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Mugz said:
Mumma is cancer free :D

There was a mixup in her cancer test results and she is all clear :)
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that's some awesome news, mate! so happy for you and your family to have received the good news! <3

laCster said:
Idk this past year has been the shittiesr year of my life, and it seems like I have plenty of shitty months ahead of me at the rate I'm going.
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keep ya head up my man:) things will start to improve before you know it! you're a vibrant and enthusiastic little fuck who seems to have the drive behind you to get out of your situation any which way you can. keep at it, brother, and good things will come your way.

pm me or let me know when you're on aim. i'm feeling up to signing on and having a chat to you and a few others if they're online.

i've been to the doctor this morning for scripts. had a lovely shot and plugging of some morphine along with a side dish of valium and now a few beers that i'm home. one of the routes into town was flooded over but luckily the only way to get onto the highway into town was fine so that was lucky. it had me stressed a little thinking i won't be able to get to my appt and be able to stock up on a few days worth of food as we're expecting more flooding. didn't want to risk getting caught out as we did a few weeks back.

picked up a 4.5kg leg oflamb for $15, fucking score and it's delish! had me a subway and sushi for breakfast in town this morning which was lovely. was so kind as to shout my father breakfast as well and got the doc to hook me up with some of his meds that he'd run out of as well. so i'm in the good books at the moment:D

how's erbody doin, eh?

ps - "dirty granny" ciders are the (saggy) tits mcgee. a nice brew indeed!
 
dLol Tentram. Thanks man. You seem to be in good spirits, I'm glad :)

Hit me up when your good digss

Thank you effie and hatrix, you guys cheered me up, I always seem to get depressed after sleeping all day, I will respond in greater detail in a bit, watching a movie with my sister. I'm feeling better,

Set my alarm clock for 10am tomorrow morning and I plan on getting am early start with some exercise. Idk I justddont have shit to do with my life at the moment, but I've been through worse.

Thanks tent, effie, and hatrix, ....much love!

I'll catch yall tomorrow :)
 
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Having a really bad night...my anxiety is through the roof because I'm going to fail a drug test at my sub doctor/shrink on the 1st. He's promised me three strikes before he makes me go back through the IOP program to stay on subs, but I'm still terrified. I found a damn good heroin connect this month and have just spiraled completely out of control again. And better yet, if I told my mom and boyfriend (aka my only support system) I'd be homeless and single. I literally have no one to talk this stuff out with. My doctor is amazing, I've been seeing him for six years and he's always been upfront and honest with me. However, I have been forcibly commited to a psych ward way too many times (never by him) so I always have the fear that when I go to his office I won't come out, even though that's irrational. I almost forced myself to make sure I'd fail my test so I'd have to be honest with him and not bullshit everyone into another month of hell. I don't want off the subs, but I have been considering methadone...I've been on the subs for a year and I suffer from chronic pain and I'm just at my wits end of hurting. I'm also worried he'll want to taper me back onto subs but I think I'll just tell him I already took my normal dose the day before so it won't be necessary or whatever.

Sorry this is so rambley, I'm just anxious and high. I sometimes shake really hard after a nice shot of heroin wears off, like I have the shivers. I'm talking like an hour or so after, not immediately after but not longe enough that I should be in withdrawal. Does this happen to anyone else?
 
i'm ready to sign in and have a chat whenever my man. so when ya finished off watching the movie with your (presumably) smoking hot sister let me know. then we can have our long overdue cyber session. i'll sign in now so hit me up when you're around.

i've been feeling pretty good over the last week so with the meds on top i'm a pretty happy camper. i really wouldn't mind an amphetamine (meth) or some mdpv at the moment to kick things up a few notches but, eh, have no personal contacts for gear at the moment. which really is for the best. i don't really need to drop a few hundred on a gram of meth especially with my birthday in just over a months time. i'm thinking of getting 1.5g of coke for myself, dad and his mate to hoover down. dads mate shouted me some a little while back so wouldn't mind returning the favour and have a good time while at it =D !

requesting pics of your smokin' hot sister, laccy :P :D
 
well instill feel like shit but i ended up doing 100mg d-amphet/amphet and was chillin on some marijuana (suppprr dank) and was feeling a little bit better from my withdraws from oxymorphone. then somehow I ended up getting a half gram of cocaine for free... I know sounds to good to be true! but it actually went through and I did a half g of mid-high grade coke for this area. so now I'm all kinda wired up and must sleep because I have to be up at 6 toget ready for work.

so luckily I had a single xanax bar(alprazolam 2mg) that I'd been saving and decided I'd pop that like 20 minutes ago. (for the record I have very small tolerance to benzos (which is really fucking weird because I have a crazy ass tolerance for every other single drug on the planet... literally!) so luckily 2mg will put me on my ass and sleepin for sure.
but I also have a nice decently fat chronic ass joint to smoke on. so ill sneak outa my house ( u fortunately I kinda failed outta college so I'm living with the parents for a year or 2 :( ) and ill toke on that heady joint and get nice and stoned and more than likely (HOPEFULLY) get some sleep.

but anyway of anyone is still up and posting what's up? how is everybody doing? I hope all is well for everyone (sober or not lul)
but I wanted to send out my love and good vibes to all you fine ladies and gentleman!

p.s. I would like to start getting more known around here so ill hopefully start posting a lot more. ubfortunatly 95% of all my typing and checking BL is done via IPhone. so it's difficult to type correctly and makes sure everything is punctuated or what ever the fuck you wanna call it. ;) but anyways y'all PM me or anything I'd love to get to know all of you folks a little better.



edit: I have been feeling like shit btw because I'm going trough oxymorphone withdraws. luckily it was only a 3 day bender so w/ds won't be so horrible (atleast I hope) but luckily iv masked w/d with speed lol.

p.s y'allBeDopeAsFUckCatd up in dis bish... lol

p.s. sorry for amphetamine/cocaine style rant... :-/
 
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i tell yall what. this bronson character is adamant of bringing me down and censoring my freedom of speech. i'll cut a bitch and make your life hell, man.

my leg of ham brings all the boys to the yard and bronson is jealous it's bigger than his, cut to the shit and overpriced. jelly much?

what's everyone's thoughts on the movie "argo"? i'm downloading it now as i've just completed the "silver linings playbook" move. which i'm going to watch after finishing off "django" very soon.

once bronson and i go ham to ham, leg to leg, toe to toe! brrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing it!

maniacal opiod consumerist said:
p.s. I would like to start getting more known around here so ill hopefully start posting a lot more.
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you'll always be a nobody around here unless you're somebody important ;) we're all equal really, there's no nepotism on BL at all :D i say this all in jest btw! you've been posting in here and OD's old social that you're probably recognised by most regular posters such as myself.

bring some comedy, argumentative controversial concepts/theories, stories of snorting coke off dead hookers and you're gonna be a big big
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opiodmaniac said:
but anyway of anyone is still up and posting what's up? how is everybody doing? I hope all is well for everyone (sober or not lul)
but I wanted to send out my love and good vibes to all you fine ladies and gentleman!

p.s. I would like to start getting more known around here so ill hopefully start posting a lot more. ubfortunatly 95% of all my typing and checking BL is done via IPhone. so it's difficult to type correctly and makes sure everything is punctuated or what ever the fuck you wanna call it. ;) but anyways y'all PM me or anything I'd love to get to know all of you folks a little better.
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Almost all of my BL activity is done on my phone as well...I have a blackberry (still, hah) though so at least I have a keyboard. It types super slow and weird on forums though sometimes. I'm really hoping to get to know some people here too
 
tentram said:
once bronson and i go ham to ham, leg to leg, toe to toe! brrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing it!

you've been posting in here and OD's old social that you're probably recognised by most regular posters such as myself bring some comedy, argumentative controversial concepts/theories, stories of snorting coke off dead hookers...
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Step up to the plate. I've got one $15 ham hock to rule them all. :sus:

Not sure what it is I bring, probably just my stubborn Swedish rage.
 
Man, I just had a nice sleep from 6mg of clonazepam. The shit normally doesn't do a damn thing, but I guess when you've been up for the 3 days and are coming down from amps, that they'll do the trick lol. Sucks now though. Gotta study for bio lab practical for tomorrow and I just wanna lay back down and nap til then lol.
 
went out earlier tonight and was gonna get a half O but all he had was a quarter so i gotta pay a little extra now which sucks but whatever. when my buddy and his girl took me to get some bud i gave bud to my friend so he can roll us all a blunt. we ended up rolling a fat ass L. it was raining hard af, which is pretty annoying when your just trying to get a bag, cant even see out the fucking window.

im sippin on the half pint or so of vodka i got left out of last nights fifth and i just blazed out of the steamroller. that blunt had me stoned for a good 4 hours lol. im feeling right. ;)

i found out today this girl that went to my school (she either started the year after i graduated or she was a freshman when i was a senior), she is miss delaware teen usa. well apparent she's also a fucking slut. she resigned her postion after allegations of making a adult film, or i porno i guess. she played softball with my little sister to. i just laughed when i read that shit haha.

Here's an article on it.
http://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2013/02/26/miss-teen-delaware-resigns/1949833/
 
Mr.Scagnattie said:
Damn. Kudos for even trying that. I couldn't do that in a million years. No way, hah.
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Hah cheers. I'd only been injecting for a couple months so I figured it was now or never to get out of it. I haven't since sunday night so far, so I'm feeling pretty good about it :)

Shit I'm still high from last night right now (like nodding out high) and I've gotta give a presentation in class in less than an hour, this is gonna be fun haha
 
Doug my man. Can you pm me.your aim deets?

Bronson, i had no idea you were a scandanavian either. I was under the impression you were either british or american. And dude your.hock has nada on mine. Broke it out before and made a badass mofo of a sanga. Deliciousness my friend!

Ham is serious business in my diet.
 
Pagey said:
Hah cheers. I'd only been injecting for a couple months so I figured it was now or never to get out of it. I haven't since sunday night so far, so I'm feeling pretty good about it :)

Shit I'm still high from last night right now (like nodding out high) and I've gotta give a presentation in class in less than an hour, this is gonna be fun haha
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Good luck Pagey, try not to fall asleep while presenting, drink some red bull or something before you go on. :) <3
 
im up before the birds today haha

bout to get stoned out of my mind and see if i can get an appointment to get my haircut, i need that shit bad right now.
 
so im still oxymorphone sick :(... but I'm at work doin my normal hard ass manaul labor cuz I gotta get that paperrr! but luckily I have plenty of d-amp/amp so I'm staying semi spun to keep from feelin shitty :) buttt I think I'm jus gonna let wd take it's small course and say fuckk it with the opana because the IRs aren around now :(! but anyway how's everybody's day?
 
Slightly dopesick, I think I missed a good portion of my last shot this morning before my second interview. Since I'm going to interviews, I'm not currently getting paid so I can't replace it with more... I was pissed lol. Luckily, I'm prescribed Neurontin and I have some medical-grade weed at home.

My friend, who happens to deal, no longer needs to stay at my place, so no more free ketamine, methylone, and heroin. Bummer :/
 
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