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Captain.Heroin said:
The police are sub-human scum, sorry to hear they ruined your night. You can still choose to be happy and not let it bum you out though. %)

I'm personally thankful, since three people I know were arrested within maybe a 2-3 week period. The police are relentless.
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I hear ya man and I've left it go. They did give me a great idea for a website though...basically think a review site but for the police. You could list their info, what they did, and any evidence you have. You rate them on a scale of 1 to 5 "donuts" (stars).

Worse cop of the week (worse rating) is the "crummy cop of the week" and listed on the main page.

Only problem is if I did such a site I would probably get pulled over by every cop in the states :p.

My grandfather went under the knife today...turns out his heart was 90% blocked so they're going to have to do a major surgery sometime this week. :( I know I shouldn't but I don't want to think about it so I've been popping gabapentin and xanax all night. Drinking a Bud Ice atm....wobbling around and all that good stuff. I'm craving a nod...or some MXE....or anything just to get this shit off my mind.

I love my Grandpap dearly...he and my Grandmother basically raised me because my mother up and left us when I was young and my father was always working out of town. I'm regretting these last few years when I had all the time in the world to spend time with them and instead nodded out and played video games. ><

Going to see him tomorrow, hope he's in good spirits. I can tell he's worried but he wont show it....he's a real mans man. Was born in 1930 and a child during the depression. He served in Korea while in the army....lots of stories he likes to tell about those days. He's the type of person that would shoot you in the face and sleep like a baby if you threatened his family.

Ah well enough rambling...I have beers to drink and more xanax to eat, plus some commercial bud C.H and Tricomb would probably laugh at. :) But at least its weed....right?

Wishing y'all the best.

Oh and one last thing: My homeboy is getting married and asked me to be his best man. The date? 4-20! Its going to be one big party. Can't wait but I'm nervous about begin a best man...never been one before. Anyone got any tips? I wanna show my friend a good time at his "last night of freedom" party. Gotta come up with money for strippers and booze....lol
 
Man I'm nodding like crazy from this bupre. Definitely enjoying it, and that's even with having plugged 70mgs of 4-FA.

Bout to pass out. My parts for my newish PC build come tomorrow. I ordered a second HD 7850 for crossfire and a new power supply. Definitely excited.
 
Sorry for the double post, I've been a mod/admin/owner of many forums but my last post was long so I'm going to break the rule:


I don't know a lot of your BDD regulars well but I see y'all use AIM. I have been on AIM since the 90s, so if you'd like to chat PM me your s/n (and a/s/l ;) :)).
 
lol bupe and 4-FA those are probably the last drugs I would ever think of when someone says they are doing a "speedball" =D

Good morning everyone!
 
Hey it wasn't really much of one. I had way more bupre considering my opiate tolerance to 4-FA so it pretty much overpowered it. Still felt good though.

I would rather use adderall.
 
so i dunno how long i've been here for now, since thursday evening.

i jones so bad for some opiates. god help me.

4mg of bupe isnt enough to maintain this beast inside me. i wanted to get methadone but they said no, no noooo.

sorry haven't been around for a while... don't get much time on the computers here. it's fair play but it's also shit.
 
I've started reducing the amount of H I take, going great for the moment I'm barely getting any cravings - having an awesome day, for some reason I had like 10 people text me in the space of 3 hours asking me to hang out which made me feel awesome, plus the extra money I've got from buying less drugs recently means I get to go shopping tomorrow (yup, I'm a chick) =D having a very affirming 'I can survive without drugs' moment right now haha.
How's everyone today?

Edit: synthetix just saw your post, I hadn't realised you were actually in treatment - it's normal for it to be difficult mate, you just have to stick through it. Is it any easier than at the beginning?
 
Yayy Pagey, that sounds like a really positive day, really happy for you..

Mine not so positive, gambled away about <snip> I think in the end, didn't sleep last night because I was drinking cider all night, so have have had a few mini naps since then, I think you know what sparked it off, the downward spiral, the ex spiral fucked me over again, but I can only really blame myself. I managed to stop and ban myself again and then transfer <snip> to my dad for savings so I don't have much to live on this month but I have some savings at least and cant buy any drugs, although some are getting reshipped which is a bummer, and a bonus, so will look forward to those in a couple days time.

Back to you though, really happy that you have had a really great "I can survive without drugs" moment, they are to be treasured and remembered in the darker times.

Also synthetix, stick it out mate, it will be worth it in the end.

Take care everyone, I'm gonna have another lil nap.
 
thank you mugz.. and sorry i have to keep snipping your price tags. please stop with them :p

ugh, i dunno whether or not to dose up with this dhc..
 
just no prices whatsoever really.. i dunno, just going by rule. i guess we could allow it, but i'd prefer if people didn't really.

YEAH BITCH, MAGNETS OH!
 
ha, ha. while most people are relatively nice regarding the subject of losing money, i'm sure there's someone out there that could post something you really wouldn't want to hear.
 
Sorry for the price discussion...didn't know emergency room copay amounts were classified as drug pricing lmfao....

@C.H. Well it's hit and miss...I started back to school, but I totaled my car. I found a psychiatrist, but she's a bitch. I finally got my ADHD diagnosed, but it's being undertreated lol.

I got the results of my MRI yesterday and my L4-L5 looks like a jelly donut got smashed into a brick wall lol

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How's everyone else doing? Man I can't wait til Friday. Gonna dance with Crystal again. Just hope it all metabolizes to amp before my psychiatrist appointment on the 12th lol.

edit: and I might also get to try some H and slam some coke. Will definitely have to try a speedball if the opportunity arises.
 
Jktm said:
edit: and I might also get to try some H and slam some coke. Will definitely have to try a speedball if the opportunity arises.
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You really shouldn't man, please reconsider...just read all the posts by Mass, Scagnattie and myself and look at how much we're struggling to get off that shit :\
 
synthetix said:
thank you mugz.. and sorry i have to keep snipping your price tags. please stop with them :p

ugh, i dunno whether or not to dose up with this dhc..
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I thought you were trying to get clean?

IME using DHC to get high is pretty unspectacular after you have been addicted to stronger Opiates (Oxy etc) If your using it for maintenaince/taper then it's not too bad.
 
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