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yeah it's almost 7pm here now.

fuck, man. that' a bit of weight loss. get some potato's into ya and eat right. i've been putting a bit more weight on slowly. eating really well now, mostly having 3 meals a day now as opposed to lucky to have 2 half sized meals on a good day in the past. i'm even managing snacks un between meals on other days, but healthy shit like carrots, capsicums, apples, bananas, grape, you get the point.

it' going toward to get around 85kg with weight training so i can just tone the extra flab on me instead of having to bulk up as i workout. not that that makes much sense but i'm one of those luxky people, who if a little chubby around the edges, can quickly tone up and turn it into muscle.

take it easy with the coke use, mr scag. the H too. i'd hate to hear about your gf dumping you as a result among other things, ya know? :) keep it in check muh niqqa.
 
4am here...donno why the hell i'm awake I can never really get good sleep when I do a fat shot of dope late at night. Hmm scag thats tough man, slang that a drug user would know but not a non user for speedballs...fuck I literally got nothing haha, whats brown and white? Flour and brown sugar? I googled it and nothing came up literally only speedballs. Fuck man I gotta drive into Boston at 5am and I wanna do a big shot of dope before that but Idk if that will go so well with only 3 hours of sleep. Could be nodding a lil too hard
 
id wait til you get there. no sleep makes it that much more possible to nod out and wreck your whip or even worse kill someone.

i to cant sleep, my neck hurts so bad. ive taken ibuprofen, tylenol, gabapentin, smoked weed, and drank vodka and it still hurts like hell. guess i gotta drink more vodka lol

oh i forgot to add that i found the full tape for miss teen delaware. she actually went to my school and played softball with my sister, shits crazy. anyways, no moaning, she farted/queefed a few times and laughed at it, dudes dick popped out a good amount and overall i probaly wont watch it again. i will give it to her that her skills in the cock sucking department are pretty good but dont quit your day job youngin ;)

bout to go hit some weeds and slug some vodka i guess. sleep aint coming anytime soon

edit: @Scagnattie i to searched and the only thing came up was "powerball". unless you have something established like " yo bro, you wanna go get tickets for the powerball" or "are all the powerball tickets sold yet" etc. other then that idk brotha
 
Mr.Scagnattie said:
Come onnnn, love. You're my fellow speedball aficionado. =D

By the way, hows the whole quitting speedballs and shit going?

Edit: Just read your above post... I take it you didn't swallow the coke. Haha.
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Haha I'm sorry! I've never needed to use another word, I really can't think of anything... :(

Indeed, the coke wasn't swallowed. Well the whole quitting speedballs thing was going great until last night, I'd even been snorting my H, but there you go, last night kinda blew it. And I injected again today. Blah. How about you?
 
Day 1: subutex. 2mg in the morning after last nights binge (which was fucking off the chain, ayho!-no really, it was stupid as fuck.) took my last 300mg of oxy, last 800mg of DHC, last 100mg of temazepam, and to top it all off my beautiful 120mg of dexedrine. What a pleasant evening.

But now... Feeling.... Nothing. The same as usual but a slight mood lift as I would on oxy. Hehe perhaps withdrawal won't kill me after all!

Anyways how you all been? Pagey :( maybe you should get to a bupe doctor. I dunno how it would be for you but maybe it would stop the withdrawals. You know I OD"d recently too and now I'm on this... Id gotten too out of hand for all of it. I couldn't stand my life anymore. This game isn't for you neither me, we can't play it anymore.

EDIT: FUCK I WANT TO RELAPSE SO BADLY I FOUND A POCKET FULL OF TABLETS... ON MY FIRST DAY, REALLY?!?

I threw them away. Fuck you tablets.
 
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for yayyyy!! good job bro, i hope you only go uphill from here.

as for me, i still havent slept yet cuz my fucking neck aches sooo bad right now. guess ill go burn some more weed
 
synthetix said:
Day 1: subutex. 2mg in the morning after last nights binge (which was fucking off the chain, ayho!-no really, it was stupid as fuck.) took my last 300mg of oxy, last 800mg of DHC, last 100mg of temazepam, and to top it all off my beautiful 120mg of dexedrine. What a pleasant evening.

But now... Feeling.... Nothing. The same as usual but a slight mood lift as I would on oxy. Hehe perhaps withdrawal won't kill me after all!

Anyways how you all been? Pagey :( maybe you should get to a bupe doctor. I dunno how it would be for you but maybe it would stop the withdrawals. You know I OD"d recently too and now I'm on this... Id gotten too out of hand for all of it. I couldn't stand my life anymore. This game isn't for you neither me, we can't play it anymore.

EDIT: FUCK I WANT TO RELAPSE SO BADLY I FOUND A POCKET FULL OF TABLETS... ON MY FIRST DAY, REALLY?!?

I threw them away. Fuck you tablets.
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I was really happy to hear how much better you sounded synth, I know you can do this.
As for bupe, I dunno. I've been thinking about it, I'm not really sure why I don't want to really...I'm probably just making up more excuses not to quit tbh. But I also feel like I need to do this on my own. It's dumb but there you go :\
 
My fucking check still didn't come. Fuck U.S. mail, fuck em fuck em fuck em.

I'm still getting my oxy regardless but its still irritating. My moms gonna write me a check and ill give her the one in the mail if it doesn't get here tommorrow
 
LOL Tentram....


Just received 100+ grams of kratom, about to see if I can still bare to stand the toss and wash method. Ugh, makes me gag just thinking about it.


8-10g kratom, 7.5mg oxycodone, 10mg valium, 50mg hydroxyzine , and 200 mg tagamet. Let's go baby.
 
Lmao just puked all over myself


I went back for round two and its keeeping down so far
 
You gotta have that iron stomach for that lac. Just parachute it, it's not nearly as bad.

My fucking mom is trying to say she is only gonna give me enough money for lunches so I cant buy pills. Well it was more like well maybe ill do this so you won't buy em

I'm just trying to tell her to give me my fucking money so I can be done with it. So I'm pretty sure I'm either getting 130 from her, or just lunch money. If my check is here tommorrow then I can tell her nevermind and do what the fuck I want with MY money
 
synthetix said:
Lacster don't you take bupe? Wont that oxy and Kratom do nothing?
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My last bupre dose was 48++ hrs ago. I was in withdrawal when I woke up this morning .


Found a store that sells 00 capsules, definitely going to buy a pack of those, I can barely keep a tablespoon (5grams) of kratom down with toss and wash.

Hmm right now, I feel good, kind of energetic and kind of sedative. I'm going to make a kratom and nutella sandwich because I only have around 5 grams of kratom in me right now and need about 5 more grams to get me straight. Sadly I only had 7.5 mg oxycodone, but at the moment I feel a slight buzz

I made sure that I did the kratom first which is a good thing because I would have wasted my oxy and valium. But after the first minute of doing toss and wash I feel fine.


Oooooo I just got a wave of warmness wash over me!
 
It loses its punch after the first few times IMO but the first time is fucking awesome. Try to parachute it man, that's the only way I would do it now

Oh and with capsules its gonna take alot longer to feel it
 
Th
smokemctoke420 said:
It loses its punch after the first few times IMO but the first time is fucking awesome. Try to parachute it man, that's the only way I would do it now

Oh and with capsules its gonna take alot longer to feel it
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I've never parachuted anything. What do I do, put the kratom in some toilett paper and twist it up into a sack/dumpling looking thing?


I feel fucking good right now.


Usually I'm going to add the kratom on top of bupre. I always feel it on a low dose of bupre .

0.5mg bupre and 5grams kratom sets me pretty straight :)


Ohh yah , and when I add it to bupre, I want it to take longer to kick in so that the bupre gets to my receptors before kratom dose
Works very nicely and combines quite well with low doses of bupre, adds a speedy and extra oomph to the opiate buzZ.

That's why I want the capsules. Snort .5mg bupre and swallow the capsules 30mins after. I peak 1-2hrs off of bupre, and I want the kratom to kick in with or after the bupre peak.
 
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Ahh the nutella and kratom sandwich on wheat bread was soooo much better than toss and wash. Still tastes nasty but easier to swallow because of no powder texture covered by the bread

And with the capsules ill be able to carry them wherever I go so I can dose throughout the day.

The kratom will help stretch my bupre supply so I stock up so I can have bupre forever muahahaha lolol.

Most likely will dose bupre in morning, and kratom at night. Works very well together.


Omg omg omg, I haven't felt this way in a long time. Omg opiate full agonism wowowow
 
laC...that is parachuting lol...

and nutella and kratom...that just sounds nasty lol...

Just swallowed 50mg hydrocodone (wishing it was more like a 150mg CWE lol), 300mg tramadol, 150mg hydroxyzine, 300mg lyrica and about to attack some gin. How is everyone doing this afternoon?
 
loool!! i know

nutella and kratom was actually good tasting. it just tasted like nutella and i love nutella. i feel quite content and out of withdrawal. i feel quite a nice buzz, wish i could just step it up 1 more notch and i would be in opiate dreamland. wish i had like 1 or 2 more oxy or some tramadol or even codeine or some shit....

50mg hydrocodone sounds nice, with trams and lyrica, sounds like a pleasant combo :)

i am feeling quite content right now out of withdrawal and feel all nice and floaty and intoxicated. man i want a ciggerette soo bad, but i know it will fuck the hsit out of my valium, fucking pisses me off. going to buy some nicotine gum soon because literally the first puff i take off a ciggy will completely bring me down from my valium buzz and it makes me want to take more.

i might just say fuck it, smoke a cig, and dose another 5mg valium for shits and giggles.


i've probably consumed around 12-15grms of thai kratom over the past hour or so, i am starting to really feel this shit now, the euphoria and stupor gets stronger by the inute
 
laCster said:
Th

I've never parachuted anything. What do I do, put the kratom in some toilett paper and twist it up into a sack/dumpling looking thing?


I feel fucking good right now.


Usually I'm going to add the kratom on top of bupre. I always feel it on a low dose of bupre .

0.5mg bupre and 5grams kratom sets me pretty straight :)


Ohh yah , and when I add it to bupre, I want it to take longer to kick in so that the bupre gets to my receptors before kratom dose
Works very nicely and combines quite well with low doses of bupre, adds a speedy and extra oomph to the opiate buzZ.

That's why I want the capsules. Snort .5mg bupre and swallow the capsules 30mins after. I peak 1-2hrs off of bupre, and I want the kratom to kick in with or after the bupre peak.
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lol when i parachute i get double ply toilet paper but take 1 ply off and dump about 2 grams or so of kratom and fold it up into a square (twisting for me rips it). i just toss it in my mouth and chug some water. i did this 3 times for a quarter O of it.

oh and tolerance builds quck with kratom, just remember that.

i sorta feel like a dick. i took a few shots and came downstairs and my mom said something about my money. she knew i was gonnna use it on oxy and again said she should only give me lunch money for work since its coming out of her pocket and getting paid back when my check gets here.

im glad i had some liquor in me. she knows about my weed use and wants me to stop but thats not her main concern right now. i just told her the 130 i gave her was my weed money for the next 2 weeks and that i just wanted to pick up some weed and have some lunch money and spending money.

idk how she believed me but shes gonna give me the 130 tommorrow if my check isnt in the mail. she said she would rather me do weed then oxy and to conquer one thing at a time.

i feel like a dick but im trying to pick up a good amount since its my last time picking up alot and i want them for monday when i start work. i told her i would let her see my bank reciepts, which i will. ill be saving 250 a check, which was put towards oxy all last summer. well this summer people know whats up so i wont be buying much oxy at all soon. maybe on my tax return i will, but only if its a good amount and it wont all be spent on oxy.
 
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