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Marlboro Gold Touch or "blacks". Once I had them I never looked back.

I was never one for menthol cigarettes. I think a cigarette should be enjoyed for what it is without any sugar coating.
 
I work EVERY sunday. And Friday.

Got some more Adderall today.... Same ole amphetamines. Starting to desire something else but can't really get anything else.

Gonna plug 40mg soon.
one thing i dont like about adderall is it makes me chomp like a cow
 
one thing i dont like about adderall is it makes me chomp like a cow

You know it used to, but I don't really grind anymore because I always take it with magnesium.

And it's so funny you guys are talking about that passages malibu commercial. That one makes me laugh EVERY time I see.

"I used to be an addict. Now I'm not."

My cousin who used to have a big heroin problem laughed so hard when that commercial came on.

And you're right about the prices, it's like $100,000 a month to stay there. Place is like a damn vacation resort.
 
sameoldfears its really weird, the first one i smoked out of the pack was wicked harsh but they've since grown on me I thoroughly enjoy them lol

laC you may chew like a cow on amps but be happy your at least eating man even if i take 10mg of adderall IR i'm not eating the rest of the day. Fuck amps. Unless it's finals week <3
 
awhhh yeah! fucking so happy! just got one 30mg roxi and five 5/325 percocet (oxy). took the whole blue guy plus 3 perc 5's so im at 45 mg feeling good as fuck. just took 8mg kratom, 18-25mg promethazine and 5mg valium so ive taken around 15-20g kratom today and i think 25 or 30mg valium? i cant remember ahahaha. going to pick up some more addy so i can trade some bud and hustle a little mucho dinero :)

i took like .1mg bupre up my nose 2 hours ago, and the oxy is still working. the bupre is complimenting quite well. i knew that low of dose, but i never it expected to synergize with oxycodone, jesus i feel good


fuck yes the guy actually came through for me. abot to get some nugs aswell
 
sameoldfears its really weird, the first one i smoked out of the pack was wicked harsh but they've since grown on me I thoroughly enjoy them lol

laC you may chew like a cow on amps but be happy your at least eating man even if i take 10mg of adderall IR i'm not eating the rest of the day. Fuck amps. Unless it's finals week <3

oh i havent eaten anything today besides an apple at 10am EST because i swallow my oxy and was waiting on my oxy dude all day. nlow that i finally have swallowed oxycodone and kratom, i am cooking dinner. god damn i miss this opiate bliss . .2bupre early in the day, then 45mg oxy + 10g kratom feels like 60-70mg oxycodone. i feel very good :) soo dopey zomghahshah
 
Hey LaC guess what? I hate you.


:P ha so jealous. God if I'm ever gonna stay sober I'm gonna have to start avoiding this thread!! lmao
 
hahaha when i stay sober i tend to avoid bluelight.

im in complete bliss, tingle from head to toe warm fuzzy feeling that everything and everyone in the world is "good," as in a set of morals and ethics. promethazine is my new favorite anti-histamine potentiator because it is more sedating than hydroxyzine and has mACH affinity. most people get side effects from mACH antagonists , but they dont bother me
 
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haha who the fuck would complain?
not me lol
wuttt, i love oxy and kratom together. such a goo mix. gonna take 60mgs oxy in a bit and 8gs kratom with some vali-yummzzz

what is your tolerance at mass? smokemctoke your tolerance is low because you probably arent physically dependant on opioids, am i correct?

scag, i knw, dope is a lot cheaper, has a rush, and is fun with needles (unsafe), but swallowing the oxy is less addicting than injecting heroin.. why dont you like oxy? doesnt shoot up well? too expensive?? dont like the feeling??


yah i like theabine derived chems, bupre and oxy <3
no, im not physically dependent. been to detox twice but wasnt really dependant either time i just got put in there after a binge and i was given subutex.
You know it used to, but I don't really grind anymore because I always take it with magnesium.

And it's so funny you guys are talking about that passages malibu commercial. That one makes me laugh EVERY time I see.

"I used to be an addict. Now I'm not."

My cousin who used to have a big heroin problem laughed so hard when that commercial came on.

And you're right about the prices, it's like $100,000 a month to stay there. Place is like a damn vacation resort.
i lol at that commercial every time
I have some Blackberry, and Girl Scout Cookies, but I've been dabbing wax exclusively for the last few days. %)
girl scout cookies? dont tell me thats a fucking strain, if so they're just pulling strains out of there ass now
Hey LaC guess what? I hate you.


:P ha so jealous. God if I'm ever gonna stay sober I'm gonna have to start avoiding this thread!! lmao
you and me both lol
awhhh yeah! fucking so happy! just got one 30mg roxi and five 5/325 percocet (oxy). took the whole blue guy plus 3 perc 5's so im at 45 mg feeling good as fuck. just took 8mg kratom, 18-25mg promethazine and 5mg valium so ive taken around 15-20g kratom today and i think 25 or 30mg valium? i cant remember ahahaha. going to pick up some more addy so i can trade some bud and hustle a little mucho dinero :)

i took like .1mg bupre up my nose 2 hours ago, and the oxy is still working. the bupre is complimenting quite well. i knew that low of dose, but i never it expected to synergize with oxycodone, jesus i feel good


fuck yes the guy actually came through for me. abot to get some nugs aswell

lucky fuck.

took a long ass nap, felt refreshed af waking up haha. woke up and chugged some crown now im eating chicken parm and after im done imma smoke a fat bowl. i feel damn good right now

sucks i slept so long. if i don t drink enough liquor and get back to sleep at a decent time ill be up all night
 
i sleep damn good when im drunk... usually.

i get up at 530 5 days a week so if i get drunk friday and go to bed at like 1am my body will still have me awake by like 8 which fucking sucks. so if im not on a sleep schedule i sleep good when drunk, its till sorta shitty sleep.

when i dont have a job and dont have to get up ill sleep all day after drinking.

that fucking chicken parm was ballin. bout to go burn some weeds and take another shot

edit: im at the computer blowng it the fuck up. i cant stop farting rofl well i ripped a big ass fart and my grandma is sitting at the kitchen counter next to me and says " you sure a lump didnt come out with that". lmao shit had me geeking. lmfao now i just ripped one again and she goes "that must be helium, dont float to the ceiling". lmao granny had me laughing till tears were coming to my eyes.

bowl time and more crown i guess
 
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Haha wow I've spent my whole time on Adderall talking with my parents downstairs because they both took Adderall too so everyone wants to be the one talking. I'm sure you guys know how that ends up working out..... "Wait, wait, wait ! You didn't let me finish!" or "I wasn't done talking!"....etc.

Also put a new shower-head in my shower and changed the flood lights in my bathroom. Getting work doneeee.
 
Going to sleep drunk for me = no more than 4 hours of sleep guaranteed.


yah alcohol may help you get to sleep, but booze wil cause you to wake frequently and poor quality of sleep. it is a catch 22. both optios before bed and you lose...
 
I feel I sleep better with less REM sleep. The best sleep I've ever had in my life (and it happened twice) was with Estazolam (ProSom), which is a hypnotic benzodiazepine. Slept for 6 hours and woke up rested. I'll sleep 8-12 hours with other things or nothing and wake up feeling like shit...

edit: deep sleep (called Slow Wave Sleep) is actually where you get your "rest" and that's in NREM Sleep (Non-Rapid Eye Movement Sleep). It's the last stage of NREM IIRC. As an insomniac, I've done a decent amount of research on sleep.

NREM sleep strengthens your declarative memory (aka, you remember facts)
REM sleep strengthens your process memory (or whatever it's called) (aka, you remember how to do things better; i.e. you remember how to perform tasks in order better).

Would explain a lot as I rarely dream, and can remember useless facts, but it takes several times to see how to do something in order for me to be able to do it on my own.

And praise Evan Williams. Easy pour has been popped off and been taking chugs of it with some pibb to chase lol...probably at about a .15 right now...definitely gonna hit .25 before the night is over lol...
 
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i dont know, i am pretty stuborn.. you would have to be really persuasive
Alright well come pick me up and I'll see if I can't talk you out of some oxy ;)

sameoldfears its really weird, the first one i smoked out of the pack was wicked harsh but they've since grown on me I thoroughly enjoy them lol
I love them, I'm glad you got your head on straight and agree now :)

Fuck amps. Unless it's finals week <3
YES.
 
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