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[ektamine]

I feel that ketamine is much cleaner as well. I know the feeling of being 3 feet above my head, I like it. That tells me that the ketamine is starting to kick in. With DXM I would still be able to walk around while ketamine no way. When I get stuck in a K-Hole I'm lifted out of reality and don't even know that my body exists.

What sort of doses have your higher DXM trips been?

I find that the 4th plateau state I fall into when I do a go-for-the-gold dose is comparable to a k-hole, although it has its own distinct character. But for example, must of the time I'm fully immersed in the 4th I couldn't really muster up the energy to move my finger, let alone walk. Afterwords it feels like a hole has been ripped in the fabric of my memory, because it was total ego-loss.

Another similarity I find is that once I reach ultimate disassociation on either drug, I feel infinitely connected, and inseparable to everything as one. Its a feeling that no other class of drugs has been able to recreate. LSD can make me ponder the concept, but it doesn't take me far enough out of myself to actually feel its truth.

^ Hopefully someone can at least partially decipher that gibberish

 

[Codones]

DXM is yummy. Ketamine is yummyerer. Rare treat for me but my god I'd do it often if it were obtainable in my part of the world. I also love tacos. Tacos are an amazing invention.


Edit - I find that a true 4th plateau experience will take your shadow, ego, and self completely away. It is typically unbelievable experience. I can't say I like it, but it greatly changes my perception on life for quite some time. Great tool for me.

 

[ektamine]

Indeed. I don't mind a good burrito either. TexMex ftw!

 

[K'd-OUT-in-AZ]

What sort of doses have your higher DXM trips been?

I find that the 4th plateau state I fall into when I do a go-for-the-gold dose is comparable to a k-hole, although it has its own distinct character. But for example, must of the time I'm fully immersed in the 4th I couldn't really muster up the energy to move my finger, let alone walk. Afterwords it feels like a hole has been ripped in the fabric of my memory, because it was total ego-loss.

Another similarity I find is that once I reach ultimate disassociation on either drug, I feel infinitely connected, and inseparable to everything as one. Its a feeling that no other class of drugs has been able to recreate. LSD can make me ponder the concept, but it doesn't take me far enough out of myself to actually feel its truth.

^ Hopefully someone can at least partially decipher that gibberish

I never became knowledgeable enough to know the different plateaus of DXM. When I was using DXM I was like 17-18, mainly because I couldn't find any other drugs. I used it without any education, I didn't even look up what the effects were. I would use around 300-400mg if I remember correctly but its been a long time.

 

[NeighborhoodThreat]

Tacos rule!

 

[ektamine]

I would use around 300-400mg

Ah, theres the difference :D

I didn't used to enjoy the lower plateau high of DXM (in summary: where its more intoxicating and less disassociating) and used to only really trip above 700mg. To reach the state I was talking about in my last post, I would usually take 1g - 1.5g (an extremely bad idea, for anyone considering).

But around those levels is where – for me – it shows its true character. Kinda like how K reveals its true nature to you when you first experience a K-hole.

 

[K'd-OUT-in-AZ]

We used to have taco parties where we would make tons of tacos with rice. We would have competitions on who could eat the most. My career best was 8, keep in mind these were big tacos.

 

[Bob Loblaw]

Ahhh BDD social, hopefully it'll be more successful this go round
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[K'd-OUT-in-AZ]

Ah, theres the difference :D

I didn't used to enjoy the lower plateau high of DXM (in summary: where its more intoxicating and less disassociating) and used to only really trip above 700mg. To reach the state I was talking about in my last post, I would usually take 1g - 1.5g (an extremely bad idea, for anyone considering).

But around those levels is where – for me – it shows its true character. Kinda like how K reveals its true nature to you when you first experience a K-hole.

Good god, 1-1.5 grams?! That's crazy. You must have a tolerance correct? I'd imagine so. I have a tolerance to ketamine. I need to use up to a gram to put me in a K-Hole. So I can understand.

 

[ektamine]

I did back then. Haven't touched it in over a year 'cause I hate syrups and I don't wanna throw down the cover for bulk powder. I think it must be a trend with NMDA receptor antagonists. Maybe not. But I've never taken something thats allowed me to achieve 'complete disassociation' and be able to replicate the results the very next day, without a maaaajor dose increase.

 

[K'd-OUT-in-AZ]

Neither have I. I used to take Ketamine almost daily and I'd never be able to reach that level of complete dissociation until I went like a week without it. I liked the feeling of looking down on myself as I did stuff. At lower doses I'd dance sometimes.

 

[Codones]

I'm fat. I'll get get that out of the way. 5'10" 128 kilos (used to weigh over 300 pounds so yay me. I think I weight 270 now but don't feel like dividing by 2.2 to get that in kilograms.) Big. I have a natural tolerance to almost any intoxicant I have consumed. I would take 1.2 grams to 1.9 grams to reach the two higher plateaus on DXM. This post makes me sound oh so conceded. Go social!

 

[ektamine]

I'm fat. I'll get get that out of the way. 5'10" 128 kilos (used to weigh over 300 pounds so yay me. I think I weight 270 now but don't feel like dividing by 2.2 to get that in kilograms.) Big. I have a natural tolerance to almost any intoxicant I have consumed. I would take 1.2 grams to 1.9 grams to reach the two higher plateaus on DXM. This post makes me sound oh so conceded. Go social!

There are reports of people going so ridiculously high. I forget how much, but I think in the range of 2.5 - 4g. Intense! With how 'damaging' DXM feels, even though no one really seems to know how/why, I wouldn't risk it.

 

[NeighborhoodThreat]

Ahhh BDD social, hopefully it'll be more successful this go round
.

That's the plan, what's funny is how quick it devolved from discussion regarding people submitting their applications to be BDD mods into a people submitting their applications to be BDD mods social with other BLers as well.

Still makes my day, though...

 

[ektamine]

I have to ask... why fuck seroquel? I'm rather fond of the stuff, actually

 

[NeighborhoodThreat]

A few pages back the conversation moved toward Seroquel and its uses and it turned into a rant about how people hate Seroquel.

It's got its uses, but its more bad than good if you ask me %)

 

[K'd-OUT-in-AZ]

Seroquel has its place for stimulant comedowns and when you have serious insomnia but it just feels like a dirty drug.

 

[ektamine]

I've never taken it regularly as prescribed, only a situational basis, but everytime I take it I just pass out for over 8 hours and then wake up and feel like its pretty much worn off. Is there a residual effect if you take it therapeutically (other than the SSRI) that I just haven't experienced yet?

 

[K'd-OUT-in-AZ]

In jail people sell Seroquel. I'm serious. They go for $2 a piece or 5 cigarettes. $2 is a better deal because cigarettes sell for up to $1 in jail. The first few days I had to pay that much for cigarettes but then I found a hook-up that sold me cartons for $100 which is 50 cents a cigarette.

 

[NeighborhoodThreat]

In jail people sell Seroquel. I'm serious. They go for $2 a piece or 5 cigarettes. $2 is a better deal because cigarettes sell for up to $1 in jail. The first few days I had to pay that much for cigarettes but then I found a hook-up that sold me cartons for $100 which is 50 cents a cigarette.

I can see the appeal of Seroquel in jail, just sleep your time away....