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BDD Social and Info Booth Vs 28 - my dealer told me that this was the last time

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well after my research im getting 10 of the 20mg IR ones, easy to crush and snort. not bothering with the XR 40s. i think it will just be a one off type thing as i literally cant get hooked on it as its not available freely in the UK. from experience ive never had next day withdrawals from oxy even with a huge habit, i did to a certain degree in that i was annoyed but it wasn't as awful as what you're describing. im glad we dont have it readily available then!

hatrix - i've never understood methadone and peoples desire to get high off it. it seems completely un-likeable and frankly horrific based on the time it takes to flush out of your system and the withdrawals assosiated with it. it's the end of the line opiate i think. when everything else has failed and you're determined to keep using safely... it's methadone. i've never tried it and i don't plan on doing so anytime soon either. i just cant imagine a two week withdrawal period, its hard enough at 3-5 days, let alone longer. fuck.

laC - to be honest, that sounds fucking nasty. i don't like weed. maybe that stuff is good, if its the same as hash, but i dunno. i've not smoked weed for a very long time and i'm happy that i haven't either.
 
laCster said:
Haha I hve only gotten high twice this weekm all the other days I was stone cold sober in withdrawal. I am one of those people who really like methadone. That shit is nice, but the withdrawal isntm I had the best high of my life on methadone. Good lick with the doctors though!
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Glad to see someone on here is trying to keep sober ;)

synthetix said:
hatrix - i've never understood methadone and peoples desire to get high off it. it seems completely un-likeable and frankly horrific based on the time it takes to flush out of your system and the withdrawals assosiated with it. it's the end of the line opiate i think. when everything else has failed and you're determined to keep using safely... it's methadone. i've never tried it and i don't plan on doing so anytime soon either. i just cant imagine a two week withdrawal period, its hard enough at 3-5 days, let alone longer. fuck.
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After all of my reading on it, I'm pretty sure it's going to be one of the best opiate highs I've ever had since I have such little tolerance.

Just trying to time it next week so I don't go to class high as fuck =D I guess it won't be that big of a deal as long as I'm not puking my guts out.
 
GUIZE

-all is goed goed - times are splendid - love you all - ♥ -
debaser
 
More whiskey....yummy! Probably had 4 shots by now, the lyrica AMD xanax are helping me get a little tipsy, but gaba tolerance is cool because I can drink and combine droogs and not die...yay!
 
EAhh Scag, what's up dood? I see you came to the dark side aka bdd social LMAO

Ive been taking shots of jack Daniels since 11am lololol. Im working on my last off jack mixed with Dr pepper yummy! I've had about 4 or 5 shots worth, about 2/3 of a disanni water bottle so around 12oz of whiskey! I'm actually tipsy right now, probably because of the xanax and lyrica and bupre I took lololol. I poured about 4oz of jack with a little bit of Dr pepper and I'm going to sip on it for the next hour or so.


What you been up to? How's everything? I only waited 3 days since my last bupre expedition and it definitely isn't as good as the last time I waited 4 days. I'm not taking any more bupre till thurs or Friday, and if I'm still jot satisfied, I'm going to wait a week. The withdrawal just sucks. The direaha and runny nose is bad, but the fatigue and the cramps in my legs is the worst! It felt like I had a constNt Charlie horse in my calfs and thighs! The pain is def worth the pain though. Today just shows me I need to wait longer inbetween doses to get a full opiate effect


I'm rambling, you mah niggah though Scag, what's Gucci with you?
 
laCster said:
EAhh Scag, what's up dood? I see you came to the dark side aka bdd social LMAO

Ive been taking shots of jack Daniels since 11am lololol. Im working on my last off jack mixed with Dr pepper yummy! I've had about 4 or 5 shots worth, about 2/3 of a disanni water bottle so around 12oz of whiskey! I'm actually tipsy right now, probably because of the xanax and lyrica and bupre I took lololol. I poured about 4oz of jack with a little bit of Dr pepper and I'm going to sip on it for the next hour or so.


What you been up to? How's everything? I only waited 3 days since my last bupre expedition and it definitely isn't as good as the last time I waited 4 days. I'm not taking any more bupre till thurs or Friday, and if I'm still jot satisfied, I'm going to wait a week. The withdrawal just sucks. The direaha and runny nose is bad, but the fatigue and the cramps in my legs is the worst! It felt like I had a constNt Charlie horse in my calfs and thighs! The pain is def worth the pain though. Today just shows me I need to wait longer inbetween doses to get a full opiate effect


I'm rambling, you mah niggah though Scag, what's Gucci with you?
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Same shit man.. just trying to stay good and failing miserably. Haha.

I feel you on the withdrawals sucking man... it's a real bitch. I hate being sick with a passion. I woke up feeling like total shit today... took some bupe but it didn't help so I said fuck it and took the pain away. I know all I'm doing is postponing the inevitable but.. damn is it hard when I'm feeling like crap to be good.



synthetix said:
I had a lovely evening tonight! I met pagey. She's an absolute delight <3.

Coming back home nicely oxied and happy. Ahhhh.
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Nice man, good to see BL meet ups going down across the pond.
 
haha nooo not like that, we're friends! i have a girlfriend too! she's just a lovely, lovely, caring, sweet, fun, amusing, attractive and wonderful woman.
 
Hey naughty boy, how are you doing? What can we do for you here (that is legal of course)?
 
Hey Mugzy, BDD Prince, do as you please on these lands, you are very much welcome :)
 
laccy said:
It's 12pm and I think I'm going to have a shot of whiskey, what do you guys think lol
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the whole waiting till 12pm to drink is bullshit. when i get a taste for alcohol i'll wake up to a vodka and juice with breakfast and spend the day drinking a bottle. i try not to buy over a bottle at a time during that period because i'll usually go onto the second and blackout and do weird shit like putting the bottle in the freezer, likely because i ran out of ice:\
 
Lmao, who really waits till 12 with anything if they're on it? I'm always dosed by that time if I'm even awake. But still, alcohol is nasty. Dunno how anyone could have it for breakfast.
 
Mugz said:
am I welcome here? even though I practically created the bloody place
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orlyowl.jpg.

moar like one of a big team of people who helped rebuild and redirect BDD into what it is now.

i've gone through alcoholic phases in my life so drinking in the morning isn't a foreign concept to me. night work at pubs and clubs don't allow you to start drinking until 3-4am, that's an early start. you go hard fast for the most part so you're out by 10am usually especially if there's been valium or xanax thrown in.

i love waking up to an early morning shot of morphine in winter time. hell, i like it all the time, but winter just feels that little bit more crispy and satisfying.
 
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