams a week is not unheard of though. Go check out the megathreads and many MXE sub-thread in the PD forum when you get the chance. Lots of good information and trip reports over there.

I'm chilling tonight...played a few games of chess with a friend then came home about an hour ago. Just fired up a bowl to help settle my stomach, which has about 350 morning glory seeds sitting in it right now. I ground them and consumed them about 10 minutes ago. I washed them last night and didn't get them totally dry so they were slightly mushy (well I'd say half of them were still rock hard).

At any rate I'm hoping for a nice LSA trip to set in soon, haven't had LSA in about 7 years so I'm hoping these old seeds are still active. They are at least 8 months to a year old, well some are newer....I have a habit of buying packs of them whenever I see them. Going to plant some in the yard this year (I probably have over a kilo of morning glory seeds :D).

Anyway I'll report back later...got now I'm going to go get lost in a wiki tree while I wait on this stuff to kick in. Might take a 3 hour nap instead so I can wake up hopefully at the tail end of my come up :p. Its going to be a fun morning if these are as strong as I think they are.

Be good all you BDD regulars.
 
Fuck man...I got out of hand with the methadone..I'm on 20mgs and way past my limitI can handle...I'm fighting to breathe well Im fine but I'm getting tired and CNS depression is acting heavily and I feel myself slipping. Fuckin ex girlfriend I swear...the more ai try to forget the more I fall deeper..I'm fine cause I keep making myself smoke cigs outside and keeping busy so I don't fall asleep..fuck...idk I feel like its a easy way out from all the thoughts cause its a painless way to go but I wasn't trying to. But now I'm seeing it as a good thing if I do or I dont its good regardless idk I'm all fucjed up
 
Dude methadone ain't to be fucked with....if you feel you can't stay awake please call 911. Better to be safe than sorry.

Can't offer you much more support than that I'm afraid, just try to occupy yourself. Methadone is so sneaky with that long come on period and half-life, you have to be really careful with the stuff. I've cut it too close with the stuff more than once myself.

Can you have someone come over and keep an eye on you or something? At the very least check in and let us know you're alright and if your in doubt make the call. :(

I'm really starting to come up on the LSA now...those seeds were stronger than I thought. Smoked another bowl and that kicked it in, having a hard time forming sentences xD. Mostly a body high and slight head change right now but I think I'm in for a fun ride this morning....:D.
 
Damn near OD off 20mgs? Damn this thread and the people with their tiny tiny opiate tolerances.
 
Rigs? In that case I want a fat shot of some hi quality crystal...mmmmmmm that rush is /"-28$93-27%838¢_`=€×|==`9$828!!!! Lol I'm a speed freak over anything personally
Coincidentally that is what I'm craving tonight. I've got the next 3 nights off & I'm trying to get down. One of my housemates got a Vicodin script, but I want better. Hopefully he can find something cool 'cos I'm new to the area & only know people in recovery lol :(.

Dope man finally got in contact but he's dry! Uuuuuugh. He calls and is like "yo girl I don't got any cupcakes but should have plenty tomorrow". Why do they think that is less sketchy? I for one would find it more suspect if I heard a middle aged man talking about there aren't any cupcakes today. Whatever. My pill guy is dry too so now I gotta cross my fingers for tomorrow. How's everyone doing? Anyone pull any april fools jokes?
My guise have $40 cheeseburgers, $20 French fries, and rarely $10 hotdogs aha. I'd ask if the grills were on 'cos I need a burger with extra pimento.

Seriously man. I gatta stay away from here for a bit or sometimes I just feel like shit when I see the little amount it takes for people to get high here. Haha.

<------ Jealous.
Srsly. I don't even shoot dope that often now & it usually takes me $60 or so to nod. I hate the fucking south & having a natural tolerance.
 
My tolerance is fucking huge! I shoot as much as I can afford.

Methadone is a tricky bastard, people don't realize how powerful of an opioid it is because of the lack of euphoria, so they keep popping more and wake up in the ER. Sicc, if your tolerance is that low, stay away from the done homie
 
how is everyone doing today? scag, hang, sicness, boblaw, thesame, captain, venrak, debaser, chrom, and everyone else??? whats up???
 
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