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i have had experience with kratom before, and right now i feel pretty good off around ~12-13grams of thai kratom and 7.5mg oxycodone. it feels a lttle weak but it was almost free and it is nice to have !00+ grams for whenever i need it yah know? it is a good tool for my toolbox, if you catch my drift ;)

i dont plan on doing it everyday, maybe like 2-3times a week wth 2-3 days in betweem usage plus a little bupre and valium will suit me very well... i am completely out of withdrawal that is for sure, and i feel gooooooood

that sucks about your money, but your mom is right you dont need to be fucking with oxycodone, shit is basically heroin in pill form. idk about you, but my life used to revolve around oxy/heroin and id waste all my time finding and using them. sex, family, friends, food, my health, ect.. everything came after scoring. scoring for the day or week was the number 1 priority
 
yeah bro, i know. i really am gonna stay away after this. regardless, it will be a big change from last summer. ill be getting high at work less (at least after this week ;) ) i wont be getting 30-40 15s every 3 weeks. ill actually have something to show this summer. ive got my mind set, plus everyone is on to me so i gotta lay extremly low.

i can binge this week cuz my dad doesnt know that im on oxy and weed at work, he doesnt expect it at all or i would have been called out numerous times last summer. im gonna try to tone it down this summer

and yeah your right 7 years is to long to be doing this. i dont want the mental mindfuck that goes with it either, you can take this weekend for example. i ruined the last 2 days cuz i was worried about my oxy money. i am really looking forward to it tho cuz monday i start back work and i wanted to feel awesome for my first day back plus it will make it much easier to get back into the groove of things, ya know?
 
Snorted an mg of my bupe. Actually felt pretty fucking nice not gonna lie. Was heavy headed; rushing a bit. I remember a long time ago when id been clean a good 3-4 months in I found a 2mg bupe tab I had from my last round of coming off opiates. I snorted it in quarters and fuck I think that was the most intense opiate high I've ever experienced if I'm really honest. I just remember being so high for so long, my entire body was tingling but it was real heavy.

I got 1mg left of my days dosage- dunno whether to just leave it, cause I swallowed 40mg of temazepam and 3mg of bromazepam. Waiting for that to kick in :sus: ...

It's a bit weird, I still having cravings for oxy.. I thought they wouldn't be as intense as this. I really want some oxy. I don't know what to do to get my mind around it to be honest. I just need to continue on and get through this mess so the cravings leave me for good. I can't stay on oxy forever. I was even doctor shopping, getting off the street, it was crazy. I'd be getting in a gram of oxy a day to use. Fuck man I look back and think how hard I tried to hide that life and in the end was it worth it? I can hardly remember these past few months. They've gone by as if you took a paper calendar and just blew off the pages. But that's what I wanted, I loved it, everyone around me hated it. It was catching up to me, my girlfriend was suspicious and rightly so, my mum plain out knew, I dunno. Sorry to post this on here, just want to share my story somewhere... Feel it helps me. I don't crave oxy anymore either.. Just through a few sentences. And then came the IVing. My mind was so bent I just slammed a cocktail of death into my veins in the park listening to classical music with my best clothes on. Plunging that syringe in thinking it will take your life just to get a rush isnt fucking cool. Talk about a fucking exit eh? Waking up with the needle stuck in your arm is NOT cool. Waking up at all after that wasn't fucking cool.

I dunno what it is about oxy that is so enchanting. So beautiful. It's heaven and hell packed into the same punch. If only hitler hadnt of been dosing his endocets and feeding them to his nazi followers. I'm not surprised they fucking bowed down to him, you can capture the mind and soul of anyone with this drug.
 
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Hi guys...

Just passing by, and I see we're just all in it for the money :(

Naah joking ;)

Trying to feel good and it's not easy these days...
 
laCster said:
loool!! i know

nutella and kratom was actually good tasting. it just tasted like nutella and i love nutella. i feel quite content and out of withdrawal. i feel quite a nice buzz, wish i could just step it up 1 more notch and i would be in opiate dreamland. wish i had like 1 or 2 more oxy or some tramadol or even codeine or some shit....

50mg hydrocodone sounds nice, with trams and lyrica, sounds like a pleasant combo :)

i am feeling quite content right now out of withdrawal and feel all nice and floaty and intoxicated. man i want a ciggerette soo bad, but i know it will fuck the hsit out of my valium, fucking pisses me off. going to buy some nicotine gum soon because literally the first puff i take off a ciggy will completely bring me down from my valium buzz and it makes me want to take more.

i might just say fuck it, smoke a cig, and dose another 5mg valium for shits and giggles.


i've probably consumed around 12-15grms of thai kratom over the past hour or so, i am starting to really feel this shit now, the euphoria and stupor gets stronger by the inute
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Ooo...Valium sounds delicious, though it always does...one of my favorite drugs of all time. And while the 50mg of hydrocodone is a decent therapeutic dose, I took 60mg on saturday to feel nothing but itch and pain relief lol...Getting down to a 5.5 was nice though. Something more along the lines of 120-150mg of MS-Contin with 60mg diazepam is more like it lol...

I need to find me a kratom source though...I can't seem to get my hands on MS-Contin anymore, and vicodin isn't always available.
 
Yah morphine is kind of shitty if you don't IV it.

I like oxy better because I can just swallow the IR on an empty stomach and get more fucked.
 
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Snorted an mg of my bupe. Actually felt pretty fucking nice not gonna lie. Was heavy headed; rushing a bit. I remember a long time ago when id been clean a good 3-4 months in I found a 2mg bupe tab I had from my last round of coming off opiates. I snorted it in quarters and fuck I think that was the most intense opiate high I've ever experienced if I'm really honest. I just remember being so high for so long, my entire body was tingling but it was real heavy.

I got 1mg left of my days dosage- dunno whether to just leave it, cause I swallowed 40mg of temazepam and 3mg of bromazepam. Waiting for that to kick in :sus: ...

It's a bit weird, I still having cravings for oxy.. I thought they wouldn't be as intense as this. I really want some oxy. I don't know what to do to get my mind around it to be honest. I just need to continue on and get through this mess so the cravings leave me for good. I can't stay on oxy forever. I was even doctor shopping, getting off the street, it was crazy. I'd be getting in a gram of oxy a day to use. Fuck man I look back and think how hard I tried to hide that life and in the end was it worth it? I can hardly remember these past few months. They've gone by as if you took a paper calendar and just blew off the pages. But that's what I wanted, I loved it, everyone around me hated it. It was catching up to me, my girlfriend was suspicious and rightly so, my mum plain out knew, I dunno. Sorry to post this on here, just want to share my story somewhere... Feel it helps me. I don't crave oxy anymore either.. Just through a few sentences. And then came the IVing. My mind was so bent I just slammed a cocktail of death into my veins in the park listening to classical music with my best clothes on. Plunging that syringe in thinking it will take your life just to get a rush isnt fucking cool. Talk about a fucking exit eh? Waking up with the needle stuck in your arm is NOT cool. Waking up at all after that wasn't fucking cool.

I dunno what it is about oxy that is so enchanting. So beautiful. It's heaven and hell packed into the same punch. If only hitler hadnt of been dosing his endocets and feeding them to his nazi followers. I'm not surprised they fucking bowed down to him, you can capture the mind and soul of anyone with this drug.
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Methadone might be a better choice for you synthetix, I know your tolerance is really high (correct me if I'm wrong, but weren't you taking ~160mg of oxycodone at a time?). Not to mention methadone is a full agonist, so it would probably help with cravings much better.

And if you're still craving I'd see how the benzos to kick in, judge how you're doing and take the last mg of bupe if you feel confident you can handle it. Bupe overdose is VERY rare in opioid tolerant individuals. Hell, they had me taking 180mg of phenobarbital when I was in the initiating stages to try and detox me from clonazepam (I would have preferred clonaz detox; 3 days after my last dose of phenobarbital was one of the worst days of my life lol).

edit: I retract that statement.
 
The Nazis used fentanyl gas to kill the Jews in conc. Camps because of how lipid soluble it is. Could kill someone very easily by filling a room with fent gas , enough to kill an elephant.

i guess my tolerance is a little higher than i thought it was. i am a little buzzing, but nothing intense, just out of withdrawal for the time being a little bit speedy.

about to down 90mg dxm, 5mg valium and 25mg dph
 
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I do have a question referring the post I made yesterday. How would suggesting desoxyn be any worse than suggesting adderall or dexedrine to my psychiatrist? She already knows of my knowledge of pharmaceuticals and has warned me of how people knowledgeable of drugs often suffer because of their knowledge when they present it to physicians, so it's not as like she doesn't know that I've researched my options.

Edit: Anyone ever heard of Bromadol? This shit sounds awesome, AND it's not scheduled lmao.

Who figured something stronger than sufentanil would go unnoticed by the DEA? lmao
 
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idk man, we arent really alowwed to discuss about sourcing or doctors offices or what you should ask for ect...

go with your best judgment
 
I realize we're not supposed to sourcing or how to get your doc to Rx. I was just asking why it would be any worse. But meh, I won't argue the semantics of the BLUA.
 
I really dunno about methadone. It just seems too hardcore for me. The benzos didn't do much really. I just feel a little sleepy that's all. I just want that oxy mood lift back. Fucks sake I should have quit a few months back.
 
oxy feels more like bupre, and heroin/morphine feels more like methadone.

stick at your doses below 2mg for a week and see how you feel after a week, shit doesnt just happen overnight yah know? you have to give the bupre a chance to kick in... also d-amp synergizes with bupre AMAZINGLY well, with dexedrine and benzos, bupre feels like a full agonist at doses below 2mgs, feels like 60-80mg oxycodone to me
 
You'd be on a pretty low dose of methadone, probably 30-40mg/day, and you might be able to get that as split dose. It's just if your buprenorphine isn't helping with the cravings at all you're more than likely relapse.

Great news. On top of the 10 5-325 norcos I got today, I'm getting 20mg of alprazolam fronted and for a cheap ass price. :P
Fuck ya...nothin like getting a little xanie.
 
it has only been 1 day though!!!! of course he wants to get high. the first day of metadone would be the same.

it takes 2 full weeks to get the most therapeutic value. i'm not talking about how long it takes to kick in (bupre kicks in almost instantly for me nasal, but takes 2 hours for the levels of norbup to be higher than bup. daily users also have more norbup in their system than single-dose users. bupre has an extremely long half life; as a result of elongated duration, bup levels accumulate and add up so whie you are taking 1mg daily, you will have 2mg in your system at all times. this way the norbup has receptors to bind to and increases the agonist feeling.


after around 2 weeks of taking below 1-2mg a day, your norbup levels will be at their highest, you will start adjusting to your life, and repairing. IMO you have to try bupre out for 2-3 weeks to see if it works for you.\


scaggs, tentram, doug, smoke, effie, debaser, synth, mugs, whats up? how are you guys doing?

i am fucking awesome, all my kratom needed was some weed and i feel soooo fucking good right now, omg. i feel amazing, dreamy and doped out. this is what i have missed for so long <3
 
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feeling fantastic mang. on my patented cocktail of IV morphine, valium and weed while chain smoking and drinking cawfee. i'm chilled as all hell, bruvva:) it's raining here and extremely overcast so the weather is perfect for this dosing.

i'm rugged up in my bed with the tv on in the background with the laptop sitting on my chest. pure comfort level reached.

what are you up to, dude? rest of the BDD folk?
 
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