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Got my suboxone film today :)

Divided it and divided it until I had approximately ~0.5mg buprenorphine, just took it sublingually like 3 minutes ago. Let's see how this plays out with my tolerance.
 
So confused with the BDD social. Lol first it dissapeared, then it didn't? Lol...anyways....


Woke up in withdrawal but took literally less than .2mg of sub to keep me steady alone with a caffeine-filled preworkout mix. Went grocery shopping, got a lot of good foods, then hit the gym for an hour and ate a delicious dinner. Today was good for me, I.hope everyone else is doing ok!

The exercise is really fucking awesome, idk why I thought drugs and exercise don't go hand and hand, but they actually go great together! I get higher after a good workout session of wegithlifting and cardio and it makes me feel better, foodtaste better, helps me sleep, and does wonder for withdrawal!

Going to hang out with my big sis, watch some tv and drink some chamomile tea, yumm. Perfect way to end the day!
 
Want some opinions.

I took like 0.7mg of bupre or so and I'm starting to feel it (thought not super high or anything). Still might be increasing in effects.

Anyways, I've never speedballed before but was considering plugging 65mg of 4-FA while high from the bupre tonight. Would this be a bad combo ? Only thing I'm worried about is if I still experience anxiety on the comedown, I'll want to take some klonopin. My benzo tolerance is starting to get a bit high though, so I guess respiratory depression wouldn't be that significant.

It's either I add more buprenorphine and get higher, or I add some 4-FA to see what a speedball feels like (and still might even add more bupre if I'm not feeling that high from it).
 
hatrix said:
Want some opinions.

I took like 0.7mg of bupre or so and I'm starting to feel it (thought not super high or anything). Still might be increasing in effects.

Anyways, I've never speedballed before but was considering plugging 65mg of 4-FA while high from the bupre tonight. Would this be a bad combo ? Only thing I'm worried about is if I still experience anxiety on the comedown, I'll want to take some klonopin. My benzo tolerance is starting to get a bit high though, so I guess respiratory depression wouldn't be that significant.

It's either I add more buprenorphine and get higher, or I add some 4-FA to see what a speedball feels like (and still might even add more bupre if I'm not feeling that high from it).
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You already took too much bupre. Plug the 4fa... Lay off the bupre...

Mass08 said:
LaC im jealous that sounds like an awesome day!
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You could have had the same day, all it takes is the initiative and desire!
 
laCster said:
You already took too much bupre. Plug the 4fa... Lay off the bupre...
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I'm just estimating my bupre intake, could actually be around 0.5mg. I don't think that's to much, I'm feeling nice warm and fuzzy.

You think plugging 4-FA now is going to cause me bad anxiety or will it just increase euphoria and obviously cause me to speed some ? It's a small 4-FA dose considering my tolerance.

And sign into AIM lac, we can talk there instead. If you're home that is.
 
hatrix said:
I'm just estimating my bupre intake, could actually be around 0.5mg. I don't think that's to much, I'm feeling nice warm and fuzzy.

You think plugging 4-FA now is going to cause me bad anxiety or will it just increase euphoria and obviously cause me to speed some ? It's a small 4-FA dose considering my tolerance.

And sign into AIM lac, we can talk there instead. If you're home that is.
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Listen to me for the thousandth time hahaha, just plug a small dose of 4fa already.
I'll be home in ten mins and ill be on aim...

Captain.Heroin said:
hey laC

how's it going? I'm just busy smoking a bubbler, and about to go get myself some food.
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Very good! Hanging with my big sister and having a whiskey with a splash of water and ofc ice. Still out of withdrawal from my earlier bupre dosage so I am doing well. Got my exercise today and ate a good meal, very tasty.

What food are you going to get?
 
laCster said:
Listen to me for the thousandth time hahaha, just plug a small dose of 4fa already.
I'll be home in ten mins and ill be on aim...
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Hahah ok ok man, I just plugged ~69mgs of 4-FA. I'm trusting you ! lol.

I was going to keep my first bupre experience to itself but thought hell why not try a speedball since that's something I've never done either.
 
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4FA and bupe as a pseudo-speedball? seems like a bit of a stretch but thats just me :P

so i finally went to sleep around 5 this morning and awoke at just a wee bit after midday. 15 minutes later i had a syringe full of morphine injected straight in the main vein. Then my start of the day cigarette and coffee. Just now got out of a long ass soaking in the shower for like 20 minutes which was fucking devine. I even shampoo and conditioner my hair, like OMG. And with the best shit in the world - Fructis. It smells so fruity and is silky smooth!

Ive got to make it into the optometrist today or tomorrow but i dont think ill bother until tomorrow as im too relaxed back in bed with some comfort movies being another rainy day.

Seems as if everyone else is having good days/nights themselves which is awesome sauce.

Should i take a xanax before or after smoking a little weed, folks?
 
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I just think 4-FA is an extremely boring stimulant especially when compared to everything else thats available which would fill the stimulant spot that much better.

No more fucked up double post now, buddy!
 
I enterered a <snip> 12 tournament on pokerstars, top prize around <snippedy snip>, bottom prize around <snip> or something, im in the last 76, top 54 get paid
 
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tentram said:
I just think 4-FA is an extremely boring stimulant especially when compared to everything else thats available which would fill the stimulant spot that much better.

No more fucked up double post now, buddy!
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Opinions, opinions. 4-FA is one of the best replacements for 4-MMC I could find. 5/6-APB still isn't worth the price IMO, but I've only ever tried it once (I believe it was 6-APB).

I didn't do much 4-FA though, I'm slightly nodding out from the bupre and my HR is at resting level. Next time I try for a speedball, I'm going to dose the bupre, come up and then plug a decent dose of Adderall.

Good job not double posting lol.

Mugz said:
I enterered a <snip> 12 tournament on pokerstars, top prize around <snip>, bottom prize around <snip> or something, im in the last 76, top 54 get paid
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I used to play pokerstars, big poker fan. Only poker I ever play anymore is in an MMORPG called Ultima Online. Good luck though!
 
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well I am practically guaranteed money now, it's down to 56 players and its at the break, top 54 get paid and im sitting in 2nd place, a nice <SNIP> first prize would do me good right now though with my finances!!!!


Thanks for the luck, I think I used it all up in the earlier rounds though, hopefully your burst will get me to the final table were every gets over <SNIP>

hand for hand =d my favourite phrase at a poker table, means everyone is in the money but the person to get knocked out next, and sitting in 2nd that isn't going to be me, so I'm guaranteed a <SNIP> profit from this tournament
 
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Bumfucking ER's man...by the time I convinced my parents to take me, it was too late to go to an urgent care clinic, so we went to the ER for my panic attack (had to get them addressed, had at least 6 episodes this month), waited 3 hours (so I had calmed down by then), and got sent home with #6 2mg valium...

<SNIP> copay, for 12mg of valium...wtf?

And 2mg? Psh, the whole prescription is a dose for a smoker with panic disorder if even that, hah!
 
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