Ayahuasca and phenethylamines

[johntheman]

So I dosed on DOC and 25c last night, the visuals didn't get really intense till I had 2 nice hits of n20. It's been almost 12 hours since and still feeling the effects, been completely depressed about making choices in life, and OCD paranoia thoughts mixed with synchronicity, OR is it paranoia? I'm paranoid about synchronicity, time itself. Scared of whats to come and holding on the past. I've become reclusive as I'm self conscious everywhere I go. The xanax only sedates my vision it seems to still nag at me on high doses. I need to come to terms with myself, be able to build my confidence up again, come out of being a recluse tripping in an appartment on my offdays. I have loads of cheap maoi syrian rue and b caapi from one of my favorites. Anyone recommend a syrian rue/caapi ratio? Also it is better to drink the syrian about 20 minutes before caapi correct? Thanks

 

[Jesusgreen]

Did you not just say you need to stop being a recluse and tripping on your off-days? Why will another trip change that?

As much as I love psychedelics, sometimes another trip isn't the answer. I've been in your shoes, exactly, and no amount of tripping will suddenly cure the anxiety and allow you to stop being a recluse - you have to change that in yourself. Psychedelics can say "Hey man, you need to change", but the hard work is up to you

Also, Syrian Rue and B. Caapi are both MAOIs, neither contains DMT. The traditional Ayahuasca brew is B. Caapi + Psychotria Viridis

 

[Ismene]

As Jesus says, Rue and Caapi are just MAOI's - you need a source of DMT like mimosa rootbark.

 

[johntheman]

Must have misread somewjhere. I feel like ayahuasca would help me come to terms with myself with a sense of understanding, while most of my trips consist of recreational activities. I need a spiritual awakening, and I have heard ayahuasca can cure anxiety somewhere on the googler

 

[folding_space]

As much as I love psychedelics, sometimes another trip isn't the answer. I've been in your shoes, exactly, and no amount of tripping will suddenly cure the anxiety and allow you to stop being a recluse - you have to change that in yourself. Psychedelics can say "Hey man, you need to change", but the hard work is up to you

This. Knowledge is worthless without action. Psychedelics can only provide you with the former, and it seems like you already have more than enough of it to start taking meaningful steps in the right direction.