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BDD Social and Info Booth vs 32 - I Stopped Drugs, Only While I'm Asleep.

Working. Sucks. Today I was supposed to cut to .25 mg, but we have enough left to do one more day at .5, then two at .25. Think we're gonna go that route. Gonna see the Avett Brothers tonight. Should be a cool show, and we have plenty if bud, plus some "oil" for the e cig. Good times.
 
gotta go to my second job in about 20 mins until like 10. just smoked a fat bowl and plugged 15 mgs of oxy in the shower. now im just smoking a delicious fine nicotine product (cig) and jamming out to some music. feeling A1!
 
If it walks like a junkie,
Talks like a junkie,
And cops like a junkie,
It's a fucking junkie!

Guys, I'm a junkie.

Ugh. I did something stupid today and now I gotta hope and pray I pass a gs/ms UDT in 4.75 days.
 
What did you go and do?

I feel fucking great. Took a little over a capful of ghb, and smoked some nice quality jib. Ahhh fridays.

Lac your inbox is full meng
 
sameold, we all make mistakes. It's in our addict nature. I pray all goes well for u!

So, I ended up eatin like 50-60 mg hydro n don't feel shit. Wtf?! Could my tolerance still be that high? I feel relaxed but no euphoria. Damn.

Think it'd b safe to take .5-1 mg alprazolam? My lovin mom just dropped me off bars. How awesome is she! Hmm, so tempting.

What do u all think???
 
hydrocodone? do you have tolerance to both? i dont think .5 would be a problem if 60mg of hydrocodone isnt doing too much
 
DynoSpec said:
hydrocodone? do you have tolerance to both? i dont think .5 would be a problem if 60mg of hydrocodone isnt doing too much
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I was off opiates for almost 2 yrs, minus 1 week on percs a year ago, so I figured my tolerance would be low by now. Evidently not. Before I quit I was takin 120 mgs of oxy and still functioning. Alprazolam I can do 15-20 mgs and not black out or do stupid shit. It's been hours and I'm just now gettin some nodding.

I think I'll wait til tmrw and try a lil less hydro with a bit of alprazolam. Maybe 20 mg hydro with 1 ng alprazolam. Sound like a good, safe start?
 
fair enough, you know yourself best :) I hate opiate tolerance, i used to do waayyy too much hydromorphone and now its hard to get a buzz from even 80-100mg of oxy :( (even though ive had the longest of long breaks)

I think that 30mg hydro and .5 aplrazolam would be more enjoyable personally.
 
Motherfuckers, it's looking like I'm going to do dope. Again 8). orgone is on his way up here from SC, and I don't turn down the chance to meet BLers! I'm sure we'll find sommething, erm, productive, to get into ;).
 
DynoSpec said:
fair enough, you know yourself best :) I hate opiate tolerance, i used to do waayyy too much hydromorphone and now its hard to get a buzz from even 80-100mg of oxy :( (even though ive had the longest of long breaks)

I think that 30mg hydro and .5 aplrazolam would be more enjoyable personally.
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Well, I just took 20 mg hydro n 1 mg alprazolam. Gonna wait 30 mins or so n see if it does jack. Why oh why can't I have an endless supply of both?! ;)
 
I've been trying to get off dope recently since my mom caught on and found me passed out next to a rig. I was rinsing out the rig and I guess I passed out on my bed before I could squirt it out and hide it... Damn kpins and dope!

This morning I did a shot of some ridiculously strong dope, just a .1 shot of some white ECP + 50mg DPH + toss n' washed some Bali Kratom + 20mg diazepam and .5 clonazepam. I was nodding fucking face! I couldn't even walk straight or keep my head up or eyes from drooping down haha. I had to attend my cousin's graduation, it was a mess for me guize!

How is everyone? I lub u guize :)
 
We all have slips... it took me 2 months of slippin before i made it a year without any meth. But even that streak for me is over now. Slipped last week. But I think now that i know what will happen if i don't keep it reigned in, n now i have something to lose, i think i can b a sometimer. Stay up a couple nights maybe once a month or so.
Dont be too hard on yourself when u slip, just get back up as soon as u can
 
Is you ok, is you?

tentram said:
Ive got something to say but i dont wanna.
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gud, cuz I wanted to know.
 
hangyourhead said:
I've been trying to get off dope recently since my mom caught on and found me passed out next to a rig. I was rinsing out the rig and I guess I passed out on my bed before I could squirt it out and hide it... Damn kpins and dope!

This morning I did a shot of some ridiculously strong dope, just a .1 shot of some white ECP + 50mg DPH + toss n' washed some Bali Kratom + 20mg diazepam and .5 clonazepam. I was nodding fucking face! I couldn't even walk straight or keep my head up or eyes from drooping down haha. I had to attend my cousin's graduation, it was a mess for me guize!

How is everyone? I lub u guize :)
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Haha I'm on the same combo--100mg tar, 2mg kpins, 50mg DPH %)! Feeling good as shit, talking to cute girls online hehe. Hao you doing? I slipped up, but helped a fellow BLer & had a good time.
Leggz said:
We all have slips... it took me 2 months of slippin before i made it a year without any meth. But even that streak for me is over now. Slipped last week. But I think now that i know what will happen if i don't keep it reigned in, n now i have something to lose, i think i can b a sometimer. Stay up a couple nights maybe once a month or so.
Dont be too hard on yourself when u slip, just get back up as soon as u can
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Exactly. Relapse is part of the process. Learn from the mistakes; pick it back up, and most importantly keep shit moving. I was at an NA meeting last year before I went to treatment, and this older lady picked up her first year... after 18 years of trying. But she did it!
 
Ahahaah hell yeah 'cuz! How you doing tonight?

Man, Im not allowed at my best friend's place 'cos his lease-holding roommie hates me. Said 'mate is out of town, so the 2 of us have been talking about me spending the night over. He calls and wants to chill. I say, "Yeah definitely, but I have to be back at 9am for this house meeting."
-"Ohhh, well I have to work at 11, so I'm trying to sleeep in as much as possible."
I'm inferring that means he won't pick me up unless I can pull a ride out of my ass from his place to mine in the morning. Is it just me or is that some weak shit to pull? I'm never allowed at his place & he's gonna be a bitch. Fake shit FTL :\.
 
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