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4gs!!!!! 8o That is a lot of 4-FA, hope you are planning to share that with friends or keep it for multiple sessions. I once did a 1g 4-FA binge and that was enough, over a couple days. Definitely better if you save it for 4 sessions or share with a few mates.

It will take a couple weeks or so before people in the house go through it. No one binges on it, person who ordered it uses it in extremely small doses to get house work done. Some will probably be given away to people who will use like me, recreational doses once or twice in a night and maybe again the next day after sleep or with days in between.

Shit when we ordered 10g that took a while to go through and half of it was sold/given away lol.
 
What's up everyone,, how are you guys? I feel spectacular , woke up to 15mg valium, 175 mg DXM, .5mg bupre, Purple weeds, and ciggies. I forgot how much I love nmda antagonists. I am quite fond of DXM when combined with bupre, valium, hydroxyzine/dph, and especially marihuana.


What's up cloudy and Pagey, have have you guys been? Haven't seen you around much lately cloudy; I wish you the best!:)
Pagey, where are you from, and where do you live?(if you don't mind me asking :)? You said something about Paris, France but I wasn't sure if you were from there or lived there?

Yeah I've been a little absent during my whole leaving texas/brief homelessness. I was staying over at one of my bestfriends place while I dealt with some personal struggles, and starting to get back on my feet. I'm now not homeless anymore, and had a really awesome job interview today after I took the bus from central NC to the appalachian mountains in my universities town. The job is as a custodian on campus working the 4am-1pm shift M T W TR F at 10.90 an hour. I should be hearing back either today or monday about whether or not I got the job. I have a good feeling though. I really dominated the interview. If I get this job I'll be sitting pretty nice and will be able to start paying my friend rent right away.

Pagey I know how it is trying to come off hard drugs. I'm in the process of tapering with suboxone, which is working pretty well. It just make me feel normal, and with not doing any H for a month an a half, Im not craving it anymore. It used to be that even just touching the veins I'd inject the H in normally would make me a little anxious, but now I don't care to be on opioids anymore.
 
Mmm mmm mmmmm... 240mg of oxy, 12 bromazepam. What's good fellas?

What's up synth? How are you doing man, hows the bromazepam feeling? I've never had bromazepam before, which benzo would you compare it to?

^That sounds like a pretty cool way to wake up tbh =D
I'm okay I'm okay, I'm glad that as of yesterday I'm not stuck in bed shivering and throwing up anymore, damn heroin withdrawals...
Oh and I'm from Paris but I now live in London. But I come back to Paris during all my uni breaks and stuff :)

So any big plans for the day?

That sucks your sick, I know you will get well soon :). That's cool that you are from Paris, I studied French for 8 years so I know a little French . That's cool you are from Europe. I'm from the U.S., and I am from Atlanta, Georgia

I just smoked a fat blunt and I'm so baked. I feel Iamazing; I havent had this much euphoria in a long time. DXM + weeds feels similar to mxe. I miss mxe I'm ramblinding and I'm really ygh right now hahaahaha

Yeah I've been a little absent during my whole leaving texas/brief homelessness. I was staying over at one of my bestfriends place while I dealt with some personal struggles, and starting to get back on my feet. I'm now not homeless anymore, and had a really awesome job interview today after I took the bus from central NC to the appalachian mountains in my universities town. The job is as a custodian on campus working the 4am-1pm shift M T W TR F at 10.90 an hour. I should be hearing back either today or monday about whether or not I got the job. I have a good feeling though. I really dominated the interview. If I get this job I'll be sitting pretty nice and will be able to start paying my friend rent right away.

Pagey I know how it is trying to come off,,hard drugs. I'm in the process of tapering with suboxone, which is working pretty well. It just make me feel normal, and with not doing any H for a month an a half, Im not craving it anymore. It used to be that even just touching the veins I'd inject the H in normally would make me a little anxious, but now I don't care to be on opioidsa anymore.

That sucks you were homeless:( . I was homeless this past summer , so I completely understand what you are going through. I wish you the best! Benjamin franklin once said the harder he worked, the luckier he gets ;)
 
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Bromazepam is so chill. Not sedating at all so you can take a bit and not pass out. Euphoric as hell when mixed with opiates like I've done. Taken some dexedrine too, it's all mixing beautifully. Damn I love this. I found the bromazepam completely by chance - had some strips id gotten in Germany hidden away.

I can't compare it to any other benzo. It's so unique and perfect.
 
well, it's looking like march 4th is gonna be a fantastic day. my dad told me that i might be starting back at the golf course that day and if for some reason it changes it will no later then the 11th. on top of that, the girl that i get roxis from every 3 weeks is supposed to get her script that day. i love going to work on oxy and weed, its a really nice combo for working at a golf course.

im baked as shit. im almost out but my friend owes me an 8th but if he cant get it till tommorrow i still got the bowl i broke which has a lot of resin, my steam roller, plus the little bit of weed i still got
 
Bromazepam is so chill. Not sedating at all so you can take a bit and not pass out. Euphoric as hell when mixed with opiates like I've done. Taken some dexedrine too, it's all mixing beautifully. Damn I love this. I found the bromazepam completely by chance - had some strips id gotten in Germany hidden away.

I can't compare it to any other benzo. It's so unique and perfect.

Nice find. I am going to look into bromazepam
 
Well I'm about to plug 128mgs of 4-FA (according to my new scale!). Hopefully it'll be enjoyable since I'm still noticing a tolerance to stimulants after my repeated 40mg Adderall doses.

I feel so much safer now knowing whether I'm closer to 120mg or 130mg when weighing something. Definitely recommend anyone with a 0.01g scale upgrade to a 0.001g scale.

Also bought a 10" glass stirring rod because it was a dollar lol. I think they are cool lol.

STILL pissed about my Alprazolam script being lowered drastically. 1 day after being prescribed it and almost half of it is gone. Yea, I took a total of 2.25mg. WHOA. 0.50mg the day I got it for anxiety before class, 1mg after an Adderall comedown, and 0.75mg for sleep the day after the adderall because I still had some anxiety (so again for anxiety though this ones a little less therapeutic). Passed out in like 45 minutes at 9 PM. Haven't gone to sleep that early in like..... Shit I don't even know.

So dumb. And I can't refill until 10 days pass. About to take another 1mg tonight for my 4-FA comedown. I'm limiting myself to 1mg. Normally I would take like 1.5-2mg just to make sure I no anxiety at all and sleep like a baby.
 
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That sucks your sick, I know you will get well soon :). That's cool that you are from Paris, I studied French for 8 years so I know a little French . That's cool you are from Europe. I'm from the U.S., and I am from Atlanta, Georgia

Cheers :) got offered coke tonight so along with the booze that obviously accompanies a friday night out, I'm feeling much better all of a sudden haha. As-tu déjà visité la France du coup? :)
 
Whats up everyone? How we doing tonight? And Scag and Pagey I'm fighting that battle with you guys too. The speedballs got a hold on me good, I can't seem to do one without the other. I really want to stop because I've had some really close calls with fat shots of cocaine and I don't know how much longer luck is going to be on my side. I'm going to try and just do dope for a while and then kick that. I hate the nature of addiction, I have a lot of suboxones I could use to detox with but the thing is I'd rather go all day sick and scheming for that chance of getting high than taking suboxone even though i'll feel good and not have cravings. UGH! Hope everyones having a good night
 
Good luck with it Mass, I hope the three of us succeed in this. These speedballs are turning me into a zombie, I've already OD'ed on them twice in the past few weeks for dosing too hard on the heroin (just thankful I keep naloxone in my room) and now one of my injection sites seems to be infected. These things are evil. Managing to quit either the dope or coke would already be massive (no matter what others think) and I'm sure we can do this. Just need to push ourselves a bit but we can do it!
 
Definitely! I need to resist cravings and not just give into them immediately. I always hear people say "You just have to want to quit more than you want to use". How do you guys feel about that saying?
 
What's up Mass? Yeah, we've talked before.. I know you've been struggling with the IV coke too. It's a real bitch.

This is my second day without shooting any coke, just doing dope, and I feel pretty good. I was fiending it pretty hard earlier in the day.. really just craving a massive bellringer but I did some more dope and the urge subsided.

You have to cut the coke out first IME if you want to eventually stop doing dope too. Using just straight dope helps a lot with the coke cravings in the beginning.. then after a bit you can focus on getting off the smack, which is what I'm doing now.
 
I crave the bellringers too man. Doing both just drives my habit so ridicilously out of control though because I'll be so coked outa my mind that it takes a ton more dope than id usually shoot just to be able to relax ya dig?
 
I crave the bellringers too man. Doing both just drives my habit so ridicilously out of control though because I'll be so coked outa my mind that it takes a ton more dope than id usually shoot just to be able to relax ya dig?

Yeah I know exactly what you mean. That's why I really wanted to stop with the coke... I wasn't enjoying the dope anymore because the high was so masked by all the coke. So I ended up having to do a shit load more dope, spending a ton of money in the process, just to make the coke crash bearable. The past 2 days of just doing good dope and being able to enjoy it have been much better.
 
I what's up Scag and hsrtrix and smoke and captain and Pagey?
Pagey I haven't been to France , I'd.love to go though


Scagggg...whats up doood
 
I what's up Scag and hsrtrix and smoke and captain and Pagey?
Pagey I haven't been to France , I'd.love to go though


Scagggg...whats up doood

what's godd buddy? how's your night?

i got a pint of bacardi, ive drank half of it since 10 lolz, im fairly wasted.

my friend came through with my 8th, i guess ill keep on drinking, ill smoke in a little bit.

edit: imma make some kief i think. bout to get high af
 
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