F.U.B.A.R.
Bluelight Crew
Sober passing?
No, im extremely drunk and pissing down my trouser leg into my boots...
No, im extremely drunk and pissing down my trouser leg into my boots...
Exactly.So the cia can hack
into my t.v. and listen
to every word I say, but
Mcdonald's can't hear
me say ' no pickles' thru
their drive-thru speaker !!!
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They hear you, they just don't care enough to give you what you want.So the cia can hack
into my t.v. and listen
to every word I say, but
Mcdonald's can't hear
me say ' no pickles' thru
their drive-thru speaker !!!
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Sober passing?
No, im extremely drunk and pissing down my trouser leg into my boots...
They hear you, they just don't care enough to give you what you want.
They hear you, they just don't care enough to give you what you want.
... look like undercover?Now if i wore dirty clothes, didn't brush my hair and wore dirty clothes i'm sure i would
Exactly, I recently was convinced to go to inpatient substance abuse treatment and I’m actually out on pass now which is how I have my phone, but they told me I had adhd and told me that if I don’t take the meds then I have a higher chance of relapse. I was leery of it because idk if I really buy that I have adhd and I was leery of being given a prescription for adhd meds but I made a non negotiable with myself that if I am going to take them that I will only take them as prescribed and I have so far. I haven’t cheeked any or anything to get high. I used to do meth by the way and they know that so imagine my surprise when they wanted to prescribe me stimulants.Extreme poverty is THE way to remain sober.
I take the medications prescribed AS prescribed and nothing else at all.
ive tried to score dope and been called a narc from my appearance, 40yr old woman in good shape and definitely don't look or speak like an addict . I have a degree in engineering and always kept in shape. i definitely don't look like someone on drugs..quite the opposite. People see a woman in their 40's in great shape and assume i'm a narc. Going to a doctor with my education/looks was so easy to keep my opioid script . Hindsite i wish i was cut off, would have saved years of addiction/wd's. I know lawyers and government officials that are major coke heads but society seems to judge on appearances.... look like undercover?
Doesn't matter what I do....
Thinking is more about how one carries oneself moreso than looks not saying that looks doesn't make a difference in another's perspective.
Today, yeah, sober looking.
And i bet i played the game you developed, gaming has kept me somewhat sane over the years. Messed up system we have now medical wise but canada is far ahead the uk when it comes to addictsTruth Jenn. My home was burgled and the doctor is CONVINCED I made the whole story up because I was abusing Oxycontin. I've been on it for years and I've never lost a single pill, never asked for an increase and never asked for a refill early.
But while I'm severely disabled, the same accident smashed out most of my top row of teeth and since I have epilepsy I cannot go to an NHS dentist. Either I have to wait for 8 years for a dental surgeon or I have to pay...
BUT if you are unable to work due to disability, you aren't allowed to save! Really. You can lose all of your benefits if you have more than £6000 (the surgery costs £12000).
So I LOOK dodgy but you would think that having been with the same doctor for over 12 years, they might have had a bit of faith in me.
Actually, I'm pretty sure I'm being punished so they can get me to move. The way UK doctors work is they get £615/year per enrolled patient (even if that patient NEVER goes to the surgery and is always well). My surgery took on a STACK of people for the short-term money and discovered a lot of them actually needed treatment.
THEY don't pay for the treatment - they bill the central government but they want a huge number of patients who NEVER EVER interrupt their profit-making scheme.