it's totally realThere is a thread here somewhere where "benzo rage" was discussed and some scoffed but in my experience it is very real. lol There are lots of threads on this at bl.
I think @negrogesic may remember that... hell, it may even have been that thread on dropping a different substance. I'm lookin case I'm still chucklin. Guess that means I am in therapeutic range (atm).
No, benzos are substantially different from alcohol. Alcohol is a very promiscuous molecule, it hits many receptor types including GABA-A, dopamine, NMDA, and it is also a ligand of voltage-gated ion channels. In contrast, benzos are pretty much focused exclusively on GABA-A, so they're much cleaner in their effects, and also much less recreational. But they will cover for each other, ie, if dependent on alcohol, benzos will prevent withdrawal. Interestingly, the opposite is less true. Alcohol will help with benzo withdrawals, but it won't work nearly as well as benzos do for alcohol withdrawal.
Alcohol feels far more euphoric, and is far more intoxicating, than benzos are. Benzos are much better at masking anxiety than alcohol is. Benzos produce amnesia more easily, and are relatively non-toxic (except with long-term abuse, and during withdrawal). Benzos also last much longer than alcohol does, even the short acting ones (and some of them last 10 times as long, or more). Alcohol is much more acutely damaging drug, it's extremely toxic, moreso than almost any other drug.
Benzos are much different than simply being alcohol in pill form. An alcoholic is likely going to be disappointed by benzos. With alcohol, there is a dopamine rush and a heavy intoxication. benzos are subtle... people usually feel far less intoxicated than they actually are. The first time I tried benzos, I was like uh, am I even feeling anything? This is IT? Why do people obsess about these things? I took 3mg of xanax, a pretty heavy dose. The next day, though, I couldn't remember the last half of the night. t was a huge disappointment, Nowadays, I just use benzos to help me sleep when I have insomnia, and to come down from drugs or occasionally to take the edge off of stimulants. Benzos are amazing for those purposes, but as recreational drugs, not so much. Alcohol is much more pleasurable recreational
Knowing this now makes a lot of things I did in the past make sense in retrospect…I always assumed I had a hot temper that cooled with time and age. However, it might’ve been a little of this, as well. I’m fairly level-headed these daysit's totally real
I didn't experience it myself but I've seen my gf taking too much while having hard times and she goes completely nuts, not just disinhibition, completely crazy.
Aggresive and non-sensical.
Do you have BPD diagnosed as well?Knowing this now makes a lot of things I did in the past make sense in retrospect…I always assumed I had a hot temper that cooled with time and age. However, it might’ve been a little of this, as well. I’m fairly level-headed these days
I was diagnosed with BPD at one time, a diagnosis I disagreed with. But then, I was also diagnosed with bipolar type II, ADHD, general anxiety disorder, seasonal affective disorder, major depressive disorder, substance abuse disorder, panic disorder, cPTSD, and I cycled through several different eating disorders as well…only a few of these diagnoses I feel were accurate, mostly I was just given a fuckload of medication. Which is why I loathe Big Pharma, but I digress….Do you have BPD diagnosed as well?
excuse me if you said it anywhere else... my adhd memory is just.. a very bad and superselective one...
I think in her case was a mix of BPD dissociative states and benzos, but I think I could recognize the difference/aspects of each one...
benzos make people behave like idiots/insane people (they are not) if they go overboard with them
Agreed. The last shrink I went to 5 years ago diagnosed me with all sorts of shit, some of which I never agreed with (maybe I'm just not good at describing symptoms). At one point I was taking 9 (!!) different medications simultaneously. They didn't really help much, and with all their side effects they just made me feel worse.I was diagnosed with BPD at one time, a diagnosis I disagreed with. But then, I was also diagnosed with bipolar type II, ADHD, general anxiety disorder, seasonal affective disorder, major depressive disorder, substance abuse disorder, panic disorder, cPTSD, and I cycled through several different eating disorders as well…only a few of these diagnoses I feel were accurate, mostly I was just given a fuckload of medication. Which is why I loathe Big Pharma, but I digress….
Labels, labels. Does it really even matter?! At this point in time I’m more stable than ever and not on a single psychiatric medication![]()