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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

BDD Social and Info Booth vs 32 - I Stopped Drugs, Only While I'm Asleep.

Ughhh treading through a grim mire of the aftermath of a 2-day speedball binge. Not a conventional one, but hard stims and hard opioids in general.

But as I like to say "can't handle the wd/rebound effects, stay out of the receptor"

It's really not that bad, I have opioids, just fucking nauseous and adjusting back to normal. Reading THE ADVENTURES OF SMACKS PAST from Gizmo.
 
That's a good saying lol.


Walking down the street, get stopped by this gay dude who lives around, he offers me 2 free wings. YES.



#lovebeingacuteboy










(If you can't tell, I love to irony.)
 
Dyno, I don't kno wtf was goin on but I think I was so relaxed that my breathin was slo so in turn I was tweaking thinkin I was gonna stop breathin lol.

All in all it sucked. Dr upped my kpins tho so now I'm all good =)

Dr also informed me today that what I thought was stress, a tic I get in my eye, is tourette's. I was like srsly? He put me on risperadone? (sp). Guess I'll see. First time a dr said that to me. Shrugs.
 
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I wonder what percentage of BLers get ridiculously fucked up & start posting like me? I'd imagine 30%


Like I'll wake up & just start faspalming at my shit u__u

Meee. I usually don't even reread my stuff, but sometimes I'll go to respond to a thead and I had already responded previously. Awkward. Also I nodded in the middle of this post

It's gotta be higher than 30% though, doesn't it?
 
douggy said:
oui tenty...oui...shall I PM you?

Only with my written consent. In this case, yeah, go for it mate.

Morning/afternoon/evening bdd folks! How are we all?

Im having so much fun hanging out at the laundromat atm. Gotts wash dem white hooded sheets n ma clothes.

Who wants to iron them for me. Theres a reward at stske so first in best served ;)
 
Right.

Just cleared 50 pm's so the next cunt that complains that i need to make space is going to get turkey slapped with my 12'' penis. Ill wrap right round yo face!
 
No 12" ALL round baby.

There aint nobody dope as me cause im just so fresh n so clean.

Just got a no. 3 buzz cut off the old man and just jumped out after a wonderful shower.

Neatly lunch time which means my first dose of valium for the day and a few whiskys to wash em down.

Left over roast lamb sandehiches for lunchy munchies. Yum!

What are you fuckers up to?
 
Meee. I usually don't even reread my stuff, but sometimes I'll go to respond to a thead and I had already responded previously. Awkward. Also I nodded in the middle of this post

It's gotta be higher than 30% though, doesn't it?
I used to buy dope at a laundromat. They called it the ice cream parlour, though.


So fucking pissed I went to get my nose/lip pierced & epicly phailed. gaaahhhddammm.



IDK I don't think many people get fucking wasted and post. Most seem to post either right before or right after. There's way too much spellin & grammar win for them to be fucked up. Unless they're old heads & post coherently =D.


Going on about 30 hours of being fucked up/blacked out/passed out over here. Feels good man, annnnd I just got a bunch more alcohol!
 
Sparks, haven't had it in about 2 or 3 years, but it still tastes fucking lovely. A hint of cough syrup, but lovely nonetheless. I also have a 40 or PBR <3 & a 23.5oz (2 beers) green apple Joose, 12% drunkenness. I am getting so hammered this weekend, right now. I wish everyone was always as fucked up as us, life would be beautiful.
 
Wshat is sparks? A liquer or something?

Yeah and i wish the social would oick up again after my noticed absence. But that raises the question, wheres laccy?

I gotsa nice mellow buzz from 25mg val n on my 3rd and last whiskey for the day.

Todays meant to be 25°c and sunny so of course, like most other times when i hang my clothes to dry, the rain comes in a stop start mannervall fucking dau. I bet they dontvdry today.

Just as well as i put shit i needed in the dryer while at the laundromat.
 
Sparks is a pint of 6% alcohol-caffeine soda. It doesn't taste anything like booze though, so I could easily drink about 50 of 'em. Lsccy probably died choking on a dick... Haven't seen him on AIM lately either...ughhhh laundry sux
 
How do you fail at getting piercings exactly?

Also, have you had strongbow? It's a hard cider and one of the only alcoholic beverages I can can drink if I'm thirsty, very refreshing. Though also expensive, gotta love that pbr for the price.
 
I walked down the street, to the bus stop.;.. nothing. Walked a bit farther to kill time, nothing, went to grocery store, bough & ate sammich (took free mustard & mayo packs with me), nothing, called transit service, bus 2 is out of service bus 1 is good2go, nothing, still nothing, getting so pissed, nothing, nolthing. nothing. nothing. so fuciking pissed. Walk home. I walked about 2.5 miles for ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING BUT A WASTED BUZZ but not wasted, I'm wasted. Still wasted, the tattoo parlour by my house doesn't do piercings at all, WHATTHEFUCK




In other news my former house mate who narced on me left his dead brother's Miami Heat jersey. LOL I have it. And hate him. -snips- Hrmmm time will tell...

Never seen strongbow, I live in one of the US's best beer cities & only buy PBR :|...
 
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L[a]ccy probably died choking on a dick...

BAHAHAHAHA.

No BTH tonight. Friend got back from being out of town and had to pay him back the 25 for that oxy. Picked up a couple four loko's though. Needed something after having the battery die in walmart parking lot and having to wait there for an hour after same friend just picked up [snip]. :/
 
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haha pbr is alright, but im more of a old mill guy, or whats cheap/onsale. i dont bother getting nice beer most of the time anymore since i just chug them anyways. (or paintstick them ;) ) its funny since i work in a beer warehouse haha.

bob ya need to stop hanging with squids!

fuck today, yesterday and probably tomorrow. caved and grabbed alot of blow to band aid my brain for a few days at least.. its hard not to when your best friend happens to sell really good blow, and live down the street :/
 
Doug dude, edit that stuff outta ya post bro. I dont mean to be a dick but its not wise to have those tidpits in front ofvth DEAs eyes.

Yay. A couple cones and i hit home base, nodding in n out if bizaar dreams.

Ill check you layta errbody!
 
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